Today I got a haircut to look more presentable in hypothetical job interviews I wish to attend. Had long hair past shoulders, now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness. Unfortunately I am yet to shed the winter bulk, so it will be some time before I can attempt to present myself before a woman.
Tomorrow I am to spend entire day sending CVs, the only respite being cooking tasty lunch at noon. My current life cope plan is finding employment, even if it is just something part time, then sorting out health insurance, getting referral for clinical psychiatrist from general practitioner (and getting a lump I found checked), work on my portfolio (which I should have been doing for last two years, and yet here we are), find a real job I can make a career out of, move out of shithole apartment I live in (with little great luck I might even find sufficiently well paying job to do this after step 1).
>>777077Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive? Like for example during night, but it is now too late to do anything? Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow. Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when. Start a day by getting small thing that take little time and effort done. Also make time for some pleasurable activity in the evening, so you have something to look forward to. That is very important. Look up some events you wish to attend, activities you wish to do in the future. Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.
>>777160If it is ok to ask, how old are you? I am deeply insecure about still not having my life in order at my age, so I wonder what situation other people are in.