/siberia/ - Off-topic

I tried to watch an anime movie allegedly made for adults that I missed in my youth the other day (it was free on Pluto), and I can concretely say that the mere sight of an image drawn by Japanese hands sends my stomach into knots. The visceral wrongness of it all is too strong.

ever since i left fandom spaces i felt mentally better than i was for the past couple of months to perhaps 2 to 3 years or so mainly cause of the furry fandom but also because of fandom discourse appearing around the morality of drawings on my feed too as well as being on social media. i tried giving roblox fandoms a chance but i gave up and stuck to furry. but the amount of puritanism, reactionaries, and modern day burned furs in the fandom ruined my mental health further so i left the fandom and decided to focus on my interests ever since. i also quit social media as well, deleted my xitter account, and used tumblr and bluesky less now (not like i was planning to use the latter to begin with). i also left the art community as well despite me being an artist myself and put more focus on art as a hobby than as a commodity just to form an online platform. i’m still planning to have some sort of platform, but it will mostly be random stuff cause it’s my platform after all, and i can do whatever the fuck i want to do with it. esp if i gained 34k subscribers/followers (which i dont have but it would probably be interesting or nice to have at some point in the future). despite communities being a complicated topic and “it just depends idk man” thing cause niche communities tend to be way better in my experience. and art is a fun hobby or tool to entertain yourself and others. to me, it felt like modern day fandoms, art and bigger “communities” are a result of capitalism, and reactionary culture/sub cultures invading spaces, and fandoms started off in the past as something revolutionary a step towards feminism. but that’s just me i guess, and i don’t even know what the fuck am i talking about, im just a jaded retard on the internet using leftypol as a place to complain and share my struggles. what do i know much about politics anyways

Take care of your pets homies and spend time with them. I feel bad for neglecting them often and taking their neediness lately as them trying to annoy me when actually they were suffering due to cancer. Now I have to put them to sleep soon

Daily reminder that most NTs will always hate autists on a subconscious level no matter how hard you try to "mask". Don't let the bad NTs and the crabs (e.g. Gregs) tear you down.
I will NOT:
>mask
>engage in small talk
>look you in the eye
>keep up with the latest fashion and trends
I WILL:
>stim and fidget in public
>infodump about special interests
>walk on my toes
>speak in a flat affect
>have meltdowns whenever I am inconvenienced by normies in the slightest
>be my authentic self and you WILL put up with it

Link to at least one website you didn't know about prior to today. If you don't have one, open up a new tab and explore until you find one.

>Go to university campus laundrette
>Put clothes in to machine
>Costs 2.60…
>Come back 40 minutes later
<Accidentally picked the only machine that doesn't automatically dispense detergent without noticing

Fml

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It’s okay to punch Nazis.
It’s okay to punch Nazis.

How many people did Mao ACTUALLY kill?
We always hear capitalists say “mAo zEdOnG kIlLeD A bAjIlLiOn pEoPlE!” And I’m pretty sure that Mao didn’t kill as much as everyone says he did. But I know that whether justified or not, intentional or unintentional, he did kill some people just like every world leader and I am asking what the real number is?

Angloids will seethe, retards will deny, the French will rejoice, he was absolutly right on every fucking point. Paul Cambon did nothing wrong !