A general chit-chat thread. Post whatever you want, share whatever you want.
>>779714There are plenty of killers that do get released from prison and don't get killed at all
>>779832People forget after a few years. Plus it takes a certain amount of nerve to kill someone which most people don't have even if it's someone that you think deserves it. Most likely you have to be just like the killer.
im leaving my new job after 3 months
>>779836How come? Was it that shitty? Did you find a better one?
>>779837not really. its decent actually but i hate it idk why
>>779840Those are some nice feet
I'm tired of interacting with strangers on the internet, especially on imageboards. I wasn't like this, it's recent. What happened?
>>779974I think 食べすぎたら太くなる is better.
I'm tired, jesus
>>780231just go anyway, and do your best. nobody has enough experience for the jobs, they just put that on there hoping they get someone who does. even if you don't get it, it's good experience.
>>780231I remember back when I used to apply for more professional jobs I got an interview at my local county courthouse for a position and the ladies that were assessing my bilingual ability asked me why I wasn't trying to apply for a higher level position and I was thinking I've never had a position like this before now you're saying I should go for a higher level? Well I want this position since I was unemployed and had really only worked physical labor jobs. In the end I didn't get the job and I didn't apply for the higher position.
>>780232>>780235Can I ask you what was the position?
The public administration job advertisement for some bloody reason never includes required work experience, so I have no idea whether this is an entry level position where they will train me from nothing, or am I expected to already be expert in the field.
>>780433I can't even remember what the position was honestly. I think it might've been some kind of courthouse clerk job and the ladies were recommending I apply for what sounded more like a paralegal position. It's been over 10 years now and I had applied several times for either a courthouse job or an office job for my county so I can't really remember. I'm done with that anyways I should've realized long before then that an office job just wasn't for me.
>>779830You should Luigi the next workplace that ghosts your application. Porky ain't going to learn to hand out the jobs until they start getting shot every day.
I feel like the reason partially that people openly disprove the Nazis so much is that there's is a more likely chance that if they go too far over the line than they won't be spared and they can't just do whatever they want.
But simultaneously I think Globalism is the modern equivalent to fascism. It's not inherently the same but it has a similar pull
But like I think with Trump and America I think all they'll end up with is angry neo-liberals all going to the far right
but I've studied WW2 and I don't think it will be the same as the original Nazis for sure.
especially with "fascist" Israel and shit like that
I think the internet is full of like serial killers
now I say that, and I am not saying they are for sure, but they might as well be. Just awful people. But it scares me to socialize IRL and many of my experiences doing so have been quite dreadful and terrible as well. Like I said I think Globalism was the new fascism.
I got 'groomed' into being bisexual, I wouldn't say it was rape because i liked it, it just hit me like a curve ball because I thought I was straight because gay porn doesn't do anything for me but it's different in the flesh, but I have no idea what this means for me going forward because I'm not into dating apps and hookups, I feel like it should be a big deal but it doesn't really seem like it but I suppose it explains my attachment style to my previous male friendships being possessive.
>>779714This is just dumb.
Most murders went unsolved until DNA testing came about in the late 1980s
>>780945I'm glad I generally like being a dude.
After two weeks my straight conversion fetish has come back very strongly, last times I had releapsed i stopped the next day, but I feel it won't like that this time, I have already downloaded 40 files of porn…
>>780761If you were really "groomed" I assume it will go away if it isn't really natural if you don't watch porn, if it stays maybe it means you were always bisexual?
>>780945I see Transsexuality and Asexuality as two sides of the same coin.
>>780761you cant get groomed if there isnt coercion involved also no one is "groomed" into being a sexuality if you have an attraction you do thats just something that developed in you not that was placed in you by "grooming"
Fuck, didnt do anything for last 4 days. I have to study the labour code for the job interview. And tomorrow send some more CVs. Currently spending time at my parents place so I am not sticking to diet either. I literally cant put on last year's pants, summer is already here and I am almost 10kg away from my goal weight.
Stumbled upon some older man appreciation art on twitter, made me feel a little better about myself.
>>780965Elaborate.
alright i think im either high or going insane from too much doomscrolling, schizopost ahead!
i saw the first image. this thing about men being all snakes and some being poisonous….and it struck me, its almost the same shit as some very old tweet about trump saying syrian refugees are like skittles, not all, but some are poisonous, so let's avoid them all together…apearantly that one's attacked, but this ain't.
and before all of that, there was a nazi book using this very same argument, 'der gifplitz' the "lesson" was all jews are mushrooms, some are poisonous, avoid the risk and don't bother all together!
why are performing feminists using very old nazoid memes, and trumpist memes somehow stunning and brave? swear its wierd as hell
the memes son, made to be recycled
>>781477Because feminism is reactionary, not that complicated
For the past two months leftypol has been the 28% most visited website from me, if i take the history from february its 12%, but now it has grown…
Not good
>>781477These same feminists will say “not all women are like that”
>>781484Some of our feminists in the 19th/20th century were eugenicists
>>781504
im gonna bite fuck it.
and that somehow makes it kosher to use the same shit trump and the nazis say huh. just flip it around
at this point just drop the hetreo, why perform? make it all men lmao
>>781506
job, now
>>781514because you're gay or a woman, and you can't choose your sexuality.
>>781515>>781515Yeah and so it would be homophobic to remove the hetnoid
>>779711Who is this in the pic? She was in the last thread op too. She looks cool
I know a lot of people will disagree with me but I think adulthood is better than childhood.
The reason a lot of people think otherwise is because of pop culture and because most people are not well equipped
Adults have freedom for personalized amenities/experience without being pathologized for it
You have greater freedom of expression
You get moral allowance to deviate from societal expectations
Whereas in childhood, people are intolerant of you having flaws or nuances.
Recreation is regulated and sometimes forced into group activities
People think kids who prefer solitude or individuality are seen as low empathy
>>781613I’ve learned that whenever something good happens to me, something bad will immediately follow
pepe the frog meme edit *fart noiss*
>>781636Most people don't really want freedom. They just want someone to tell them what to do. We'd be better off under some kind of enlightened dictatorship, at least I think so.
>>781647Freedom vs favor
But yea you're right.
People do not want freedom.
They want favors.
It's no wonder why religion is so common that it even enforced onto children
>>781587This is Iron Maiden, right? I can't remember the song AAAAAAAAAAA
>>781477>it struck me, its almost the same shit as "Anti-fascists are almost the same as fascists. I am very smart" - degenerate neoliberals like Jesse Singal writing for the Zionist psyop magazine The Atlantic
>there was a nazi book using this very same argumentJewish people don't celebrate child rape, but almost every man sees the Jeffrey Epstein class as an inspiration and their role models to aspire to. There are millions of boomer dads asking their children "have you been investing in stocks at the Wall Street child sex slave commodities marketplace in NYC???"
>performing feminists"Hamas is just pretending to care about Palestinians"
>>781700the song is 'the trooper'
>>781736uhh isn't that a slur for trans folks
>>781740Do any of these run on GNU/Linux?
>>781742don't know, I never tried any of them myself, I just saved the image with the intention of checking them out but never did. anyway, if they run on windows you can probably make these games run through wine. 99% of games run on linux these days with wine.
>>781742>>781747Aren't those rpg maker 2000/2003 games? if they are they can run with easyrpg player even on a Wii
Looks like I'm not getting into a post graduate program. Ever.
Personalized entertainment/gratification is given too much flak
Society is doubling down on codependency for gratification as copium against electronic media
I believe a lot of the loneliness epidemic is exaggerated. People have a romanticized view of socialization where it’s all meaningful conversations and constructive recreation
Most socialization session are just idle chatter while roaming the landscape waiting for adventure
>>781782The best way to kill yourself peacefully is by aging.
If you're worried about society coming to destroy you, just remember that Bordiga ate for our sins.
>>781873The aging process is anything but easy
Achey joints, strokes, dementia, etc
>>781873Nobody dies of "aging", you die of cancer, of systemic organ failure etc
>>781951Actually yea this is the better answer
Idk what’s up with this board glazing the hell out of women as eternal angels who can do no wrong.
And what’s more, whenever I suggest befriending elderly women, people balk.
They feel disgust towards women over forty but they swear up and down the aisle they love and respect women despite only focusing on the young beautiful ones
>>782187A lot of us want to glaze women a different way than what you're describing.
>>782195Lathering them in baby oil or bukkake?
>>782206I should add also making them sweaty from love making is pretty hot.
>>782208Yea I know.
I love making things all wet and gloopy
I just want you all to know that
LOGAN PAUL IS A SCAMMER
LOGAN PAUL IS A SCAMMER
LOGAN PAUL IS A SCAMMER
don't fall for his scams.
>>782216You got scammed buy logan paul?
>>779832>There are plenty of killers that do get released from prison and don't get killed at allYes, the boring ones. The ones who stopped, they're not dangerous anymore.
>>779833>Plus it takes a certain amount of nerve to kill someoneYou've just argued my case for me. Lack of nerve is the point. It's a natural filter. The system corrects itself.
>People forget after a few years. You think the system runs on your goldfish memory? You forget how cause and effect works? Forgetting doesn't matter. The dangerous ones get themselves killed regardless.
>>780812>This is just dumb.Your brain hit a wall?
>Most murders went unsolved until DNA testing came about in the late 1980sPast inability to catch doesn't mean they lived peacefully forever. Abnormal behavior attracts fatal outcomes. Unsolved by cops, not by consequence. Outcome data says the lethal ones don't die old in bed.
>>779714>>779833>>779714>>780812>>782225>Killing someone should result only in a finethe booj already does this, retards
lmao
>>781698lmfao
>graduate beyond stick figure drawings
<"Time to monetize my art!"
>>783029It wasnt fine. At least I didnt get humiliated, if anything the nice woman interviewing me seems more embarrassed about the whole ordeal. Turns out the job is completely different from what was advertised, some time ago they restructured the work, however as this is public administration and de jure position is the same, so the advertised job description stayed the same as well. Out of desperation I would still take it, but I am never getting it, because before I found out the first question I was asked was why I want this job, and I answered why I want a job I am
not currently interviewing for! FUCK. I spend days studying for the interview, reading up on relevant laws and initiatives, time fucking wasted. This is still the only response I got since my job search started! JUST GIVE ME A FUCKING JOB, I DONT WANT TO NEET ANYMORE, I WANT TO CONTRIBUTE TO SOCIETY YOU PIECES OF SHIT, MY EDUCATION WAS PAYED ON TAXPAYER DIME, GIVE ME A FUCKING JOB I CAN PUT IT TO USE IN!
I am so tired. More responsibilities to take care of today, gotta study some more MS Excel too afterwards (which I dont even have, I have to follow Excel tutorials on LibreOffice) to make myself more employable.
the blue gangster
>>783666I jerked off to these lolis remembering Lidiya.
>>784062A modern day Buddha.
>>784063Better than Buddha because you can goon to her
>>784068Who is stopping you from gooning to Buddha ?
>>784120be proud of yourself anon
i don't think i ran or walked that much this whole year, you've done more than me
im not sure about not feeling worthy though, if you like them, go ahead and visit them..if they do treat you as less, they aren't good friends, but that's just how i see it, you know your situation better.
>>784120It's all in your head except the job thing.
>>784120You don't need to be "worthy" to visit your friend, that's not how friendships work.
>>781703> but almost every man sees the Jeffrey Epstein class as an inspiration and their role models to aspire to. There are millions of boomer dads asking their children "have you been investing in stocks at the Wall Street child sex slave commodities marketplace in NYC???"This is a strawmen that deserve quotation marks like the other two you criticized
Does anyone else tire of this constant moral harassment about “changing the world”?
This whole idea of wanting to change the world, the more I think about it, the more tiring it seems, and the only people who can handle that are often the most egocentric individuals
For some time now I have been sticking to consistent sleep schedule, waking up at reasonable time. Well today I fucked up again, its 5AM now, slend entire night scrolling through job boards in panic. Im sorry for spamming with my bullshit problems.
>>784123>>784210>>784126I cant shake feeling I would be annoying them. Like we will spend a day together and they will realize I am boring to be around. I have nobody else. Probably going to text them today, just have to gather courage. I never know what to say or do together.
I'm a fatfuck with bad knees who desperately needs a way to get into shape, so that's why I decided to get a rowing machine. however, I'm new to rowing, so what the fuck do I know about anything? well, like a dumbass, I decided to buy a cheap ass rowing machine from a company called 'merach' which is obviously some garbage second rate chinese shit.
reddit says that if you get anything other than a concept2, then you've wasted your money, and that's probably correct. most of the time, reddit is retarded, but you can get decent advice that isn't just advertisement by actual people on reddit.
still, fuck reddit though. boomer ass website not much better than facebook desu. anyway, I'm going away now to try and flail around on this garbo machine. hopefully it works for me and next time I'll spend my wageslavebux on something better quality.
>>779711Sent like a hundred CVs out, didn't even get an interview, just sent one out there today, got instantly refused afterwards (fuckers had the balls to ask me if they could my cv, fuck them)
Is this normal nowadays or am I on some blacklist somewhere, I google my name but can't find anything weird. I'm just trying to find a summer's job, but that odd, did the same thing last year, only the university gave me a few days work.
>>784559Sounds normal in the big ass 2026.
>>784570Last year, the only interview I had, they had dogs that were chasing after me when I came in the building, I didn't even bother keeping contact with them, very shady.
>>784572What did you apply for?
>>784577short contractual construction work, wasn't in the actual factory tho, supposedly they shared it with another employers, But I'm definitly not working in a company that doesn't respect the very basics of safety, the minimum wage for a few weeks isn't worth the risk.
Weirdest thing about quitting drinking is that I know I don't enjoy being drunk.any more but miss when I did
>>784597
You can. Just don't tell her
Long distance is gay. Stop it. Don't waste time with that shit, especially if you're both NEET losers who have no money to your name. It'll never work if you don't at least have money with which you can go visit one another and/or eventually move close to one another.
Just stop it.
I know the thread name is "whatever", but we already have a dedicated general for this sort of conversation.
>>784604
I jerk off a ton even though I'm on the Trifecta bones killers of finasteride+antidepressants+estradiol
>>784670> THE EVENT THAT SHAPED OUR WORLDAren't all events like that?
>>784689I doubt the shit I took this morning made any meaningful difference to the world.
>>785312 pls crush me, mommy
boring/unfunny joke type:
- only point of the joke is that it's offensive
- "well, that just happened" hollywood jokes
- sex is the punchline and nothing else
- anti-jokes
- puns
- reference humor
quality joke types:
- completely unexpected punchlines
- relatable punchlines
- self-deprecation punchlines
- the delivery is the punchline and not the actual joke
- ironic self-aggrandizing punchlines "people told me I'd never be anything, but now I'm a comedian and who is laughing now?" (it's funny the first time you hear it!)
- bizarre non-sequitur gimmicks that don't follow the structure of jokes but are funny anyway the shit tom green does
>>785377I disagree with “relatability” and “self deprecation” as quality jokes.
They’re over done
I DESERVE SEXO
I don't deserve sexo, I'm too ugly and fat. it's ok, at least I have video games.
>>785411>>785421i don't care if you deserve it or not, i'm gonna fuck you two in the bussy
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>>785552She should get overherself and grow a pair, this is shameful behavior.
>>785552What if I beat her and then tell her I love her afterwards?
Did you know that most everything sucks?
>>785552My bf is like this and its draining. But hes getting better
>>785598Maybe don't raise your voice at him?
There's no war but class war
Reality is raw
You're born with money or you live and die poor
It's class war
Not religion or race and the aim of the game is to keep us in place
It's class war
We at the bottom of the barrel, you won't see me wearing the freshest apparel
Class war
Gotta work all the time to afford all the things that are rightfully mine
It's class war
They the pimps we the whores
Got us working in the street
While they purchase in stores
Ride around in a Benz
Geeked out off of meds
While they counting they gems
And it's a god damn shame
I'm a slave to the game
Like a fiend to the cane
I'm just a cog in the wheel
Refusal, resist 'em
Insist that you kneel down
To the almighty dollar
Order through chaos
The ultimate power
They got thought control
Multiple generations lost they souls
Out chasing American dreams
It's us against them
Start picking your teams
It's not this against that
Ain't red against blue
It ain't white against black
It's class war
(chorus)
They only want to knock down a stand up guy
So most keep their heads low
And yearn for their turn to fly
We all work for the beast
To understand its nature
The goal is to beat you down, build you up, and rape you
I don't care if you wear a flak jacket or a backpack
The price of dignity is a lifetime of back taxes
So, how random is random, really?
That tandem is really silly
To make it in any city you need (a milly)
They make you own insurance you can't afford
And when you get caught without it
They have the nerve to write you a ticket for it
It's what we created, but they want to pimp hamsters
Small space to roam, fed through a drip
Nothing's face value except for what shouldn't be
So the closer you get to self, the closer to relief
The architect got us all confused
So I spend my life glorifying nothing that I can't prove
(chorus)
Manipulating the sorcery
Dark arts forcing the foolish through parasitic means
Fiends or consumers they feel for the corporate schemes
It's never about government, baby, it's about that green
No religion breed or grieve but greed
We shouting at the puppets but we need to follow the strings
News is useless, pundits is clueless
We losing resources while they stuck on Anubis
Nuclear talks that'd put us out of loss
How the federal reserve loan sharking on the boss
Shit is twisting up my thoughts down that spiral
I roll another blunt and strengthen my resolve
Wish that I could quit my job
But my family got to eat
Stretch arms round misery just to make ends meet
They faking freedom, even the president is a prisoner in this kingdom
Well, who's the king then?
(chorus)
Are these lyrics correct?
>>785598Have you tried beating him up until he cums?
For a few months I’ve been working on a mod for Civilization 4. Well, it's actually a mod of the Earth series of mods that have been a thing for over a decade now. But to toot my own horn, my version is more politically grounded.
Central in the mod are political regimes, which replace the base game religions. I've represented liberalism, "hybridism", and authoritarianism. The world's divided between these categories and the victory condition is for the player to establish their regime as the global norm. It's kind of a catch all of the games default victories, so it's partially determined by your overall Civ score, but also if you have the "holy city" for your political regime, and if you've built a version of your regimes wonders (kind of like the space race victory). I plan for about 5 wonders for each regime.
Liberalism, for example, has a Global Monetary System, International Legal Framework, and Civil Society Network. Obviously I'll need two more eventually. In order to build the regime wonders, you have to be the current elected head of your global regime. Each regime has their own United Nations equivalent that all member states vote on and participate in, so there's inter and intra regime competition. I feel this adds interesting nuance, since it creates times where logically you may want to undermine an ideological ally or align yourself with an ideological enemy to achieve your goal.
There's also an instability system in which states can be overwhelmed by insurgents and political dissidents, both of which can (and ideally should) be exacerbated by competing countries.
Anyway, a lot has gone into the mod and AI has been super useful. I've used it to create most of the mod's icons and to brainstorm ideas. I've attached some of my favorite icons from the mod.
I'm still working on the map, which is challenging considering that I can only have a maximum of 50 civs. I've decided to make most civs "blocs", groupings of real world countries with broadly aligned geopolitical goals. Especially significant countries get their own civilization.
In the Middle East, there's Israel, the Gulf Peninsula Bloc (Saudi Arabia + Kuwait and Bahrain and parts of Yemen), the Mashriq Bloc (Iraq, parts of Syria, and the Mediterranean Arab States), and Iran. There's also Egypt, but it's not quite in the screenshot.
The Aden Bloc comprises Qatar, UAE, Somaliland, Eritrea, and parts of Sudan and Yemen.
The gray civilization is "Failed State". It's a reworked Barbarian civ and is what occurs when terrorists/political agitators successfully over take their governing state. I've got to rework it as update the stability system. Ethiopia will be added to a bloc (probably the Great Lakes Bloc) as a failing (but not failed) state, along with Somalia (probably).
The other screenshot is the Asia Pacific. It has China (which will control an unstable Myanmar, a comprise) and North Korea, in addition to the Pacific Rim Bloc (which is South Korea, Japan, and Taiwan).
I'm still working on balancing the interstate relations, so for some reason random countries love invading Ukraine, except Russia (by default, Russia and Ukraine aren't at war). Anyway, it's interesting how this project has led me into researching things I probably would've never looked into otherwise. I've had to look into global military sizes and scale my findings so that they fit the mod, which had to align with the units I chose to represent, which aligns with buildings and techs, and my overall intent with the mod. Similarly, I'm researching non-state actors to get some standardized way to represent rebel groups/terrorists and the like.
Probably in a month or two I'll have a version of this that's actually ready to be uploaded.
>>785619>he raises his voice>I match the tone>he shuts up and freezes and tears start rolling downA bit much, no?
>>785927looks cool, is there no socialism though?
Actually, now that I think about it. Marxism will come up more as I finalize the map and start actually placing infrastructure. There's going to be 4 tiers of development, and less developed states will situationally benefit from communist policy. It difficult to really represent communism though since effectively every country is governed directly by the player (or AI).
>>786447>It difficult to really represent communism though since effectively every country is governed directly by the player (or AI).just abstract it. not like the democratic countries vote on what the player should do either is it?
My PC just blew up. It made a popping noise before shutting down and smelling burnt. I have a replacement PSU on hand but the rest of the components are ancient anyway so I may use this as an excuse to replace everything. I'm such a techlet that I'm tempted to buy another prebuilt but I suppose that would be wasteful
>>786582assembling your own really isn't that hard, but up to you ofc.
you can use pcpartpicker to check compatibility etc
https://uk.pcpartpicker.com/ >>786584Ya, i'll give it a shot.
Ordered a 9800x3d and a 9070 XT. Should be quite the upgrade from my i7-14000k/gtx 1070.
Just now learning my old DDR4 ram won't be compatible with the new mobo. Just when I thought I got off easy buying it before prices exploded. Fuck me
>>779711I dropped my wireless earbud in the shower and now it's really quiet, only a cheap one but still bleh, hope it dries out and works ok again
Sometimes I wonder how many of my female co-workers have nudes online and if I'll ever find them. Sometimes I see pictures online and wonder if it's women I know. I definitely want to see some of them nude.
>>786990Ask her if she likes memes and what are her favorite memes
>>786999That kind of stuff is passed around friend circles of men who fuged them.
Gooning is anticapitalist
The lift at workplace has a full body mirror and I saw my calves in my shorts in it and want to die
>>787022Unless doing sports, men should never wear shorts. Baggy linen pants for hit summer.
>>787032>baggy linen pantsNever seen a man wear that in my entire life, also you vill put on the shorts, you vill put on the socks, you vill put on the sandals
>>787038manbun
sunglasses
unkempt scruffy facial hair
COEXIST sticker on his prius
what is this, 2013?
>>787043Men who wear they'd also ten to wear short shorts. Which also seem to be popular with men.
>>787044*wear these tend to wear short shorts.
>>787043There's a Jewish guy on the bus who always dresses like this, be it summer or winter. He slightly leans back while walking, pushing his hip forward.
Just spent half an hour prepping my resume to apply for a job in a different sector, only for the application to mention wanting applicants to have 10 years of experience despite no mention of this in the listing. Job hunting is a fucking humiliation ritual. Literally why would an employer even do this.
>>787054fuck it, submit it anyway, HR just pulls shit like this to clear their plate of work. the worst that can happen is that you don't get considered, but that's going to happen anyway if you don't submit it, right?
>>787056I was thinking of doing this, then they started asking scenario questions. I really don't get why they wouldn't lead with that shit up front lmao.
>>787054You actually adjust your resume? Since I apply to hundreds of jobs I don't bother.
>>787063Have you found a job yet?
>>787058Just call them and ask then when they're setting up the interview that agreed to set over you, it's a complete bluff.
>>787456>So I am looking to get some device to shock myself with to cause pain to jumpstart myself in social situations lol? Are you serious?
>>787456>So I am looking to get some device to shock myself with to cause pain to jumpstart myself in social situations.No need. Just grow out your nails enough to be able to penetrate your skin, though make sure your hands are clean, unless you want to risk getting an infection.
>>787498I dont want to do anything that leaves damage.
>>787490Completely serious. I bought a lighter to remove its piezo ignition, but the electrical zap it generates is barely felt.
Any advice for what else I could try? I need something that causes sharp painful sensation, but does not damage skin.
>>788041well even poisons have non lethal doses. theres nothing wrong with mcdonalds, its not even that unhealthy
I have a
LONG, GIRTHY, VEINY, DRIPPING college homework to do this weekend, but I
REALLY don't want to do it. Thinking about shamelessly using AI for everything, but I need to learn
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very cool
>>788041Calories doesn’t mean fat.
Although fat is rich in calories
>>788041….and who knows what kind of artificial chemicals and preservatives might lurk in there vai kaut kas…..
I'm remembering something that really makes me cringe. One time when I worked at fruit packing house I was working and had worked about a week straight of mostly 12+ hour days and one day the supervisor sent me home early. I was so ecstatic that I thought I'd do something funny but I wasn't sure what to do with my hands so I just waved at the guys who worked there in a very fruity way. I made the guys laugh but I didn't really mean to do what I did. I guess they must've thought I was gay because the next day one of the guys asked me if I was a faggot. I didn't really appreciate that but I was generally cool with that guy so I shrugged it off. Sometimes I remember that and it feels very cringe.
>>788416I absolve you of your cringe, you did nothing wrong, I doubt any of those guys even remembered it a month later yet alone now. You are free my child.
>>788416"cringing at your past self" isn't really maturation, its just a quick way of wanting to save face.
Also straight guys love acting fruity for laughs
>>787032>Men should never wear shorts unless for sportsfuck off,Im tired of male fashiob always having to over-dress
>>788416Occasionally i relieve, how i smugly went off on a guy, who didn't know what the Ottoman Empire was, in 8th grade history.
>>788430People do this all the time online though. Going off on people for not knowing their trivia.
Adults even patronize kids for not being trivia buffs
>>788432No newgene. I'm sure what i did back then would get me a ban anywhere but here.
>>788436Are you another former alt right patron?
I can’t find a new job after quitting because you fucking brokies are unmanageable. I fucking hate poor people so much
>>788496We aren't getting jobs either. I don't think anyone is.
There’s nothing wrong with Hebephilia because it’s part of healthy male sexuality.
#LoveIsLove
#LoveKnowsNoAge
kill pedos behead pedos roundhouse kick pedos into the pavement curbstomp pedos immolate pedos flay the skin off pedos mutilate pedos subject pedos to various medieval torture devices drop pedos from 4000 feet without a parachute tie cinder blocks to pedo feet and drop them into the mariana trench inflict 10,000 papercuts onto pedos waterboard and electrocute pedos cut the limbs and genitals off pedos and inject adrenaline into their veins so they can experience as much pain as possible without passing out smash pedos into paste with a trash compactor impale pedos with rusty harpoons shoot pedos in the face with scattershot derived from cactus needles blind pedos with a molten hot sword and yoke them to a plough for the rest of their days
>>788530fucking stephen always mouthing off but then stephen goes on to be a lolcow streamer who makes 40 grand a month while you slave away at taco bell. it's an injustice but it do be like that.
>>788530Then once again, what I said in
>>788432I used to read a lot of comment threads where there were smug and jaded teens and adults arguing their point of view with excessive wording and condemning others, especially younger people for not sharing the same intellectual inclinations as them
>>788497This is why general education should have technical skills as part of the curriculum
I'm test playing the latest version of my Civ 4 mod.
I'm playing as the EU and decided to aid Ukraine against China, Russia, Iran, and a few other less relevant Civs. The actual diplomatic situation surrounding the war is complex, but the primary actors are NATO plus its East Asian allies versus Russia, Iran, and China. I was able to get the bloc representing Southeast Asia to declare war against Iran, but not China. Turkey is also at war with Iran, but not Russia.
All of Eastern Europe plus most of Eastern Germany was quickly leveled by Russian nukes. Brussels also got hit but it wasn't too bad. I assume Russia and China tried to nuke more targets but their ICBMs were mostly intercepted. China did hit Los Angeles though. They did shoot off all of their tactical nukes at the Pacific Rim Bloc (Japan, South Korea, and Taiwan) though. Basically ensuring South Korea and Japan were leveled to the point of irrelevancy. The entire bloc is essentially just Taiwan now. There wasn't even a land invasion following it. The US retaliated against China and nuked a few of its cities but it had minimal effect, I assume their ICBMs were intercepted too.
There hasn't been any significant military action outside of Eastern Europe, where I've pretty much rendered Russia irrelevant. I'm a bit surprised North Korea hasn't entered the war to at least annex South Korea.
Oh, Israel decided to chimp out and nuke Syria in anticipation of invading much of the region.
Since the map is massive, I'm only like 4 turns in so I'll be interested in seeing what other shit happens. Also, I think post-war will be interesting. Playing this save emphasizes how much I need to flesh out the city development process, and the civilization stability system. If I actually set it up, it would be interesting trying to politically stabilize post nuclear holocaust Europe. Also, trying to either integrate the portions of Russia I occupy or divvy it up, or whatever.
I'm in a SEA Facebook travel group and just read a long post about some local woman taking in a mentally ill Black guy and getting screwed over when he tripped out and destroyed the bedroom she let him stay in. The women literally subsidized his existence for two months. She ultimately tracked him to a hotel with another woman (probably a hooker). Making things even more interesting, the woman who got screwed over fetishized black men and has a business selling black dildos. Is this really what BBC does to the brain lmao?
>>786584Still haven't tested it because of no OS but she lives. Thanks anon
cimo died
If hatred and avoidance for work is accepted, why shouldn’t it be the same for school?
>>790200I skipped school a ton to do drugs/drink alcohol.
>>788530I think this comic is funny.
>>791260I’m talking about how it’s socially acceptable if not promoted to hate work
Why do we have to put up with corporations being the scummiest pieces of shit? If they were personified they would have all been beaten to death by now.
>>793360There's plenty of pure evil capitalists that have had nothing bad happen to them so I kind of doubt it
>>793360Donald Trump, R Kelly, Puff Daddy, Elon Musk, etc haven’t been beaten to death for their crimes and they’re personal entities
A big part of growing up is realizing that many people in your life are selfish monsters.
Like,really, you're gonna rent out your "extra" appartement? Smh. Anyway I'm happy I hardly ever see these people tbh
>>793805She should've done weight lifting and eaten meals with enough fat and fiber so she feel satiated.
>>793805the struggle is real
4th time I saw my sister sucking my friend's cock. She leaves her door wide open while blowing him so that everytime I walk by, I see them. Super loud and super sloppy. Why are they like this?
>>794601You should record them and post it here.
>>795118based.
it is truly amazing how many capitalists deserve nothing other than to die agonizing deaths.
80% of job applications being posted aren't even real anymore - they're just being posted in order to gauge labor market sentiment and whether or not there's lots of people being hired, so they know when the best time to play hardball in wage negotiations is. it's either that or they're deliberately not hiring anyone so they can run to the local government later and cite it as proof that "no one is willing to work" and then they can import in an immigrant to do the job for below minimum wage.
>>795118There is more competition on jobs that require no skill. Meanwhile specialized workers are next to impossible to acquire domestically.
>>795122It's the company's job to provide on the job training for new hires but you lazy capitalist fucks have gotten so greedy you don't even want to do that anymore and expect random universities (lol) to train perfect workers who already know how to work with proprietary specialized in-house tools and software (that they had no conceivable way of ever being able to learn anyways before even joining your company). You all deserve to be shot by firing squads.
>>795274The village with no mirror
This is a tale from long ago. In Echigo (modern day Niigata prefecture) there lived a man called Shousuke. Shousuke lived with his father. One day, Shousuke's father became sick. Shousuke cared for him as best as he could, but his father died. Every day, Shousuke visisted his father's grave. he brought water and food to his father's grave. Even after getting married he visited his father's grave every day. For 18 years he did this without fail. The people in the village said, "Shousuke truly is a fine man." One day, the local lord heard about Shousuke's story and summoned him to the castle.
Lord: So you're Shousuke?
Shousuke: Yes.
Lord: I heard that your father died 18 years ago and that you'd visisted his grave every day since.
Shousuke: Yes.
Lord: You're a good son, a fine son.
Shousuke: No, I was just visiting my father's grave
Lord: No, it's not just something that anyone would do. Shousuke, you're a fine man. I grant you these beautiful kimonos.
Shousuke: I have kimonos
Lord: Fine, then I grant you possession of a wide rice field
Shousuke: I have a rice field, too
Lord: Fine, then I grant you money.
Shousuke: I don't have money, but I'm just fine without it. If you have a lot of money you won't work.
Lord: Well, there must be something that you want
Shousuke: I have no desire for anything, but I have a favor.
Lord: What is it. Speak.
Shousuke: I'd like to see my dead father.
Lord: Huh?
The lord was troubled by this. He whispered to his vassal in a hushed voice.
Lord: Shousuke, do you resemble your father?
Shousuke: Yes, I very much resemble him.
Lord: Very well, take this box with a mirror inside
The lord's vassal presented the box with the mirror inside.
Lord: Shousuke, look inside this box.
Shousuke: Yes.
Shousuke looked inside the box.
Shousuke: Father! You've come!
Shousuke thought his father had come to meet him when he saw his own face in the mirror. None of the people who lived in this village had ever seen a mirror.
When Shousuke saw his own face in the mirror, he cried tears of joy. The face in the mirror cried, too.
Shousuke: Oh father, please don't cry. But, father, you've gotten younger.
Lord: Take very good care of this box. However, make sure that no one else can see inside it.
Shousuke received the mirror and happily returned home. Then, he placed the mirror box inside his shed. From that point on, every morning and every night, Shousuke would go to the barn.
Shousuke's wife Omitsu grew warried. - Shousuke goes to the shed every morning and every night, but why? One day, Omitsu waited until after Shousuke went to his rice field, then entered the shed.
Then, she happened upon the mysterious box. She looked inside and… "Ah! A woman!" Omitsu was surprised, and the woman in the box was also surprised. "Who are you? Where did you come from?" Omitsu has also never seen a mirror before.
Shousuke returned from the field.
Shousuke: Omitsu, I'm back.
Omitsu: …
Shousuke: I'm hungry, is the rice ready yet?
Omitsu: …
Shousuke: Omitsu, what's wrong? Are you sick?
Omitsu: Who's that woman in the shed?
Shousuke: Woman in the shed? Huh? Ah, so you looked inside the box. That's my father.
Omitsu: Your father? No, that's a woman… Who is that woman?
Omitsu started hitting Shousuke.
Shousuke: Ah, it hurts!
Omitsu: Stupid, idiot!
Shousuke: It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
A nun, (female monk) from a nearby temple, heard two voices coming from Shousuke's house and went inside.
Nun: Shousuke, what's going on here? Omitsu, don't cry.
Omitsu: Inside the shed…
Nun: Inside the shed?
Omitsu: There's a woman inside the shed
Nun: Huh? A woman?
Shousuke: That's my father.
Omitsu: No, it's a woman! There's a woman inside that box!
Shousuke: No, that's my father. It's not a woman!
Nun: Fine, why don't I go have a look inside the shed.
The nun entered the shed and opened the box. This nun had also never seen a mirror before.
Nun: Ah, it's a woman alright. There's a woman in there. But…
The nun emerged from the shed.
Nun: Shousuke, Omitsu, stop fighting! There is a woman inside the box, but it's alright. The woman must've realized she did something wrong and became a nun!
>>795275Another example of how technology makes things worse.
>>795472I’ve come to the realization that when people blame technology for social issues, they’re really just upset at technology for exposing the profundity of human ignorance
>>795638The one on the right is clocky hon.
you guys ever have sugar and butter on a spoon then you mix it up and eat it. it's really nice. like cake batter
>>795900the fact he did a first nod that the guy didn't notice, then had to do a second one, truly painful
>>795179Yea I would spit in his face
>>796191Surprisingly good tune but seeing his face from that angle unnerved me. It's like my lover had an epileptic seizure.
>>784559Adults wanna complain about young people supposedly being lazy despite young people running themselves ragged to find a job in their suburban shithole.
And people think that anti natalism is a shallow idea
>>795900funny. now make them kiss
>>796864Of course anti-natalism is shallow, it's a policy that makes as much sense as banning weed, do you think people will stop doing it because it's illegal ?
>>797039Pro Natalism is even more shallow.
Antinatalism at least takes into account the likelihood of successful offspring and limitations of natural resources
>>797040Being pro natalism, actively, not just thinking having children good, is like that yes, I do agree, it's pure virtue signaling
>>797025the chad is bogged. loomer'd. one might even say chopped.
>>797025This was the original intention of the meme, the chad guy looks absurd, his head is the outline of the country of Chad. the virgin guy just looks normal
Humanity is weird. The things we do and pay attention to are weird. Like, parody rap songs, for example. Why are those a thing? Someone one day decided to make a rap song about a video game character or movie or something, probably because they wanted to make rap tracks but felt like they couldn't cause they're not 'a real mothafukken G'. It's weird that parody rap songs exist, and it's weird that people pay them attention and might even think they're cool. Entertainment in general is weird. Generally, people will have spent hundreds of thousands of hours over the course of their lives consuming entertainment media, and will think themselves arbiters of taste and quality, but will also be generally unable to explain why they feel the way they do about a particular piece of media. Cat got your tongue? Bad at language? What is it? Regardless, the concept of making entertainment and then being entertained by someone else's entertainment is weird to me.
It's weird that there are people who can earn billions of dollars making songs, but only because they have the backing of some huge corporate entity whose business is to sell their likeness as a product, and christen them as idols, and it's weird that the rest of us commoners, who have no such corporate backing, are relegated to being effectively impotent in our ability to achieve a similar level of success, even in the age of the internet, which has facilitated unprecedented communication around the globe.
Think about it, Justin Bieber wasn't some hit sensation out of his garage, he was picked up by a record label. Oh, sure, he went viral I guess, but he still required backing from music executives who sought to exploit his talents or style for their benefit. It's just weird to me that most people have to slave away at monotonous jobs that they hate, just so they can feed themselves and their families, while a scant few are given the opportunity to achieve such incredible financial success for being the court fucking jester, or perhaps participating in athletics, or some other "fun" activity that would otherwise be nothing more than a pass time had certain people not realized that such things could earn trillions of dollars through their entertainment value.
I can see why you'd label artists and athletes petit bourgeoisie, and those who would aspire to inhabit such positions as lumpenprole.
>>797601I think most forms of entertainment are ultimately part of some tradition, a more general notion of what some people would call fandom bleedover. These things seem to delight us, because they exist in reference to something else, and interacting with them engages us in some kind of indirect social conversation
Capitalist mass culture has been both an awesome standardizer and a great destroyer of local tradition in that regard. Whenever i read something about the personal life of a fanfiction writer, they seem to be working a regular job and do it precisely for that participation with others in a community. Therefore i don't think this form of entertainment is much different in purpose from the low culture of the past, if significantly so in scope, complexity and convenience.
My lifelong insulin resistance has finally tipped over to diabetes. Considering kms
>>796191yo dat shit fire son, that's like some next level memeology right there.
>>798167Keep us updated anon
>>799033
SystemVerilog?
I'm so tired of living
it's like, I don't want to die
but every single day I end up asking "why"
cause I can't own a house
and I can't get laid
I can't have better hobbies than
YouTube and playing games
on my PC, and if I try to leave
the economic reality will
bring me back to my seat
and you fags gon' just call me a NEET
accuse me of not touchin' grass
bitch please
society is falling apart all around me
inflation is at an all time high
the strait of hormuz has been closed all this time
and we gon' run out of oil before the end of July
so why even give a shit about this life
about the internet and its shit culture
about trying to get a wife
about bustin' nuts or replenishing my supply
of calories, I should just give into disease
of the mind and allow myself to wither away
and die cause it's like life wasn't ever an option
so my existence doesn't seem justified
don't take it too seriously, I don't need help
just tryna bump this thread, if I do nothing else
>>800640>shit changed a lot since 2019.Seems like absolutely nothing changed in this respect.
>>800640what is to blame for this sort of irrational bias against men? I know a lot of men are also irrationally angry at women, but they're pushed to the fringes, hence why places like imageboards are populated by them, because they couldn't get on social media and post content like this, that mocks or denigrates female abuse victims and have it just be socially acceptable. so what gives?
>>800640Funnily enough there’s been female rape victims that orgasm.
Organs isn’t always purely voluntary
>>800647>what is to blame for this sort of irrational bias against men?i always tell people that the failure of third wave feminism, which was itself a failure to overcome the impasse between women emancipation and capitalism, has directly lead us to its natural conclusion: heteropessimism. which is itself patriarchal, so you may as well enjoy it: hatred against men is still centering men after all.
I think that society should stop stigmatizing giving up
There’s nothing wrong with throwing in the towel and callin it a day permanently
People often say “if you first don’t succeed, try again”.
They also say “you’re never too old to start over”
It people forget or ignore that time and energy are limited
The more you toil on things that don’t work, the less energy you have left.
The worse the outcome is.
Not everyone is meant to succeed in this existence.
So why delay the inevitable?
“Keep on keeping on” is platitudes for people who don’t have the balls to end it all.
>>801461Cut your tasks into smaller ones so you get more shots of dopamine, gamify them if you can/it's possible, put alarms to get you back on track if needed
If the problem is not actually wanting to do anything at all, that's fucked
>>802087you're brown albeit
I wish killing people actually solved problems.
>>802360It does. If it doesn't that means you killed the wrong people.
>>802369Who would be the right people to kill?
Pulling an all nighter, completely skipping sleep, in effort to reset my sleep schedule. Tommorow morning I am going to the library to jobhunt and work on stuff on my laptop, Im planning to make it a regular thing, 8 hours a day, 40 hours a week. I am confident changing scenery will drive my disease ridden brain to productivity. Half a year is gone, which is depressing as I did literally fuck all other than rot in my room. I can do this, I can fix my life.
>>801528I want to play video games and go on shopping trips. I used diary for to write my tasks for a day, sticky notes, a timer, but it didnt help at all.
I went out to put the lock on the gate for the night and accidentally closed the door to my house behind me. Of course I left the key inside. I just spent the last 3 ish hours trying to break in to my own house looking like a crackhead hoping neighbors wouldn't see me and call the police on me. After trying and failing a bunch of mcguyver shit, I had to climb over the roof of my house into my backyard where I found an old spatula. Then I had to climb back over the roof to the front door which I was able to force open with the spatula.
>>802645 (me)
nearly had a panic attack going through this shit
>>802630Oh yeah, those are the kind of tasks you can always put off, it sucks so you always get brainworms telling you "I will do it later" or "that's a waste of your time" (if the second one, you need to beat the shame out of you too!)
>>801461caffeine. altho if it makes u sleepy ur fuked
>>802630 good luck, comrade
What's a throatpie?
>>802630You are literally me. Yes, changing the scenery works great. An all-nighter will probably leave you in awful shape though, so don't expect any big results from tomorrow.
>>802844True. And Czech chicks doe
I am a miserable person and only appreciate my extraordinary life when I’m absolutely drunk or otherwise on drugs. I wish there was a drug or therapy to make me always as optimistic as I am while under the influence as I am on substances
>>787032Baggy linen pants are not a good look. They also stop circulation of air in the lower body.
Automisandry is a mind virus
>>787038>socks with slippers and shortsBruh wtf
Socks are meant for enclosed footwear.
The point of sandals is to let your feet breathe
>>802917no i never really liked his music tee bee haych
>>802917He is still producing great entertainment, just the fun is laughing at him, like 'uygha heil hitler' is so fucking funny, just the entire concept of it so retarded
>>802949yeah, he's definitely off his rocker, there's no doubt about it. it's just sad is all, cause the dude legitimately is/was talented.
Am I smoking myself into an early-onset psychosis or did most of my family over 50 just elect a literal clown with literal clown makeup and a literal clown wig into the white house AFTER he already fumbled the pandemic the first time the country was made a circus?
>>802965This unfortunately. Why couldn’t he just be normal? I think there’s a lot of social abuse/neglect that went on in Kanye’s youth that wasn’t addressed.
Either that and/or his “I’m not like other girls” mentality went unchecked.
It’s especially sad that society enables egocentrism and psychological illness in artists as par for the course.
Most of our best art wasn’t always made in despair or angst.
>>802979The irony is, the antisemitic folk often end up killing/harming white people far more than the Jews.
>>803165jews control literally everything so they are responsible for literally every white death thats ever happened
especially the ones caused by hitler
>>803175Most of those elitist Jews are white though.
>>803157haha mexicans r layzee
>>803253Who are these ladies?
>>803256Ann and Nancy Wilson from the rock band Heart. The blonde is the guitarist, the brunette is the lead singer. They're boomers so they're old and fat now, but in their day they were flaming hot.
>>803258I thought they were porn stars at first.
>>803259I can see why someone would think that, yeah.
>>803258Didn’t they do the songs “Barracuda” and “Magic Man”?
> They're boomers so they're old and fat now, but in their day they were flaming hot.Why do people always assume that people get fat with age? I meet a lot of boomeresses who are skinny.
>>803259>>803260I wonder if they ever had to deal with sexual harassment from male business associates?
Probably likely.
>>803270yes, the did those songs, and I'm not assuming they're fat, if you look at recent pictures you can see they're clearly fat. at least, fatter than they used to be.
>sexual harassmentyeah, their first record label, don't remember the name exactly, they put out an advertisement for one of their early albums that featured the two sisters up-front-and-center in suggestive clothing on a yacht or something like that, with the caption beneath it being sexually suggestive, something like
>it was our first time!and these two got pissed off enough to give the record label the finger; they signed to another label and had to go to court to get their recently released album pulled from circulation so they could better alter it to their satisfaction.
also, the song barracuda was written in seething anger at a journalist or something of the sort, who made the comment that the two sisters were lesbians.
I'm sure they've suffered a decorated history of sexual abuse in various forms, as most all women do.
>>803332The black haired one looks fat while the blond one still looks fairly skinny.
>>803332>and these two got pissed off enough to give the record label the finger; they signed to another label and had to go to court to get their recently released album pulled from circulation so they could better alter it to their satisfactionDamn those ladies have some serious balls. Gangster rapper tier.
>also, the song barracuda was written in seething anger at a journalist or something of the sort, who made the comment that the two sisters were lesbians.Of course, the typical cisheterosexual male fetishization of female acquaintances as lesbians. (Not that the inverse doesn’t happen)
Honestly, if Heart were to debut in the 2010s/20s they probably would’ve leaned into that narrative for some media attention
It’s quite ironic how back then, female celebrities were against sexual objectification out of sheer sincerity.
Nowadays, female complaints about sexual objectification are mainly hypocritical.
>>802795>visual noveli am interested. got any recommendations. i dont think i have any standard for taste but i like cyberpunk and sci-fi stuff. absurdity/religious themes acceptable. honkai star rail for me, got all of the above themes and is adequate w its lore. lore not a necessity tho, just an appreciated snack. can be trash or whatever. i dont care.
right now playing Of the Devil. detective "VN" set in cyberpunk future.
sort of an aesthetics chud. but ill tolerate through it if its good.
>>803469Fate Stay/Night deals heavily in systematic magic. The routes revolve around a few core philosophical themes and can vary quite widely:
- Fate is the introductory route which sets up a lot of the worldbuilding, otherwise being a typical supernatural drama with some slice-of-life. On its own it's not that good honestly.
- UBW has that Japanese quality of introspection and building up fights as extensions of an ideological battle, or it's very chuuni depending on who you ask.
- HF is actually a sort of nakige horror trip.
Make sure to get the mirror moon translation. It doesn't matter if you've already seen the anime, because it's going to confuse you more than anything.
Also check out vndb, which lets you filter by themes and ratings. I haven't actually read many VNs aside from early type-moon and am slowly going through the key catalogue at this moment, so i'm not really in any position to give out recommendations.
>>784062>Doesn't need to toil in the sun for a living>Still gets a tanWhy are pinkoids like this? What enjoyment do they get out of aging like a prune and getting skin cancer?
Reporting back that I have been in library twice, together did like 3-4 hours of work. Sleep schedule still fucked, woke up at 2PM today. Hopefully tommorrow will be better, it has to be, due to summer holydays the library is closed during weekend.
And my saving are running out, if I dont get job very soon Im fucked.
In library I sat next to an encyclopedia of fantasy, so I decided to list through it, mostly looking at pictures. Despite being written somewhere in 2000s, only one and half page was dedicated to video games, but listed every B movie Conan rip-off that came out.
Its weird to see how many books on the most obscure inconsenquential topics there are. Someone spend years of their life reaserching and writting encyclopedia of Czechoslovakian military between years 1920-1938, 750 pages of describing every single unit and every high ranking officer and every military installation.
>>803695learning about scientist is crazy,entomologist really have to dedicate 5 years of study on some litterally who fly species and make a fat ass thesis at the end,most random shit I've ever seen.
sigh theres so much stuff i want to do
i wanna 3d model
i wanna illustrate
i wanna animate
i wanna make porn
i wanna watch anime
and read theory and other interesting stuff
but i also got to get a job(assuming climate collapse doesnt kill us all and i dont get to follow my "ideal" life in capitalist society. man typing that shit out makes me cringe.)
no time and the worst part is not because im not trying its because this stupid fucking brain fog that doesnt let me think. slop videos on bilibili about honkai star rail and warlockracy video essays keep me sane but i am literally cocomelon'd every single day because this brain fog does not go away. i think its the heat since it goes away after i drink water but its annoying since im not 100% sure and drinking water only works an hour after the brain fog is detected and sometimes you just piss out the rest of the water because u drank too much.
>>803988y'know, I don't remember that, but also, I am fairly new to leftypol, except for a brief period when it used to exist on 8chan like a million years ago, but I never stayed there long enough to absorb the culture because I was a /b/tard and dysnomia was a prick who arbitrarily banned people based on his whims and privy, and he banned me because I constanlty referred to him as 'dysphoria' and 'dysmorphia' and preceded everything I typed out with 'meep meep' and then preceded by 'tbh no homo' because one time he made 'no homo' the board tag phrase, and he must've gotten sick of it fairly quickly so he permanently banned me and I didn't care enough to circumvent the ban.
the point is, no I don't know what you're talking about desu.
Does anyone have the picture with reject modernity chud with prussia profile name and scanty anime girls on it?
>>804063Big tiddy anime girls.
I've had a debt with a hospital for probably 4 years now that I refuse to pay. I will personally answer and hang up on every debt collector. If you're a debt collector, your job is immoral and you will be executed during the revolution. Also, while I refuse to pay my debt, let it be known that I absolutely could but refuse to on principal.
>むかしむかし、湖山池は広い田んぼでした。ある日、田んぼが全部、池になりました。なぜ、池になったのでしょうか？これは鳥取県の昔話です。
>むかし、お金持ちがいました。このお金持ちは、広い田んぼと、りっぱな家と、金、銀をたくさん持っていました。村の人たちはこのお金持ちを『湖山長者」と読んでいました。
>日本では春に田植えをして、米を作ります。長者の家では、『一日で田植えを終える」とむかしから決まっていました。毎年、長者はたくさんの人を使って広い田んぼの田植えをしましたので、田植えは一日で終わっていました。
>今年も田植えが始まりました。村の人がたくさん手伝います。みんな朝早くから働きます。長者は、今年も一日で田植えが終わると考えていました。
Once upon a time, Koyama pond was a rice field. One day, the entire rice field became a pond. Why did it become a pond? This is the Tottori prefecture legend. Once there was a wealthy person. This wealthy person owned a wide rice field, a fine home, and gold and silver. The village people called him Koyama-millionaire. In Japan, rice planting is done in the spring to make rice. The millionaire once decreed that "all rice planting must be finished in a single day". Every year, because the millionaire uses many people to achieve this, the rice planting is finished in a single day. This year's rice planting has begun. A lot of village people came to assist. Everyone started working at the break of dawn. The millionaire expected that the rice planting would be finished in a single day.
>その日の昼、近くの山から猿が来ました。お母さんの猿と子供の猿でした。一人の女の人が猿を見つけました。そして、『猿だ、猿だ」と大きい声で言いました。猿はびっくりして走り始めました。 みんなは猿が遠くの山に帰るまでみていました。 猿を見たのは少しの時間でした。しかし、仕事は大きく送れました。
>夕方、長者が田んぼに来た時、田植えはまだ終わっていませんでした。長者は青くなりました。「家の決まりは一日で田植えを終えること。これでは今年は田植えが終わらない。よし、お日様を戻して、夜になるのを遅くしよう」と言いました。
>長者は家から金のおうぎを持ってきました。そして、お日様に『戻れ、戻れ！田植えが終わるまでそこにいろ」と言いながら、おうぎを三回ふりました。すると、お日様がすっすっすっと高く戻りました。
>長者はみんなに言いました、「さあ、みんな、田植えを続けよう。田植えが一日で終わるように」。
On that day at noon, some monkeys came from a nearby mountain. A mother monkey and her children. A single woman saw the monkeys. Therefore, she loudly screamed, "There's monkeys, there's monkeys". The monkeys became surprised and started to run. Everyone watched the monkeys until they returned to the distant mountain. Therefore, work slowed greatly. By dusk, when the millionaire went to field, the rice planting still wasn't finished. The millionaire became pale. "Rules dictate that the rice must be planted in a single day. It seems this year's rice planting has not been finished. If the sun returns, night will proceed slowly" The millionaire retrieved a golden fan from his home. Therefore, he said, "Return, return. You must be here until the rice planting is finished" as he waved the fan three times. Then, with three powerful gusts the sun returned to on high. The millionaire said, "Saa, everyone, you can now continue planting rice. It seems the rice planting will be completed after all".
>田植えは一日で終わりました。長者はその夜、みんなを家に招待しました。みんなはお酒をたくさん飲みました。長者は歌って踊りました。みんながお酒を飲んでいるとき、外では大変なことが起こっていました。
>たくさんの水が長者の田んぼに流れて入ってきました。そして水は夜の間に田んぼを水の下に深くかくしてしまったのです。次の朝、田んぼはもうありませんでした。その代わりに、広い広い一つの池、今の湖山池がありました。
>長者の田んぼは全部なくなってしまいました。どうして水が出てきて長者の田んぼを水の下にかくしてしまったのでしょうか？村の人は、「長者がお日様を戻したので、神様が怒ったからだろう」と言いました。
The rice planting was finished in a day. That night, the millionaire invited everyone to his home. Everyone drank a lot of alcohol. The millionaire sang and danced. When everyone was getting drunk, something strange was happening outside. A lot of water flowed into the millionaire's rice field. Therefore, in the period of one night the field had seemingly become a deep hole of water. The next morning, the field had already no longer existed. In its place, a single wide wide pond, now Koyama pond. The millionaire's entire field became a pond. Why did the water come forth and turn the millionaire's field into a deep pond? The village people said, "It's probably because the millionaire made the Gods angry when he forced the sun to return."
FIN
The moral of the story? Capitalism bad or something idk.
>>804079I once had debt collectors over a magazine subscription that I got through accumulating points from an online survey site. I got a year a subscription to one of those lad magazines from the mid 2000s and I think I got a couple extra issues for some reason. They said I owed like 20$ or something I told them I didn't and after a couple calls they stopped calling. It was only for like 20 dollars so it was probably wasn't worth it but it was funny they were calling for such a small amount.
>>804544It's just animated softcore pornography dude. It's not that deep.
>>804545oh no what i posted isn't an example just a new series im watching lol
but it does always make me ask why does a girl living in a shitroom or smoke weed appear more attractive and free spirited than a dude. more like a tragic soul than a cautionary tale or a figure that makes you go eww
>>804546 Evacuee they draw the women to look as young and attractive as possible. And because of internal biases about gender roles that even leftychuds like you will rationalize.
A male hermit could make the most intricate nuances and you will still find him dull compared to a super hot nubile woman with little to no nuance at all.
>>804544Because you’re subconsciously ogling at them for their looks.
If it were an older lady or a butch, you’d probably wouldn’t find it as unique
>>804755It can't be AC because Euroids don't use that.
>>804755West coast of burgerville is pretty important too.
Trump prolly gon' die huh?
>>804816It also looks like they didn't include Texas
>>804079This. I have a three thousand dollar hospital bill when these mofos didn’t do shit
>>804878….and we're waiting..…
>>803157ah yes, Switzerland: the anomaly in the machine.
Most of the complaints about Boruto are kinda of exaggerated. The same flaws in Boruto can be found in Naruto Shippuden.
People complain about lack of plot attention to the secondary characters while over looking the excessive screen time given to Naruto and Sasuke in Shippuden
Hell, Naruto fans want Naruto and Sasuke to be the MAIN FOCUS in Boruto.
>>805301Everywhere is bad.
>>805301>>805303Everywhere is bad definitely rings true. Every place is either too cold or too hot, too poor or too expensive, too boring or too loud or whatever. There's always something people don't like about wherever they're from. Personally I think most people can never really be content and are always searching for that thing that will fulfill them but they'll never really find it. If you do find fulfillment it's usually because you gave up or got too old to do anything about it.
>>805313But why should I be content with staying in one place? If I want to move around, uproot myself every couple years, I should be allowed to do so. Right now I would love to move to Berlin or Hamburg, but I wouldnt be able to find a job there so I cant.
>>804768We got too cocky, simple as.
Does reincarnation start at conception? What if you get miscarried, do you just reincarnate again as the same thing or do you get to upgrade to a higher form of life?
>>806114i suck at religion lemme try it, take it half seriously
they got this concept called the gandhabba. the soul seeking rebirth that lands in a baby, basically the plot in most manhwa slop where the villain/hero starts his arc by turning into a baby in another life, same concept, basically the body's a vessel from a man and woman having sex, your mindstream just enters it forgetting about its previous life.
but, twist is, he keeps his karma from his previous life, which will later reflect on his current death along your current state of mind. if you died peacefully you move on to the next more favorable body, if you screamed and felt traumatic pain as you were aborted or died weeks into being a baby, it may carry that trauma into the next life.
and the part that baffles people who don't do buddhism, they don't even believe in souls, in permenant "you" that travels, There is no soul that reincarnates. There is a stream of consciousness that carries karmic imprints. ike a candle lighting another candle—the flame passes, but it's not the same flame after the 5th reincarnation..it changed
>>806603I hope you find something soon
>>806603This shit that you’re forced to go through is exactly why we have high unemployment rate
>>802176The Beatles first professional manager was a gay Jewish man named Brian Epstein
I think a major reason why so much current year media sucks is because of excessive self deprecating humor and “relatability”
Ever since the mid-2000s, awkwardness and ugliness has been glorified as virtues.
The constant complaints about “Mary Sues” in the 2010s and “power scaling” and “fanservice” has lead a lot of western and eastern animation to retcon or delay works due to indignation from fans, both left me right over “lack of representation”
Bitchass bus did not stop at the stop where I, and like four other people, wanted to get on.
I'm the anon that took a sabbatical around the world. I regret not vlogging it because I could've at least generated some passive income from it. This job market is so cooked and I honestly hate work.
>>804755The DPRK hard carrying the whole mankind
>>807687Vlogging doesn’t make as much money as you think. Especially if you’re a traveler.
>>807738My academic background is in IR so I figured I’d create field research-vlog content about the places I visited. Would’ve been so cash money to document the southern Thai insurgency, for example
>>807755International relations
>>807760So it’s another social science degree?
How useful is it for you?
>>807687What was around the world like? Have you seen any cool places?
Another interview, another failure. I have no more scheduled. I cant do this anymore. Why cant I do anything, cant get a job, cant impress a woman, cant make friends, all I can is dissapoint everyone who had any faith in me, which on the bright side is nobody at this point. I am so tired of everything, I cant sleep, every moment is filled with stress and anxiety.
>>807108I live in a place with low unemployment, moved here specifically because I though it would be easier to find a job, and obviously it is, just not for me. Everybody is better than me.
ive got too many projects/ideas i wanna do and as a result i got decision paralysis. i decided to assign numbers to all my ideas and let an outside party pick a random number from the range generated from the assignments of each number so i can focus on something. it worked.
>>807855The sad truth of this world is that some people are destined to be losers no matter what.
This is the problem that leftists don’t wanna touch.
It’s not even your fault. You have it your all and still it blew up in your face.
>>807973I have no projects or ideas. I'm so bored.
>>808004Is boredom a good thing?
A lot of people say boredom is a lost art in the age of electronic media, but they seem to not realize that alot of people using electronic media are always bored.
Also, boredom drives people into some weird sort of hostility
>>807855>>808001Shut the fuck the both of you. There's no such thing as a "loser". Being happy is all that matters. You can be happy by being a janitor, living with your parents, and spending all of your paycheck on weed and lsd.
but saying this is pointless because non of you will listen to me, so I have an
ULTIMATUM for you: if you don't start loving yourselves I will go to your house and
ANALLY MOLEST YOU. You have been warned.
>>808016oh nooooo! not that!!! UwU
>>808007Since boredom is being exterminated, children no longer have the ability to use their thinking as they will always have something to stimulate them. This is why so many zoomers are whining about younger kids having shorter attention spans
>>808023This is not even remotely true.
Boredom still exists in electronic media and kids make lots of fanart and memes.
Zoomers complaining about kids having “shorter attention spans” is quite paradoxical when the same was said about zoomers and millennials.
Again, boredom is romanticized as some source of creativity, and it can be but more often than not, it often leads to more detrimental effects.
Kids often get up to semi delinquent antics when they’re bored.
Why else do inner cities have sports programs for underprivileged kids?
>>808023Boredom is not the only thing that allows kids to use their thinking.
This is just more pedagogical nonsense being used.
It especially is ironic because people like you will then turn around and say children need stimulation via play
Schools have reduced recess time back in the 1990s and 2000s.
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>>808017 sexo
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>>808037 ok, i'm sorry for assuming things, I don't know you. But do you still have parents or friends that will let you sleep at their places? Also, have you ever tried doing drugs
>>808016No offense but this seems like huge sort of copium.
Even without societal pressure, not everyone wants to be stuck doing janitorial work wasting their paycheck on weed for the rest of their lives.
>>808037This.
I tire of this obnoxious positivity platitudes that people use on distressed people.
“Just love yourself and remember that you always have worth” is what they say online but irl, these same people would badmouth you as being a waste of space.
People are meaner online than in meatspace but the inverse is also true.
>>808045>not everyone wants to be stuck doing janitorial work wasting their paycheck on weed for the rest of their lives.Sure, this is only one example of a thing you can do. I'm sure you can think of other things.
>“Just love yourself and remember that you always have worth”This isn't just an obnoxious positivity platitude, it's
straight facts. I think that life is a beautiful thing. I think that the fact that you're reading this and understanding what I'm saying, and thinking and having a subjective human experience are beautiful things. And I think that the fact that you can experience all of these complex emotions, regardless of who you are (unless you're an irredeemable sadistic monster, in which case you should kys), means that you're a precious and special living being. Cringe warning: we're one of the most self-aware animals in the only planet in our solar system that has life.
>>808074>This isn't just an obnoxious positivity platitude, it's straight facts. I think that life is a beautiful thing. I think that the fact that you're reading this and understanding what I'm saying, and thinking and having a subjective human experience are beautiful things. And I think that the fact that you can experience all of these complex emotions, regardless of who you are (unless you're an irredeemable sadistic monster, in which case you should kys), means that you're a precious and special living being.That is so funny that you say all these things then you turn around and tell others to KYS for not agreeing with your opinions (not referring to “you” specifically but the general imageboard patron)
Same goes for you saying life is beautiful but then you turn around and say the world is trash and the current year era is garbage and that civilization needs a reset.
Again, it’s easy to claim that living yourself and having self value is “straight up facts” but alot of people don’t have that luxury when they have to face poverty, disease, war, racism, sexism, etc
I feel that people say these things as platitudes rather than sincerity. I know that most people if given their way, would wanna execute others for not consuming “acceptable” genres of media
Cringe warning: we're one of the most self-aware animals in the only planet in our solar system that has life.
Do you have evidence to back this up? This reads as solipsism.
>>808079>That is so funny that you say all these things then you turn around and tell others to KYS for not agreeing with your opinionsinside every /siberia/ poster there are two wolves: one tells you to kys, the other tells you to love yourself; both are nutting and making you mpreg (or just regular preg), so soon you'll have three wolves inside of you
>Same goes for you saying life is beautiful but then you turn around and say the world is trash and[…]Trash can be beautiful. And we do live in a profoundly corrupt society, but capitalism didn't take everything away from us just yet.
>it’s easy to claim that living yourself and having self value is “straight up facts” but alot of people don’t have that luxury[…]This is true, but I think that the good moments in life – as well as the small possibility that you can find a way to have a happy life even if you're very disadvantaged – makes it invaluable. People that go from rock-bottom to happy are always really glad that they didn't kill themselves.
>Do you have evidence to back this up?I made it the fuck up based on my intuition that it ain't no way there's complex life in any of the other planets of our solar system, with them being all extreme and shit
>>808129>I made it the fuck up based on my intuition that it ain't no way there's complex life in any of the other planets of our solar system, with them being all extreme and shitI’m taking about on this earth.
How do you know that humans are the only self-aware species?
>>808129>Trash can be beautiful. And we do live in a profoundly corrupt society, but capitalism didn't take everything away from us just yet.Imma be honest: I don’t capitalism is all that good but I think blaming capitalism for all societal ills is hella shallow
Whether you wanna admit it or not, life was just as miserable if not more under previous economic systems
And most of the complaints about society going to shit seem to be more pop culture nostalgia than anything
>>808132 I didn't say that we're the only self-aware species on earth, I said that we're one of the only self-aware species on earth, you goober.
>>808136 I didn't say that capitalism is to blame for all societal ills, you goober.
Verdict: you're both strawmanning me
Punishment: extreme anal molestation
>>808148>Verdict: you're both strawmanning me Punishment: extreme anal molestation
See what I mean? This constant vitriol for slight misreadings.
Im getting sick of it. Stop it.
Leftypol blames capitalism for anything and wrong in society.
And they are major humanists that complain about “eco-fascism”
>>808154 hot
also, are you sure you're not coping?
>>808156got shot at 90 degrees by a eastern european clearing another angle while doing the fastest peek who wouldn't stop shit talking while carrying a gusano and a rapebaby
https://csst.at/profile/IlIlIIlllIlIIIlIllIIIllIIlIIlIIlstats don't lie
>>808415ok now make a romhack of 'the hunt for red october' in which every time a missile hits its target CJ shouts "HELL YEAH"
>>808415GTA is the most shamelessly capitalist-glazing media in existence
Idk if any of the main characters from that franchise would be willing to wave the Soviet flag.
>>808534niko if his childhood was much diffrent
I saw some hand-drawn Pomni clown fan art in the window of some community centre. It was pretty cute.
>>808534Idk, obviously a big part of the power fantasy in GTA is about becoming rich and buying a mansion, but at the same time it routinely shows how rich people are mostly all corrupt, the cops are evil, the feds are evil, and so on. I can think of much more uncritical capitalist propaganda
nobody was "made for bbc" that's retarded. stop saying that shit already. humans were made to fuck other humans. there are no humans who evolved to accept one race's penises over another's.
no I do not care I just am sick of misinformation and general stupidity being the modus operandi for every single person online. people aren't this dumb, I know it's being done on purpose, to fuck with people, because that's what "trolling" has devolved into, a misinformation campaign. it's like the internet is filled with a bunch of schizo homeless people who all screech about their delusions and they're actually taken seriously for some reason. you wouldn't listen to them if you encountered them in the street, you'd give them a wide berth in fact.
>>808675Mods should add a filter for it.
>>808675This. I especially tire of this bbc racial dominance and I’m black
It’s annoying
And IRL, a lot of women aren’t all keen on having sex or romantic relationships with black guys unless they look like celebrities
>>808660Oh please that is a shitty rationalization. The authorities and rich folk being evil just makes it sexier which rationalizes the protagonists’ greed
You forget that there’s no moral/ethical difference between the protagonists and antagonists. I mean you’re allowed to run over people and shoot them as a protagonist. This would’ve never been acceptable in any other type of video game.
>>808677No. It should result in an auto-erase
should I kms
1 = yes
2 = no
1d2 = 2>>808817Rerolling for anon.
1d2 = 2 >>808817No you shouldn't seriously. You know the first convo I had with the Houdini on here he was doing this suicide bait shit. I don't know how you put it, but I get it, you want someone to talk you off the ledge. I've done this so many times on imageboards. Dude I've been there, I hate telling my story over and over. It has become tired to myself. I'd like to give the short hand of insights. I like to say the only thing promised in life is death. Meaning, nothing is guaranteed to happen or not happen but your eventual death. Death is guaranteed. You not killing yourself doesn't do anything to impact your eventual death. You will die whether you kill yourself today or never. Why not put off death for another day, it will happen regardless, why give up the state of life for the state of death which is inevitable. If your life is literally nonstop being strapped down and tortured, shure death is superior, but most suicidal people it is because their life doesn't line up with their unfounded imaginary expectations.
>>781703>Jewish people don't celebrate child rape, but almost every man sees the Jeffrey Epstein class as an inspiration and their role models to aspire to. There are millions of boomer dads asking their children "have you been investing in stocks at the Wall Street child sex slave commodities marketplace in NYC???"And women look up to Meegan Thee Stallion as aspiration as the girl boss archetype to aspire for.
>>808821>unfounded imaginary expectationsBUT I WANTED TO BE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN A HAREM ANIME WHO IS ALSO INCREDIBLY TALENTED AND RICH AND YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO DISREGARD HOW MISERABLE MY LIFE IS BECAUSE I CAN'T ATTAIN THAT
>>808917What’s got you on the rag now?
>>808902Tbh I don’t blame you for this.
It’s better than simping for women in your current mediocre state
>>808936Because of dliberately exaggerating the expectations in life of suicidal people. I just want a job. No shit being an anime harem protag is unrealistic
nobody irl has that kind of life.
>>808911this is not real. i refuse to believe on these chud pepe posters has a relationship in RL.
>>808950Their are guys who don't wash their ass that still get girlfriends. Guys who don't work and haven't worked for years who are in long term relationships. All kinds of degenerates who can somehow score women. So I fully believe that this is true. Women are probably not as great as they'd would like to believe or as most guys would like to believe. It's just that a large chunk of guys are down so bad that we want to glorify women so much so we can get access to them and their goodies.
>>808943Fair point. It’s not so much about attaining unrealistic expectations as so much that the amount of energy that’s needed to get to a basic level of stability is too much
>>808943bro just chill out, alright. it's just bantz, no need to have a melty over it. and look, I sympathize with you, alright. I would like a (good) job that doesn't have me working 12 hour days for sub 40k a year after taxes.
>>808950This is probably a joke post.
Don’t get your knickers into a twist
>>808955Those degenerates are not as prosperous with women as you think. Also you forget that women can have serious flaws as well.
The only good part of your sentiment is this:
>It's just that a large chunk of guys are down so bad that we want to glorify women so much so we can get access to them and their goodiesEverytime someone posts a pic of a man committing faux pas with a caption written supposedly by a gf, every one on here crashes out assuming that it’s real.
>>808950It's r/redscarepod. Nobody under 30 posts there.
>>808950Just because someone has a meatspace emblem of Pepe or wojak doesn’t mean that they’re chuds.
I’ve seen a boomer office with Pepe’s and wojaks printed out before
You all need to stop acting like morality police over non-leftist men having gfs
>>808960You sure about that?
>>808821 me
I haven't posted ITT since I wrote it.
>>808937What other option do you have?
>INB4 killing yourselfI know you people. Like I said I've been in far too many conversations with supposedly "suicidal" people posting on here. I've seen it all. I can tell you the patterns. Obviously for one, you are not actually serious about doing it, that's why you're posting about it here instead of having already done it. After that you're going to start making excuses about how you just can't find a convenient enough method to kill yourself. Then it's about finding some other suicidal person to make some kind of suicide pact with, because even in death, your biggest fear is being alone, and you're going to chicken out unless some other person is holding you to it.
But the conclusion I've really come to is people who talk about their desire for suicide all the time don't even want to do it at all. Your real goal is to make other people as miserable as yourself, and you don't have the guts to be a spree shooter or something, so the next best thing is trying to bring everyone else down who will listen to you.
>>808902I don't want to wade into the anime thing, but yeah most people I've ever talked to about this suicide thing are young, have barely any problems in life. They say a very common one is highschoolers with their like first breakup. I've talked to dudes who are like:
>Ohhh I'm 22 and I'm failing out of university!>Ohhh time to kill myself IT'S OVAHHOr like I mentioned that Houdini cat, his thing was because he lost his job and he was behind on rent and getting evicted. I mention him too because look at him now, he seems happy enough with his life and what he's done since then.
Seriously, if there is anything that needs to be killed is your fucking ego and your expectations of what you should've accomplished or what you should've been handed or whatever in all the days and weeks leading up to this point. The past is the past, it's over, no looking back. Imagine if you started living life like you don't fucking care and just do what you want instead of being imprisoned by these ideas and fantasies and expectations in your head.
I was trying to find this one meme image that said "kill yourself? No kill your self!" something like that. It's an obvious enough pun it has been made many times so I will post this book cover despite I have never seen it before just now.
very cool very cool
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>>808818 cool
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>>808819 cool
very cool very cool
>>808821 I agree with everything you just said. It's the rational conclusion, and I've even argued with this guy
>>808937 many times in here… But man, my brain chemicals are doing a number on me, it just feels so dreadful. I think I might want to do a health check up, this isn't right
>>809046>I don't want to wade into the anime thing, but yeah most people I've ever talked to about this suicide thing are young, have barely any problems in life. They say a very common one is highschoolers with their like first breakup. I've talked to dudes who are like:>Ohhh I'm 22 and I'm failing out of university!>Ohhh time to kill myself IT'S OVAHHOr like I mentioned that Houdini cat, his thing was because he lost his job and he was behind on rent and getting evicted. I mention him too because look at him now, he seems happy enough with his life and what he's done since then.
That’s funny because most of the people who whine about wanting to off themselves are usually older than 22. They’re in their thirties with relatively stable jobs but yearning over missed opportunities for love and excessive nostalgia
The whole high schoolers waning to off themselves over their first break up is exaggerated
But for young people who are struggling with college wanting to off themselves that’s not “barely any problems” especially since college is overpromoted as the only way and grant money isn’t easy to come by.
The guy you mentioned the Houdini cat? Hes an outlier of people to be happy in his situation
I’m tired of people trying to dismiss woes especially young peoples woes by using outliers of happy people in desolate situations.
Most people would want to off themselves if they’re behind on rent and lost their job especially in a bad job market.
>>809046> Seriously, if there is anything that needs to be killed is your fucking ego and your expectations of what you should've accomplished or what you should've been handed or whatever in all the days and weeks leading up to this point. The past is the past, it's over, no looking back. Imagine if you started living life like you don't fucking care and just do what you want instead of being imprisoned by these ideas and fantasies and expectations in your head.
>I was trying to find this one meme image that said "kill yourself? No kill your self!" something like that. It's an obvious enough pun it has been made many times so I will post this book cover despite I have never seen it before just nowI hear people like you say shit like this as if though it’s easy to live the way you want with zero fucks without consequences
“Like dude none of this matters just let yourself go man” like some semi-bohemian loser who has no real responsibilities or goals to achieve in life.
>>809041Go tell that to the people on the sex and relationship threads whom are all pas threat twenties whining about missed opportunities for love. I’m not that guy.
Or better yet tell that to all the people on here who wanna off themselves because they think current year pop culture is too chucked for them because it’s not as cool as it used to be in the “good old days”
As for everyone else, the people who talk about wanting to suicide are people like me who realize that not everyone is cut out for prospects. Not everyone who wants to off themselves are obsess with getting laid
Some of us actually had attempted college several times, are unable to get better jobs despite our best efforts
There’s one anon on here who is unable to land a job despite going on a lot of job interviews
I’m sick and tired of people shaming others for wanting to give up, to refuse to play along anymore
I find it funny that you whine about suicidal anons but there’s no criticism for NEETdom.
Most NEETs or their sympathizers on here are people who don’t wanna work.
>>809057Chihuahua anon, you made a terrible rationalization.
>You can be happy being a middle aged minimum wage worker spending your paycheck on weed and shitThat’s not what everyone wants. That’s only okay for a minority of people.
>>809046It seems that venting about suicidal ideation is wrong but it’s okay to rant about “normies” and how “society is fake” and “wanting a revolution”
>>809069>That’s funny because most of the people who whine about wanting to off themselves are usually older than 22. They’re in their thirties with relatively stable jobs but yearning over missed opportunities for love and excessive nostalgiaWell not in my experience Newgene, maybe I'm just not in the right spaces.
>The whole high schoolers waning to off themselves over their first break up is exaggerated I've known a few girls who had their loser ex do it to spite them.
>Most people would want to off themselves if they’re behind on rent and lost their job especially in a bad job market.I know a lot of people who faced way more adversity than you could possibly imagine. Look how some of the most well-off countries have some of the highest suicide rates in the world.
>>809071>I hear people like you say shit like this as if though it’s easy to live the way you want with zero fucks without consequences Never said anything was easy.
>“Like dude none of this matters just let yourself go man” like some semi-bohemian loser who has no real responsibilities or goals to achieve in life.People with responsibilities tend to not kill themselves because they have people that count on them. Maybe there's your solution, go get some responsibilities.
>>809074>Go tell that to the people on the sex and relationship threads whom are all pas threat twenties whining about missed opportunities for love. I’m not that guy.I always keep that thread hidden because it's just a bunch of whiney losers including (you)
>Or better yet tell that to all the people on here who wanna off themselves because they think current year pop culture is too chucked for them because it’s not as cool as it used to be in the “good old days”I don't think that's a thing lmao.
>As for everyone else, the people who talk about wanting to suicide are people like me who realize that not everyone is cut out for prospects. Not everyone who wants to off themselves are obsess with getting laidYou're the only one who mentioned getting laid.
>There’s one anon on here who is unable to land a job despite going on a lot of job interviewsThere's a lot more than one lmao. It's a very common experience right now.
>Some of us actually had attempted college several times, are unable to get better jobs despite our best effortsShit happens.
>I’m sick and tired of people shaming others for wanting to give up, to refuse to play along anymoreThen go fucking do it. Shit or get off the toilet. Like I already said, most of these people that are talking about suicide and etc. online are really just looking to make everyone feel as bad as themselves. There are suicide hotlines you can call, this website isn't that. I tried to give my pitch about why you should go on, but if that isn't working, try seeking some professional help.
>I find it funny that you whine about suicidal anons but there’s no criticism for NEETdom.>Most NEETs or their sympathizers on here are people who don’t wanna work.I don't even know what the fuck this has to do with anything. Kinda seems contrary to your point, you're saying I'm shaming people for giving up but you're saying I'm wrong for not shaming the NEETs who have given up. I don't know why you brought this up at all tbh.
Honestly Newgene, I think something is seriously wrong with you. You don't seem to want to actually discuss here whatever it is you're going through, all you like to do is jump into the middle of any conversation when it hits one of your triggers like this time it was obviously because I mentioned suicidal young people. Youth, young people, children, whatever, you are like guarunteed to pop in and write a whole long fucking screed of gish-galloping.
>>809076>That’s not what everyone wants. That’s only okay for a minority of people.Who cares what you fucking want? Nobody wants to get old either, but they live with it(pun intended)
>>809079>It seems that venting about suicidal ideation is wrong but it’s okay to rant about “normies” and how “society is fake” and “wanting a revolution”This isn't a suicide hotline. I tried to give a positive argument to keep living, but you want to turn it into a debate about why you should kill yourself. Nobody is fucking stopping you dude so it doesn't need to be debated.
>>809081>I know a lot of people who faced way more adversity than you could possibly imagine. Look how some of the most well-off countries have some of the highest suicide rates in the world.That's not really completely true. There's a lot of African countries that have high suicide rates. And the United States tends to have one of the higher rates for a developed country. I think generally more Islamic and Latin American/Caribbean countries have the lowest rates.
>>809081>People with responsibilities tend to not kill themselves because they have people that count on them. Maybe there's your solution, go get some responsibilities.If that’s so, why do so may people run off on their kids to start drinking and brawling?
> Then go fucking do it. Shit or get off the toilet. Like I already said, most of these people that are talking about suicide and etc. online are really just looking to make everyone feel as bad as themselves. There are suicide hotlines you can call, this website isn't that. I tried to give my pitch about why you should go on, but if that isn't working, try seeking some professional help.Not exactly. That’s more the people who whine about how “society is fake/dark”
> Who cares what you fucking want? Nobody wants to get old either, but they live with it(pun intended)Getting old is biochronological inevitability. That’s out of your control. I’m talking about getting good. Like not wanting to live in minimum wage work for the rest of your life.
I have seen people who do minimum wage work after their thirties. It’s not pretty.
Always needing to worry about when the car breaks down unable to get to work.
Always having to live with broken plumbing and whatnot.
Minimum wage work is not “so what who cares”?
> don't even know what the fuck this has to do with anything. Kinda seems contrary to your point, you're saying I'm shaming people for giving up but you're saying I'm wrong for not shaming the NEETs who have given up. I don't know why you brought this up at all tbh.Those NEETs are willfully lazy people who never wanted to better themselves in the first place. Totally different from people who are stuck in dead end jobs and want more out of life and despite their best efforts aren’t getting any
> You're the only one who mentioned getting laid.Well, I bring it up because that’s a common priority that’s on here a lot.
> Shit happens.I take it you probably have never had to deal with having retake college three or four times? Or had to deal with going weeks without work while stuck in an apartment behind on rent? While everyone else has a steady job?
> There's a lot more than one lmao. It's a very common experience right now.And not everyone has the safety net to help them. Not everyone has the luxury of family and friends letting them live off them for free.
> Never said anything was easy.Just because that may be so doesn’t mean that even the simple things have to be.
Getting a job should not be that hard. And we are talking about even dishwashing jobs. Not even some cushy desk job.
> I know a lot of people who faced way more adversity than you could possibly imagine. Look how some of the most well-off countries have some of the highest suicide rates in the worldYou sure about that? Maybe because suicide isn’t as acknowledged or sympathized as much so a lot of suicides are written off “accidental deaths” or “manslaughter”? Or even because they’re so poor that they’re not counted?
> Honestly Newgene, I think something is seriously wrong with you. You don't seem to want to actually discuss here whatever it is you're going through, all you like to do is jump into the middle of any conversation when it hits one of your triggers like this time it was obviously because I mentioned suicidal young people. Youth, young people, children, whatever, you are like guarunteed to pop in and write a whole long fucking screed of gish-galloping.I could say the same about most of you making threads about some irrelevant off comment that some Breadtuber said. The constant whining about some irrelevant comic artist making another reactionary comic making another inaccurate reference to historical events
Or complaining about some new dramas going on down in 4chan or sharty.
You’re assuming that there’s unlimited time on this earth to get things right and there isn’t. Especially when everyone ages.
This attitude about “so what if you have no prospects? Jut chill man” comes from people who have not had to face constant stagnation.
Would you be willing to say with a straight face when you’re past your prime stuck in some shanty shack out in the elements not even able to find a dishwashing job that “shits not that bad”?
>>809081> People with responsibilities tend to not kill themselves because they have people that count on them. Maybe there's your solution, go get some responsibilities.My sweet summer child
If this were true, we wouldn’t have single moms with a dozen kids living in a shanty shack.
We wouldn’t have fathers who drink themselves to death and beat their kids.
We wouldn’t have people who own dogs and cats suffering from lice, ticks, or rashes or joint problems due to the human not having enough money to pay for the vet
>>809084This.
People on here romanticize the second/third world as some noble savage way of living where everyone is resolute.
>>809084>That's not really completely true. Well notice how I said "some."
>>809085>If that’s so, why do so may people run off on their kids to start drinking and brawling? I don't know anyone who did that. Brawling? Lol.
>Not exactly. That’s more the people who whine about how “society is fake/dark”>Not exactly.Look there are more than one kind of person that have this kind of malignant personality. I think there may be some who are genuinely feeling suicidal or depressed and genuinely want help, but I'm talking about a certain type who do all the things I describe. I've seen these conversations go on until two anons start talking about suicide pacts and shit like that.
>>809085>I have seen people who do minimum wage work after their thirties. It’s not pretty.Lol, the way you say it you make it seem like an absolute outlier. I have a lot of relatives who like work in a warehouse or in the amazon warehouse, cafeteria ladies, or are doing gig delivery. Some of them have houses and /husband/wives and kids even.
>Those NEETs are willfully lazy people who never wanted to better themselves in the first place. Totally different from people who are stuck in dead end jobs and want more out of life and despite their best efforts aren’t getting anyAlright, mane you're getting so defensive and you're such a judgemental person yourself. But anyways this ties back in with what I was saying in the first place, this suicide business, at least the people I've talked to it's always about feeling that you failed whatever goals you had. That's the fucking problem. No I don't respect you more for trying and failing and then going and fucking whining about it.
>I take it you probably have never had to deal with having retake college three or four times? Or had to deal with going weeks without work while stuck in an apartment behind on rent? While everyone else has a steady job?I'm sorry that happened to you.
>>809086>We wouldn’t have fathers who drink themselves to death and beat their kids.My uncle drank himself to death but he didn't have kids. None of my other aunts and uncles with kids did.
>>809087>People on here romanticize the second/third world as some noble savage way of living where everyone is resolute.Dude I have family that live in one of the poorest third world countries on Earth. I'm not romanticizing shit.
Goddamn it Newgene, you are like the craziest motherfucker on here and that's saying something. Like you make me feel crazy whenever I engage with you. I lose the essence of whatever the fuck we were even talking about in the first place. Every single post you are going to bring in like two dozen new fucking tangents. You are never actually making a point, you are just trying to generate more arguments.
So are you suicidal Newgene?
>>802925Maybe that’s what he wants. Kanye West, Donald Trump, Russel Brand,’etc are all people who rely on outrageous quotations for attention.
Cancel culture never touches these men because they’re too “amusing”
If people were to dismiss them as cliche edgelords, not given them the time of day, they would have to live their lives as invisibles.
And that’s what they hate.
>>809088> I don't know anyone who did that. Brawling? Lol.As in beating their wives and kids
>Look there are more than one kind of person that have this kind of malignant personality. I think there may be some who are genuinely feeling suicidal or depressed and genuinely want help, but I'm talking about a certain type who do all the things I describe. I've seen these conversations go on until two anons start talking about suicide pacts and shit like that.Fair point.
> Lol, the way you say it you make it seem like an absolute outlier. I have a lot of relatives who like work in a warehouse or in the amazon warehouse, cafeteria ladies, or are doing gig delivery. Some of them have houses and /husband/wives and kids even.Those people are probably retired from skilled labor. Or they have some disability checks to help them out. Or in the case of cafeteria ladies, they work for the school district. And those are county jobs which means job security and pension funds after fifteen years.
The kind I’m talking about are those who never got good and are still doing those kind of jobs.
> My uncle drank himself to death but he didn't have kids. None of my other aunts and uncles with kids did.Those are smart people. Usually alcoholism is taken so lightly, that it’s only taken care of after an umpteenth trip to the hospital or police station.
One of my neighbors was an elderly lady with a middle aged son who was a drinker. One night he accidentally caused the house to burn down because he was smoking a cigarette in bed but was also too drunk to be awake.
He died in the house fire.
I meet people who are drinkers and have been doing so when they had kids and they had bad tempers to the point where the kids had to be moved elsewhere
> Dude I have family that live in one of the poorest third world countries on Earth. I'm not romanticizing shitWhich country?
>>809089> Goddamn it Newgene, you are like the craziest motherfucker on here and that's saying something. Like you make me feel crazy whenever I engage with you. I think you’re exaggerating. Maybe a bit loopy but to say I’m the craziest? When we have people on here hailing from 4chan and still engage with that cesspool?
I lose the essence of whatever the fuck we were even talking about in the first place. Every single post you are going to bring in like two dozen new fucking tangents. You are never actually making a point, you are just trying to generate more arguments.
Explain how I do that? You complain about me hyper focused on one topic and then you say I go off on tangents? Pick one.
>So are you suicidal Newgene?I have been for a while. Not emo type like cutting wrists though.
>>809093>I think you’re exaggerating. Maybe a bit loopy but to say I’m the craziest? When we have people on here hailing from 4chan and still engage with that cesspool?Yeah ok I am exaggerating. I engage with you because you make sense half the time or maybe you are making decent points but you go on so many tangents.
>Explain how I do that? You complain about me hyper focused on one topic and then you say I go off on tangents? Pick one.You often like to divert topics into your specific ones you like to talk about but don't worry about it. I don't mean to be so hard on you.
>>809092>Those people are probably retired from skilled labor. Or they have some disability checks to help them out. Or in the case of cafeteria ladies, they work for the school district. And those are county jobs which means job security and pension funds after fifteen years.No, they've never worked a better or much better jobs than those. No they're not on welfare. I thought you would've gone another direction about the cost of living which would be a fair point. My neighbor worked at a hardware store mixing paint his whole life tmk and he was also a Scientologist so he was probably tithing away a huge portion of what little money he made. He bought his house in the 80s for $54k Redfin gives a price estimate now for $868k and Zillow for $764k The rent Zestimate says: $3,331/mo which obviously nobody working a minimum wage job could afford today. Yeah we're all really fucking shafted on the cost of living.
>One of my neighbors was an elderly lady with a middle aged son who was a drinker. One night he accidentally caused the house to burn down because he was smoking a cigarette in bed but was also too drunk to be awake.I've heard a number of stories of people starting house fires from smoking in bed.
>I meet people who are drinkers and have been doing so when they had kids and they had bad tempers to the point where the kids had to be moved elsewhereI grew up down the street from a "orphanage" kinda for kids who were taken away from their parents. Don't think there's been any stories of child or spousal abuse in my family. I have some aunts and uncles that don't drink at all because of the Christian thing. My mom doesn't drink because she was raised Christian in a church that doesn't drink. My father sometimes caused problems getting a bit tipsy. Alcohol is really an evil drug, but I'm drinking right now so…. Definitely got to let the anger go before you let yourself get inebriated otherwise it'll make you do some crazy shit. It's such a crazy drug, you'll do and say things and not even remember them in a few hours lol.
>Which country?I don't want to say the one because I don't really like building an identity on this website. It's in the bottom 50 on this list:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_countries_by_GDP_(PPP)_per_capitabut it's behind a lot of Europe and the rest of the first world on this list:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_countries_by_suicide_rateBut as you say, the statistics can be incomplete.
>I have been for a while. Not emo type like cutting wrists though.I'm sorry to hear that. If you want to talk about it go ahead, I'll try to be nice.
>>809094Whoever put that list together on Wikipedia on suicides did a bad job at it. I know it wasn't you but they didn't seem to order it correctly.
>>809108https://worldpopulationreview.com/country-rankings/suicide-rate-by-countryHere's a better one. It puts them in order. Palestine has the lowest suicide rate apparently.
>>809108You're right, what the hell is it even ordered by, by default. Didn't notice but what I said still holds true, the country I was talking about actually moved further down the list.
>>809109You can click on the rows at the top to change the ordering on wikipedia. But who knows if the stats are really true or not but it's what the stats say.
Do you guys think eating the skin of a peach is gross? My mother seems to think it's gross so she'll always take the skin off. Peach fuzz does bother my skin sometimes but as far as I know it's never bothered me when eating a peach. Peaches are my favorite fruit and I think I do have allegories because everyone once in a while I get attacks of runny nose and sneezing but I'm never sure what brings it on. I doubt it's peaches though. I also like how peaches look like butts.
>>809182>allegories ah, yes. the peach is itself an allegory for the plight of the proletariat; rough and fuzzy on the outside, after having been yoked to the plough of industry for the entirety of his life, but sweet and juicy on the inside, the true vintage soul and spirit of man, who is kindred to nature and the cosmos, and who is the envy of every classically trained, prim and proper, cultured bourgeoisie gentleman, whose resources could not bequeath him with the amber glow of humanity that arises out of the nobility of self-sacrifice for a worthy cause that is greater than oneself; the upholding of a socialist-nation-state.
>>809182Some fruits have irritants on their skin to counteract being eaten before ripening.
Some fruits are plain old poisonous before ripening.
Got a call from a place I send my CV, they told me they wont give me a position I applied for, but they have a shitty customer service job opening for me. I agreed to an interview out of desperation, I need money, but I cant fucking do this, I cant get another dead-end job that has fuck all to do with my degree, if I do I wont ever have a real career and Im fucking dead.
Also got invited for another interview for a shitty night shift job, that I however would like to get just because it would look better on my CV and potentially leave me time for further job search. However I am currently visiting my parents, and they sent the email to me today, interview is to be tomorrow, I requested different date but they still havent answered.
I hate this. I hate myself, I hate being a mentally ill freak that wasted every opportunity of getting his life together.
>>809221What is your degree?
>>809232You can be a teacher and then you will need only two roommates to afford rent.
>>809232Why did you do pursue psychology for a degree?
hi guys
>>809232Can't you just manipulate people into giving you jobs?
>>809233I am applying (among other things) for low level social work related positions that dont require any degree at all, but still failing at getting employed. Once I get employed I am signing up for additional courses and trainings, crisis intervention, therapy, but those can take years to complete, I need stable income first.
I dont know what to do, I dont want what I want to do. Something research related would be nice, but thats too competitive for anyone to hire failure like me.
>>809235I dont remember. I was a fuckup dropout desperately searching for something. I do read psychology and sociology literature in my free time, so its not like I have no interest in the field, but as a headcase myself it is hard getting people to give you a job. Child psychologist seems to have some demand, but they are not letting freak like me near kids, and I would like to professionally orient myself towards adults. Social issues, employenmet, homelessness, stuff like that. Pity I didnt study social work instead, those are highly in demand.
>>809237I cant do anything at all.
Ever since i was thrown into the schizo hole im struggling to see myself as a real adult human with rights. I function. I work. I will soon be off medication. Everything works well. But i still feel like i have been permanently placed into the "crazy guy whose opinions dont matter category"
I genuinely wish i went to a normal prison at least people would take me more seriously.
>>809240>Child psychologist seems to have some demand, but they are not letting freak like me near kids, and I would like to professionally orient myself towards adults. Social issues, employenmet, homelessness, stuff like that.Kids suffer from poverty, racismand homelessness as well. Kids aren’t aren’t all sheltered/ignorant of these things.
>Pity I didnt study social work instead, those are highly in demand.You can always work at homeless shelters, alternative schools, orphanages and the like.
>>809612At least adults are given more personhood in correctional facilities compared to juveniles.
Juvenile correctional facilities are worse.
>>809240>I am applying (among other things) for low level social work related positions that dont require any degree at all, but still failing at getting employed. Once I get employed I am signing up for additional courses and trainings, crisis intervention, therapy, but those can take years to complete, I need stable income first. I dont know what to do, I dont want what I want to do. Something research related would be nice, but thats too competitive for anyone to hire failure like me.
I seriously think we should have career training camps where people live off the land while being taught technical skills without the hassle that typical colleges bring.
Kinda like a retreat of sorts
>>809237That shit doesn’t work anymore.
>>809646Thats what im saying. The criminally insane are deemed "not responsible" "weak minded" and "lost" and when locked up the are "commited" not locked up and they are "treated" and not punishment. Its extremely patronizing language and when someone thinks of the insanity defense they thing of it as if you are "getting off easy" and getting to enjoy a cushy hospital stay even though that couldnt be further from reality. People have no idea what an being deemed not guilty by reason of insanity actually entails and what those places are like on the inside.
>>809094>I have some aunts and uncles that don't drink at all because of the Christian thing. My mom doesn't drink because she was raised Christian in a church that doesn't drink. You really must be from a foreign country because here in North America, even though most people are Christians, alcohol is treated like secondary soda.
Everyone drinks, man, woman, and teen.
My parents are from the Caribbean and the church ladies there don’t drink, which explains why they can look so good for their age past their thirties.
>My father sometimes caused problems getting a bit tipsy. Alcohol is really an evil drug, but I'm drinking right now so…. Definitely got to let the anger go before you let yourself get inebriated otherwise it'll make you do some crazy shit. It's such a crazy drug, you'll do and say things and not even remember them in a few hours lol.Yet, marijuana is treated like a scourge.
Alcohol is the only drug in the world that’s acceptable in the same sociophysical spaces as children. Granted that they’re kept in cabinets out of sight, but the fact is it’s still allowed to be stored in family settings
If someone were to say they keep mollies and weed locked away in a jar in their closet while having kids, people would riot.
Alcoholics are the most over-sympathized type of drug addict.
The only drug that’s allowed to be offered to it’s recovering victims
When was the last time you heard of family and friends offering crack towards a recovering basehead? Without being being seen as irresponsible?
>>809651Yep. And the people whom are allowed to work at those facilities have a track record of raping/drugging/assaulting minors, elderly, and mentally ill
>>809661Evangelicals also say that cheating is wrong yet a lot of them are often caught with extramarital partners that often younger than their spouse
Evangelicals preach a lot of things but that doesn’t mean theyre sincere.
I dont take their word very seriously
>>809659You cant even begin to imagine the sgit that goes on in there theres a lot of inmate on inmate rape too and it gets covered up. You got armed guards, commissary, bars on windows and barbed wire, yet people think of that shit as "treatment" and being "taken care of". Its infantilizing to those that had to go through that.
I don't think my mothers ever drank alcohol. She seemed very against while I was growing up. My father would drink at parties or buy a couple tall boys on a Friday or Saturday and drink after work. He stopped drinking in his mid 50s and hasn't drank since. I never drank and we rarely had alcohol in the house. Maybe that's why I look relatively young for my age. I'm 42 but I think I could pass for early or mid 20s. Although I am going gray but it's over a decade that gray hairs started appearing so it may be very gradual.
>>809612>Ever since i was thrown into the schizo hole im struggling to see myself as a real adult human with rights. >But i still feel like i have been permanently placed into the "crazy guy whose opinions dont matter category">I genuinely wish i went to a normal prison at least people would take me more seriously.I know what you mean anon. It's crazy that people think that experience is actually going to help anyone. I had the same feeling as you like I've been put into another category of citizenry for life. Actually I should've gotten SSI disability payments, from what some other people told me, it should've been no problem since I was involuntarily committed, but I guess I was too proud and that feels like I would be submitting to their judgement of me.
>>809669I've been to jail too, and let me tell you there is way less security in the "lockdown" units(at least vs. the times I was in jail.) They don't even have fucking doors on the rooms. Dudes can just run up on you anywhere anytime without anyone even seeing. Just sneak up into your room while you're sleeping at night.
>>809670>Maybe that's why I look relatively young for my age. I'm 42 but I think I could pass for early or mid 20s. Although I am going gray but it's over a decade that gray hairs started appearing so it may be very gradual.Maybe it’s also the fact that people use NW Europeans as the physiognomic standard for aging?
>>809672This is beyond involuntary commitment this is straight up a forensic unit within the prison complex that is for those found not guilty by reason of insanity. Its also in eastern europe on top of everything. When people imagine those places they imagine cushy american psych wards where you go after a suicide attempt for a month. This place is filled with people with multiple bodies to their name and is crawling with fleas and rats. Prison in all but name and no segregation between "patients". A guy whos in for stealing a bike sleeps in the same room as the guy who murdered his parents and raped their corpses.
>>809677I was in a lockdown unit which had a lot of prison veterans who were using the insanity thing to get out of prison or whatever. Yours sounds worse though.
>This place is filled with people with multiple bodies to their name and is crawling with fleas and rats. No rats but there was black mold all over the walls.
>A guy whos in for stealing a bike sleeps in the same room as the guy who murdered his parents and raped their corpses.Similar kind of disparities. I think it was mostly guys who were put in there for something violent but there were like a couple guys in there for suicidal things. So you have some real quiet sullen dudes mixed in with street fighting tweakers.
>>809677>>809682
>A guy whos in for stealing a bike sleeps in the same room as the guy who murdered his parents and raped their corpses.
>Similar kind of disparities. I think it was mostly guys who were put in there for something violent but there were like a couple guys in there for suicidal things. So you have some real quiet sullen dudes mixed in with street fighting tweakers.This is the one thing about prisons that Inhate first and foremost.
All crimes are treated as EXACTLY THE SAME!!!!
Which means that a petty thief with a moral conscience can be influenced by an actual degenerate who has tasted children and dead bodies.
Lads, Kofola is better than Coca-Cola. There, I said it.
Also, people who take photos of every dish they get in restaurants should be re-educated. It's annoying when you can't eat just because someone wants to photograph your food.
>>809696I thought foodies are only photographing their own dishes
Also what is Kofola?
The better comparison would be homemade fruit juice, like those street vendors that blend actual produce into a delicious shake
>>809902Sorry anon, maybe you can see if you can find a reseller.
Or, maybe you could email the organisers and ask if you can come still if you volunteer to set up/break down or whatever. Maybe a slim chance but worth a try right
>>809905Ill be keeping an eye on ticketswap. Right now there is a lot more demand than supply, but someone is bound to get sixk like a day before, right?
>>809902What kind of festival?
>>809911Music. Psy. And before someone points out I dont seem to enjoy myself much on those, I dont enjoy myself anywhere.
And this one actually seems more my style, the lineup leans dark/industrial.
every time I want to exercise, I experience this reticence, like something's holding me back from just fucking doing it, and I don't know why.
how the fuck do I deal with that shit? most of the time, once I start, I end up finishing no problem, but it's hard to overcome the initial hurdle of this hesitance that gives way to procrastination. sometimes, I'll start no problem, but then want to stop mid-way through, and I just don't understand why I can't be like other people who seem to just have the discipline to make themselves do it without much resistance.
(maybe other people do experience this reluctance too and have effective ways of dealing with it, so I defer to you)
>>809966SLOPPER NO SLOPPING.
>>809977The slop will continue until morale improves.
>>810007 handsome chihuahua very cool
I hate lumpeuyghurs
>>810545that dude has spent a whole minute and a half trying and failing to put on his shirt KURVA
Library closed entire week, so I probably wont get anything done, just waste my time fucking around on the internet. Makes the fact I didnt buy that festival ticket sting even worse, I have nothing else to do anyway!
One job interview tomorrow, another day after. Tomorrow is for some religious charity, hopefully they will be tactful enough to not bring up topic of faith.
>>810883Nothing, just long journey, long wait for transfer between trains, left in the morning, arrived in the evening.
>>810739The joke is that he is trying to put on pants.
>>809961What works for me is mixing it with some other pleasant activity. Like listening to audiobook or podcast while working out, or going for a run to a pastry shop across the city to buy a small treat. Also presence of pretty women helps, I always try extra hard when they are around, would feel embarrassed if for example they see me leave gym after mere 20 minutes (yes I do realise they arent paying attention to me, doesnt make a difference).
>>811485Sad but dont give up. Plenty of people have to go through multiple interviews before landing a job.
>>811721My chemicals are consistently balanced at a level of crushing misery.
>>811755are you eating healthy and exercising and socializing and shit?
>>811485>Got remark on my overeducatio nand on being long-term unemployedWHY DO THESE ASSHOLE COMPANIES EVEN CARE
and then assholes have the gall to tell you that NEETs just want to leech off society. NO BITCH SOCIETY SUCKS ASS AND DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING LET ME WORK AND MAKE MONEY TO HAVE A MEANINGFUL LIFE.
>>811761I think they don't really want to hire anybody unless you really eat their shit or something. I think job creators really see a job like a golden chalice that you need to be ever grateful that you even have one as opposed to it just being something that's necessary just to live in a society. And then when you don't have one they'll always gaslight about how easy it is to have and keep a job.
>>811762This.
>>811761Also this.
Older people love to cry about "youngsters don't wanna work anymore" yet these same mofos are also struggling to stay afloat themselves, crying about how society doesn't care about the elderly because nobody is hiring for them
>>811761Because it means you're not desperate enough/already accustomed to 5+ years of non stop work.
They also dislike if you constantly change companies, because it either mean you get fired or you have no "loyalty"
I just can't stop arguing with the schizo juche poster on leftypol, whenever I see his easy recognizable posts I just have to start arguing with him
>>811866This parody sounds more sad than the original
>>779711I genuinely might be going schizo, everytime i go outside my cranium is pestered with advertisements. Everything requires me being treated like complete cattle. I walk the streets trying to enjoy the city only for me to see ad after ad after ad. Be they obvious or just a logo wherever the fuck the particular corpo wants it to be. In nature I find some peace, but even that is interrupted by the suburban hellscapes and the constantly worsening climate. The new normal is that there are entire weeks where hiking is not possible due to the fact it is dangerous(not uncomfortable) to go out into nature. More and more sandy desert, less and less forests.
I cannot go into shopping centers without getting nauseous from the amount of slop that is everywhere. The product has gone from being a thing to being a promise, which of course is just a pornographic dream of whatever image the corpo wants to sell.
I try and use the web, personal stuff, banking, you know? The type of stuff that should've become much better to use with the advent of the web. Only for google to constantly rape my eyes with reminders that I should add X, add Y, add MFA which is already there, but now they want an email too. I just want to use one secure password for the service, why the fuck do I need to have multiple fail safes just because the requirements for a strong password are comically underwhelming.
I try to use my bank, only for it to require me to use my login password after I already logged in just to view some info. Any kind of usage of anything just seems so alien to me. I already have an awful relationship with having any meaningful emotional attachment, and now that too is going away little by little.
I look at people too, and they just seem like cattle to me, majority at least. And not in a way that is "oh man Im such a cool as fucking commie them libs are stopid sheeple", but more so "what the fuck are you do you mean kobe" way. How can people actually accept this? In a casual manner where every single service that surrounds them is both shit to use and shit to the user.
I am lonely, I want to cry because I simply cannot attach myself to anything. Due to my constant moving I have never formed meaningful relationships, I dont have an org, and in the future half decade Im unlikely to have the chance to participate in one. I do read theory, and I support anyone in organizing, be they even Marxist-Trotskyist-Maoist or whatever the fuck. But I am outside, not in the circle.
My enjoyment of life has diminished so much that I practically do not know when was the last time I was actually happy. Not just enjoying the moment or giggling, but actually joyous. Nowadays I ponder that if anyone close to me dies, I might pretend to cry, but not truly be sad. I imagine my loved ones getting absolutely obliterated in front of me, but except for shock there are no emotions. I just want to feel things, not to just enjoy or savour, but to feel. To be sad, happy, and everything inbetween. To have some kind of attachment without it feeling artificial or like rape.
>>811950Take your bicycle
>>812257The criticism about advertising and MFA for banking is justified but everything else sounds like cliche whining about “it’s not cool like it used to be”
>>813444If you don't get the job the company has no reason to waste their time letting you know. Just try not to think about it once you submit something or do an interview, you can't impact what they decide.
>>813444If you are a fat woman, consider losing weight:
>>813350 >>813445But these were a non-profit organisations, I just expected a little more humanity from them. Woldnt think of it twice if these were standard corporate jobs, but here not even sending a rejection email? I just cant shake a feeling I did something wrong.
>>813448Non profits can be just as bad as corpo jobs or worse. They take advantage of people willing to break their backs for a social good, and use them up and spit them out (not all, but many).
You shouldn't expect any special humanity from them, they are still staffed by the same kind of evil HR people as other jobs
>>813448Also I'm sure they didn't intentionally not send an email just to fuck with you, they just didn't get round to it, or forgot or whatever, it's not about you
whose watching the eclipse omg
>>813720couldne't see shit
>>813583So gore is allowed as long as it’s drawn
Curious
>>813460This. I’m fact I hear a lot of NPOs have the bosses pocketing the money
3 years ago, after collage, I moved to a new place in hopes of finding employnment in my field. Failed, got stuck in a dead end shit job for two years, left to find something better, and now I am almost a year unemployed. Over time I just kept lowering and lowering my requirements, and it doesnt matter, nobody is hiring me. My saving are finally running dry. I do t know what to do. I wish I didnt have parents so I could just kill myself.
Ill have to make a fake CV, get rid of my degree from it, make some warehouse job up instead, so I can get hired for some manual labour, if that. I wish I could at least find something part time, but those are all taken by students.
3 years of my life wasted, life savings gone, and all I achieved is becoming unemployable. I am thinking of moving back to my parents but what would I do there? I cant find job in a region with lowest unemplyment in a country, in my rural village Ill be fucked forever.
>>814017time to leave the country, for better pastures.
Losing my fucking mind.
>>814017Whose the handsome hunk in the pic you posted? And what did you study for in college?
Also, part time work is taken by students because they have to pay their way
>>814020This. There’s a reason why emigration has always been a thing
>>814069Isn't that Johan Liebert from the Monster anime/manga? He's the main villain in the story I think.
>>814067Dont tell its going to be fine, why would it be fine, I thought it would, it has no reason not to be I mean how much could I possibly fuck up, people like me arent supposed to fall this low, and yet here we are.
>>814069Psychology. I already wrote about it here, this whole thread is littered by my blogposts.
Today while job searching I got a panic attack, hyperventilating, started crying. I see no way out. Why do other people manage to do fine and I fail at everything?
I'm 28 years old and have never cooked anything more complex than a hamburger. I basically subsist off Doordash and Soylent. I'm surprised I made it so far tbh.
>>814089What kind of hamburgers do you make?
>>814092Salted and peppered beef on a bun.
>>814086>Psychology. I already wrote about it here, this whole thread is littered by my blogposts. Ahhh. No offense but, why did you expect any job openings for that degree? They’re not as in demand as for engineering or medicine.
>Today while job searching I got a panic attack, hyperventilating, started crying. I see no way out. Why do other people manage to do fine and I fail at everything?There’s always gonna be a minority of people that have everything flop for them no matter what they do.
>>814181>Ahhh. No offense but, why did you expect any job openings for that degree?Why wouldnt I, other people managed it. I thought I could too.
>There’s always gonna be a minority of people that have everything flop for them no matter what they do.Yeah, and I would like to cease to be member of that minority.
>>814654Cute.
>>814086>future psychologist has panic attacksincredibly in character, also not getting a job has nothing to do with personal failure you moron,I swear even "leftists" end up believing in karmic nonsense when their life doesn't go well.
>>814655>other people managed itlook up survivorship bias
>>814655>Why wouldnt I, other people managed it. I thought I could too.Those people are a minority
>>814660>incredibly in character, also not getting a job has nothing to do with personal failure you moron,I swear even "leftists" end up believing in karmic nonsense when their life doesn't go well.Well, people on here think not getting a gf is a sign of personal failure and will blame electronics or lack of peer pressure.
>look up survivorship biasThis
>>815003the problem is that the whole web sucks nowadays. sponsors and big tech have ruined every facet of what made it special and so unique. there's no more creativity, no more human interaction (even back a decade ago most of internet traffic was bots, if anything you're arguing with them daily today), no strive for anything that doesn't give you any sort of profit, no matter how minimal it is. going online and making things used to be a hobby, now its just soulless garbage and get rich quick schemes. capitalism ruining everything that's fun.
>>815035yes very true and I have nothing to add other than I didn't want to circlejerk and thus didn't want to reply but also I felt compelled to give you a response nevertheless.
I once had a coworker, over 10 years ago now, who had told me that for $14,000 I could help get one of his female cousins cross over the border from Mexico. Now obviously he mentioned that as a means to acquire myself a woman but I wondered how that would work out? I mean I lived and continue to live with my parents and what if she ended up not liking me? I suppose in a situation like that if you lay down the cash you've bought most of her affection for you and considering her situation she would've just accepted at least for a bit until she could get her life in order and she decided to leave me. Hmm I wonder?
lol I'm starting to have anxiety attacks at the prospect of the work day, it's so pathetic. i can barely stand working any more and my productivity goes down every day
worst part is that if I get fired or quit nothing terrible will happen, I have a roof and family, but I am not sure I'd ever recover from that setback, I lucked out majorly into this current job, where I can still get stuff done despite being completely dysfunctional, but now even that is slipping away…
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>>815399Still 3 more posts to go!
>>815412Wait what is this dark magic, why did it not bump.
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