/siberia/ - Off-topic

Life is pretty pointless. It's more of a curse than a gift. Even if you get old, which you most likely will, a lot of the later years is just worrying about your health and the last few years is often just barely beating back death until it finally gets you. And that's often the better route. The worse route is just suffering from a young age and then dying. Personally the only thing I want from life is sex and romantic love but that would probably just complicate my life in ways that I don't particularly want it to so I guess I'll remain sexless and romantically loveless. Porn helps though. But none of it is enough, nothing is ever enough. Maybe I want nothing.

>>799086
> The worse route is just suffering from a young age and then dying

You mean just dying young from suffering?
Tbh dying young is a blessing

Don’t have to worry about old age

> Life is pretty pointless. It's more of a curse than a gift. Even if you get old, which you most likely will, a lot of the later years is just worrying about your health and the last few years is often just barely beating back death until it finally gets you

This. I especially am amused at a lot of these positive affirmational platitudes about senescence being “the golden years” or whatever.

People wanna justify longevity as a virtue but most people over sixty five are often in pain, both physical and psychological. They spend more time in the past than in the present and dread the future

Society tries to dismiss this as “fear of aging” as “youth worship” but even those who complain about “youth worship” would give anything to be young and vibrant.

But what’s really bad is how people often throw around these empty frivolous platitudes for young people to “find yourself” and “don’t worry about the small stuff” and it often ends in total mediocrity

Or these people who say they wouldn’t fix a single mistake they made because it “helped them develop as a person”

And there’s these people who say “life is like a test” or other obnoxious similes/metaphors

> Im not material to ever be a celebrity, a model, a model's boyfriend, a military hero, nada…just a stinking normie.

Seriously bro?

You’re depressed because you cannot achieve the shallow delusion of being a glamor persona?

>>799095
>>799086
Anyways; Give me advice on what to do with my last 2 years alive. Should I DEMAND my parents give me a chunk of my inheritance, telling them I'll never cash it in anyways, so giving me a chunk is a good deal?

>>799095
>Tbh dying young is a blessing
Imo only if you had a fun and exciting youth. For me personally it would've meant having lots of sex and female attention. That's what I consider fun and exciting. Also hopefully you don't procreate during these adventures but it would've probably been whatever for me.

>>799100
Don’t be willfully careless about others.
Also I think your parents are more likely to use your inheritance cut to go towards family affairs

>>799102
AH, then I guess I will be a shitty as possible.
fuck their (((family affairs)))

>>799101
Nah. Dying young is a blessing whether or not you had fun.

> Also hopefully you don't procreate during these adventures but it would've probably been whatever for me.

Of course, you wouldn’t care if you made bastard children as long as you don’t have to raise them right?
And people wonder why we have so much crime, poverty, and mental illness
And then you wonder why women are less willing to throw it out in meatspace

>>799103
Did your family abuse, smother, or neglect you?
Or are you just being a petulant adult?

you know you can just kill yourself right

>>799108
OPnisnt gonnna do that
He’s looking to hedonise for as long as possible.

>>799105
>>799111
they didn't abuse as that's a very gave term.
but they DID make me suffer tremendously for decades.

>>799104
>Of course, you wouldn’t care if you made bastard children as long as you don’t have to raise them right?
And people wonder why we have so much crime, poverty, and mental illness
And then you wonder why women are less willing to throw it out in meatspace
I don't disagree but I also don't really care but it doesn't really because I'm most likely not doing any of that anyways.

>>799100
It really depends on how much money they're giving you and whether you'll actually go through dying in two years or whatever.

>>799116
>I don't disagree but I also don't really care but it doesn't really because I'm most likely not doing any of that anyways.

So again, you don’t care about the crises of bastard children because you aren’t able to get lucky?

And yet you say stuff like in >>799115?

Do you not see the hypocrisy here?

>>799116
>I don’t care about bastard children because I will never get laid anyway but I want my family to suffer because they made me suffer

Why are you a leftist, then?

>>799121
Im not the same person as the bastard kid guy

just goon play videogames and have fun with your buddies

>>799123
I want gibs and\or a permanent job I don't get fired from.

>>799121
Ok I'm a hypocrite but I'm not >>799115. Either way I don't plan on pro creating or bothering women for love and sex.