>>731390im not a chronic daydreamer anymore, that's the problem. i know what i want, i know what has to be done to achieve it, and im doing it, but the road is long and the path is hard, and i have so little time, and so little energy now. i already feel so old compared to when i was younger.
honestly when i wrote that post i was feeling really down because i was thinking of my ex-girlfriend. after 2 years i still cant find anyone who makes me feel like she made me feel (at least anyone who wants to date me).
sometimes i really feel like ill never find anybody, especially the hyper-specific person my heart keeps telling me i should look for. i feel like we all have this problem though, we all have ridiculously fantastically desires and standards and that's the real reason we're all so lonely.