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I used to be desparately afraid.
But now it's more of perplexity. I don't understand how death could be possible. This whole world vanishes? I simply can't comprehend it.
>How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
I would be extremely irritated; inconvenienced, but also accepting.

>How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
Extremely ecstatic, I'd the unhealthy, outrageous, insane, schizo ,expensive-etc shit I always want to do but hold myself back from doing

>>825630
Depends how or when I die.
Otherwise I'm not afraid of death itself.

depends on the day. Sometimes a 5 but most days a 9

>>825630
>How afraid of dying are you, from 0 to 10?
0

>How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
Hehehe, whoah

> How afraid of dying are you, from 0 to 10?
I'd like to say 0, but I am still afraid of being hurt. Even though I have come to terms with the abstract concept of death and no longer spend sleepless nights mulling over it, I am still too much of a coward to actually off myself.

> How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
It would likely depend on how I found out and what my demise is prophesied as. If someone said they were going to kill me in a month, I would probably seek ways to avoid it. If a doctor said that I will just suddenly drop dead in a months time but my health otherwise would not be impacted, I might just pretend that it is not true. But you know, I can say whatever I want now, there's no guarantee that I would actually behave as I think I would.

>>825630
>How afraid of dying are you, from 0 to 10?
-3
>How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
Celebrate with drugs and hookers

>How afraid of dying are you, from 0 to 10?
8, though it's not the notion of being dead that scares me so much as knowing my life would be solidified as a waste. If I died after doing most of the things I want to do I'd probably be more chill with it.
>How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
Realistically the despair would probably crush me and paralyze me, but ideally I'd be doing some hedonistic and illegal things.

im still somewhat scared of dying. its been my biggest fear since i was little. i used to cry about it a lot especially in the bath. it seems unbelievable. sigh. i wish i could be religious sometimes cause then itd make it easier.

>>825667
hallucinating memories

>>825665
You won't be around to worry about your life having been a waste.

>>825671
Yeah, but I'm worried about it now. That's like saying everyone should kill themselves because they won't be around to experience any of the drawbacks of killing oneself.

>How afraid of dying are you, from 0 to 10?
Maybe 5 or 3
>How would you feel if you found out you had a month left?
I'd play videogames and have a lot of sex

>>825630
Abruptly leaving everyone behind would be horrendous but a full month to prepare would be absurdly chill, I would try heroin and not give a fuck about anything.

>>825676
Speedballs to the neck. Been there, done that, and never even OD'd because I'm probably undead now.