/siberia/ - Off-topic

>>729726
>Also I just have no idea how to meet women as an adult.
I keep saying, to the shut-in guys is they should focus on making more friends first. Just try befriending people. If you can't handle making friends with random people, there is no way you have the social skills to date.

>>729732
And if you have friends, they will try to set you up with tgeir single friends often.

>>729732
Fair enough, though I've never been good at befriending people either.
I'm starting to think I was destined to be alone.

Hi /srg/ im here to ask if im the asshole
>be living with gf as a bum, no job, gf works and makes about six figures. doesn't go far because canada
>we're playing minecraft, a beta mod
>it's actually going pretty good. this is her first time ever playing the game
>we find diamonds on the first day

>i reside in-game about 400 in-game meters away; this is like a three-minute journey across a waterfront and around a bend into an inlet, basically.
>gf made house next to spawn
>gf has spent almost entire session of like an hour and a half digging to the bottom of the map, creating her own little mineshaft in the process
>i decided to create a new home for myself about 800 in-game meters away, which would be an about six-minute journey from where my gf resided
>finish house, very proud of it.

>decide i want to show gf house before pushing to invite her to see my house
>gf arises from her house
>this is where shit goes down
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>>729700
I don't avoid women. but I do deny them my essence. women see men, and they seek the essence

Rei

I dreamt of a black scorpion with red legs and tail stinging me in the neck. I saw someone on a porch and asked him if he could look at my neck. He invited me inside and his living room was furnished as a dentist's clinic. He wrote me a letter, on brown paper with a felt-tip pen, and told me to bring it to the nearest hospital. I asked him if it was okay to do that tomorrow as I am not in the mood to go to the hospital today, and he told me that it's okay, if I don't mind dying tonight.

We were in a high rise that should not have been open but the maintenance workers let us in and when the cops arrived they smuggled us out. We were like 40 people and I have no idea why we wanted to be there.

i like the series Korvessa Kulkevi. makes me see Christianity as a form of conformity

I had a dream in third person. I was researching fascism, when it occurred to me, I never knew what the exactly the fasci (yes fasci not fasces) was and what is was for. So I went to Wikipedia, looked up fasci, and learned that it wasn't a weapon but a Roman ceremonial-olympic sport thing. The dream then became a screen recording of the Wikipedia page.
The fasci was made by taking a halberd-hammer thing and surrounding the staff with 5 or 6 pieces of wood, almost the same length as the staff, leaving a bit sticking out for both ends. Then, another layer of of wood 12 or 13 sticks are added and securing the bundle with a specific material. (The numbers are important but I can't remember what they actually were and I can't remember what the specific material was.) The thing about the fasci was that is was long, I think longer than a telephone pole. The sport involved participants standing the fasci upright, with the halberd facing forward and the hammer facing the athlete. The athlete would then step back and let it fall. The fasci would fall according to the "qualification" (For a lack of better words, the connotation of the "word" (When reading in dreams, I don't see comprehensible writing, I just get the feeling of a word.) is more mystical. Kind of like a chosen one but not destined one) of the athlete. If the athlete was qualified, the fasci would fall forward and cut a "thing of wood." (I don't know what that was really.) If the athlete was unqualified, the fasci would fall back, and the hammer would smash the athlete into a puddle. The Wikipage had three images in the margin. For some reason, it was in that medieval European art style and the athletes looked like peasants. The first one was a long image with the athlete standing up the fasci. The second one was a wide image and had the athlete qualify. It showed the fasci fall forward and cut the "thing of wood." (Not at all sure what that was) The third one was also a wide image. It depicted an unqualified athlete. The hammer of the fasci was laying in a puddle of blood. No pulp. Somehow, the Medieval artist were able to capture the motion in their image, and that, combined with all I found out, made me laugh IRL, while asleep. The dream then returned to thrid person, focusing on my face. My expression was that of a person who wouldn't mind learning more about this but was satisfied with what I had learned. FIN~

A trainspeople was explaining to me in detail how the government fucked them over by buying cheap ass trains.

What keeps me going is the possibility that cryonics works and I get to live in a utopian far future. Suicide would prevent this if my brain is physically destroyed.

I have a small but very close friend group. I know it's hard as fuck, but making friends is the best way to do it, I was only ever suicidal during my most isolated times.

I feel like years of drowning out panic and life going to shit with pirated minecraft MCMMO servers put my brain into First Person mode one day after repeating the same mind numbing task one too many times and now I just focus on goals rather than feel sad about shit beyond my immediate capacity to deal with, and that let me get a decent grip on the wheel of my life into doing okay enough to not panic all day anymore.

Like I used to be suicidally depressed at a young age, but somewhere allong the way that turned into "oh okay, brain's outta juice, gotta dethrottle and reschedule some stuff." and I have strategies to recover faster I've accumulated over the years.

Also, I don't know if there's a term for this but I feel like I burned out some of my more self-deleterious emotions like anger and sadness, like I can still feel them but just sorta watered down and not for very long. Don't know why I didn't become a sociopath given that, guess there's more to it than that.

>>727990
Get off of social media. Interact with people outside. I mean it. Do it.

>>727990
The media and leftoid academics/activists have seemingly been trying to negatively polarize white people into being Nazis for quite a few years by now. Hope they're happy with the results. Also props to the propagandist who was able to popularize flat earth. He must've won a bet with his fellow deep state influencers.

>>727990

why is the cia asking this question? i’m gen z and bullied nazis before. i even saw self proclaimed “leftists” attract unironic actual into their posts than actual leftists themselves

>>727991
Might have something to do with the genocide and our governments subservience to them

cuz material conditions are getting worse wym. in other words the treats are running out.

>>728704
dont forget the sign on bonus, student loan relief, and the possibility of beating up random people and getting away with it

an indian man got a tattoo of mrbeast in hopes that he would be invited to win money on his show

>>729684
I don't want homie to die, but he deserves some acid thrown on thay tat and then punched in the face hard enough that he's concussed.

>>729684
to make it worse he's actually soyfacing

>>729680
Nationalism is a cult of personality.
There is an American nation. Americanism as well as any nationalism is simply the impression of that cult of personality on the masses.
The quality of a british patty, a german cheese and meat, and african-american barbecue method adapted from a Native-American cooking method doesn't matter: all that matters is the American cult of personality grabbed these items and said it was American.
Same for the qualities of whiteness and so on.
(I'm not going to argue whether race itself is real or not, but IMHO racial question doesn't amount to much until those aspects are consolidated and affected by a cult of personality–only then do white people make much of whiteness, not that they weren't somewhat qualified by it before and might even quarrel over it like race nationalists would say).

>>729681
That’s pretty much true

America very obviously has a culture and it is the dominant culture on Earth. The "America has no culture!" Meme is so dumb. Just say it's bad but it obviously exists.

Like if you say America has no culture because it's only 250 years old, are you going to say the USSR had no culture because it didn't even make it to 100? Or was USSR culture just Russian culture? No you can invent a new

>>729147
Hobsbawm, Age of Revolution

>>729196
Does this mean more incels existed back then?

It was the philosophy of the time, based on the homonculus concept, I believe. People back then really thought sperm contained tiny preformed men.

>>729145
isnt because of christianity? i remember reading somewhere that the reason babies look so fucking ugly in medieval paintings is because jesus was born looking like an adult because he is perfect and never changed or whatever, so thats why paintings depicting him (and "normal" babies as well) look like a alchoholic divorced father

either that or im tripping

>>729576
yes this is correct,since most portraits were of biblical figures or nobles close to the church,they wanted the babies to be depicted like Jesus was.
Also before the renaissance portraits weren't about mirroring someone,but about being a representation of them,just like symbols can be associated with certain figures

>>729600
This hyperbole is reactionary. only the bourgeoisie is scared of noises ! !
>>729591
You are describing corporate pop music thats not gorenoise

>>728577
Theres actual head-exploding music but it's not hyperpop or breakcore lmao
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Danger_music

I can't really explain why someone would use loud or intense music to relax but I do it too, only with black metal instead.
I guess the loudness really does help filter all the external over stimulation autist mfs like me and OP get.

>>728577
I just took a massive shit. Does this mean I have autism or ADHD?

It's hypnotic. That's all there is to it.

>>729653
if you recorded yourself doing it to listen to it later,yes