Does anyone else feel like they are somehow less than human and are always on the verge of being found out, and if found out, people will beat them to death on the spot?
Sometimes. I had a fear I would be cannibalized when I was younger.
Aspengers.
I think its universal for humans to be worried about their status in their ingroups. Those who were kicked out / or killed by their tribe went extinct.
I am actually posthuman. I do not concern myself with what humans find to be subhuman. No I have not modified myself with technology or anything like that. I have simply come to the conclusion that my high functioning autism is a superpower that allows me to see through the spooks that possess 90% of humans.
>>836184I'm one of the true humans
I remember feeling sad for the robots in Animatrix
Anyone else feel like they are a werewolf? Like there is something totally animalistic inside them that comes out when you are alone or during autistic meltdowns and when people see it they just want to kill you. Humanity is just some learned social rules that I don't really understand. But that doesn't mean that those rules aren't important to me. My humanity is kind of surface level in a way, and that's fine, it still matters, and it is still as real as anything else. I value it so much. The real me is basically the same as an LLM that just says the right thing for the situation, and the animal brain is not the real me even if it is what I really am, if you get what I mean.