List of things i blame for my shit life:
>parents had me in their 40s and having older parents growing up
>capitalism
>Mom being somewhat of a narcissist
>MY father having social anxiety
>Social media
I should have just dated that girl in high school. Even if it turned out terrible at least I could've had a better excuse as to why I don't date as opposed to just being afraid. Being afraid has been one of the biggest reasons for my setbacks. That and being born. Life is mostly a curse but I guess you could do some nice things before you die.
>>791209I'm too afraid to die but I can't really see much else worth experiencing. I mean I'd like to live forever even if it's just a continuation of what I live now or maybe worse but death is the inevitable.