/siberia/ - Off-topic

I am going to become the new Hitler. Not because DA JOOS but because of DA CLANKERS. I am a failed artist just like Hitler. And I hate the clankers. They stole everything from me. People will say "just make art, you are a talentless hack if clanker shit is better than you." But the problem is THE VOLK, they love clanker shit. They love low effort clanker slop. The lowest common denominator. Go into an office and the 40 year old secretary has already printed out clanker trash art for every holiday party this year. She would never pay for an artist to make those, even if they were far superior. Furthermore, the CLANKERS are destroying the environment. yes, my precious petty bourgeois solarpunk fantasy. Yes. The THIRD WORLD TRVLETARIAT is going to rape my petty bourgeois failed artist ass ass with clanker drones. I've heard it before. I only hate CLANKERS because I'm a white firstie. So be it. CLANKERS have sucked all motivation out of me too. Even if what I make is superior, it takes time. Nobody wants to wait on a human who needs sleep, food, water, clean air, etc. They want their slop NOW NOW NOW even if it is way lower quality and is basically a statistical soup approximating what a bunch of humans in their training data did at some point in the past. I am depressed, demoralized. I would just embrace CLANKERS as just another tool, just another piece of machinery, but then there are the NOTICERS. The NOTICERS are the worst of all. They are always looking to diagnose what shit was made by CLANKERS. The worst part about the NOTICERS is not only are they WRONG 40-60% of the time, but when they are wrong, they are confidently wrong. They will accuse a real artist of putting out CLANKER SLOP while uncritically accepting CLANKER SLOP as real human art. I've seen it. I suspect that half the noticers are themselves clankers. I have even seen the noticers consult clankers to "PROVE" someone's work is written by clankers, and then confidently declare "I am not reading your clanker trash". They will literally BELIEVE A CLANKER, and use that clanker as an excuse to ignore what a real human is trying to say. Interacting with noticers who are confidently wrong honestly makes me hate humanity almost as much as I hate clankers. I just want to go into the woods and die alone, but I know that is naive because I have been raised soft. I am one of the weak men who has made hard times. So I might just end it all. FUCK