/siberia/ - Off-topic

I still love her.

I have odd sexual fetishes after years of incessant Internet brainwashing

>>838004
Don’t we all?

ive become socially isolated and the only people who spend time with me are my uni students. many of them have crushes on me and I am afraid I will give in to tempation and fuck one of them, theyve already started coming to my house alone to play co-op games and watch movies

>>838007
Well, that doesn't seem very professional of you, tbqh ,inviting students to your house without anyone else present.

>>838007
That doesn't seem that socially isolated. Maybe just unethical.

I don't really appreciate other people that much. I feel like they're an impediment to my existence even though I'm highly dependent on others. I mean I guess we all are in one way or another but I just don't like others that much. I think I can go through the motions well enough but just barely. If I hadn't such an agorophobic coward I probably would've done things that would've got me in serious trouble. The main reason I seem like a "nice guy" is because I fear the consequences of behaving otherwise but I dont think I'm even that nice as I don't really go too much out of my way to serve others unless it benefits me. Maybe I'm just very lazy.

People keep reinventing the whatever thread.

>>838023
>I don't really appreciate other people that much.
That's fine
>I feel like they're an impediment to my existence even though I'm highly dependent on others.
ok so your feelings go against evidence. you can feel that they're an impediment all you want but if you are dependent on them and not the other way around, the evidence says they they're necessary for your existence, at least until you ween yourself from needing them. so either do that or don't.
>I think I can go through the motions well enough but just barely. If I hadn't such an agorophobic coward I probably would've done things that would've got me in serious trouble.
everyone has inhibitions that stop them from doing dumb things. it's just a matter of cost benefit analysis.
> The main reason I seem like a "nice guy" is because I fear the consequences of behaving otherwise
that's normal
> but I dont think I'm even that nice as I don't really go too much out of my way to serve others unless it benefits me
that's normal but also very short term thinking. you serve others now, today, and it feels like you are giving more than you're getting, but for all you know if you forge strong bonds, later on you can call in a favor. but that requires running some risk, because people might abandon you when you need them.
>Maybe I'm just very lazy.
not important

>>838003
here, listen to the longest breakup song, and it will take you through all 5 stages of grief

>>838054
It's too far down the list to access sometimes.

I'm studying (reading one book a day, honestly) Quantum Jumping because I want to look like a Carbon Copy of a specific celeb (male) -but he's not whomever you are surely thinking of, no matter whom you think, you'll never guess mine goal-
Anyways I'm reading 200 or so pages a week of this stuff because I really really, want this looks.

I'm a nonce creep and I goon to some pretty degenerate hentai but I wouldn't actually act upon any of my tendencies.

>>838085
Psychologists would say you have a perfectly health coping mechanism and are not a risk to yourself or others. Unironically. If you had actual morals you might end up with unpleasant harm OCD or rumination.

>>838085
Just make sure you have a shrink on hand if you ever feel like doing something irl for some reason, they wont put you on a registry without a crime committed

>>838085
stop watching porn

>>838094
Therapists are materialists in a weird way. There are bad actions but no such things as bad thoughts, only unhelpful ones. The productive gooner is perfectly healthy.