>>808217yes, I too have always sort of been averse to this state of mind. it does have its benefits, though. confidence comes from being able to best a uygha, or at least, create the impression that you can.
truly, it is a dogshit worldview, though. all I want is to know my limitations and try to better them, not compete with you and yours. sometimes competition can help you become more aware of your limitations, though, I guess.