Hi IVE been a communist for a few years now at least I think though the problem is that IVE neve read Marx
Though I have read the 1st paragraph of the communist manifesto however im not sure if im still communist I support AES and the ussr etc… though to be fair IVE only ever read 2-5 books(not counting textbooks)(counting assigned books) in my 20+ years of existing im also autistic though IVE watched communist videos on YouTube in fact that’s how I found this site and my ideology and political views and my personality IVE also watched Finnishbolshevs video on the history of phillosophy so am I just too stupid to understand Marx or even any philosophy and reading or am I a larper(dont feel as that’s the case as IVE been a communist for 3 years and have tried to learn more) or am I a truly faithful to the cause and a great true communist revolutionary im also not apart of any orgs
I just divinate what reality is by smoking weed, man. you don't need books.
>>2908187I don’t do drugs though
I only eat yogurt bananas and milk +some apples and other fruits
Read and ignore potheads
>>2908191Im a virgin who doesn’t take drugs and I live with my parents so I might I have the time to read though im too busy watching YouTube and talking to myself about history alternate history + using imageboards
>>2908193>im too busy watching YouTube and talking to myself about history alternate history + using imageboardsStop being busy, start reading
https://www.marxists.org/archive/marx/works/1848/communist-manifesto/ch01.htm Read case studies of communist states and the biography of Marx
>>2908205Prefer something that’s under 5-10 pages I don’t like audiobooks I needs something to look at
>>2908206read /leftypol/ all day long
>>2908207That’s kinda what I already do I usually go into usapol when this sites more active
>>2908210then you're more knowledgeable than if you spent that time on Marx's CW tbqh
You can't be a communist if you don't know what you believe in
>>2908217I do I watch YouTube videos browse this site and I learn about communism been doing for this years
Yes
>>2908219Reading with annotations (xournal++ is good for this) and writing proper essays will help you digest the ideas you're taking in.