/siberia/ - Off-topic

>>777632
If singing changed anything, they'd make it illegal

>>777634
>if singing changed anything
Singing gave Estonia independence from the Soviet Union

>>777635
I was making a reference, but thank you for that

>>777637
yr welcome <3

>>777613
>the capitalists, control everything.. What can you do?
Capitalists control nothing. Its the workers they hired who run the show.

>>777381
tacos anon, tacos

stop posting my wife, lum

The woods are dangerous m8. Like your taco keyboard.

>>777587
Whoops

I dont get it.

Good luck with the hrt and never kill yourself

See you later, space cowgirl…

>>777628
honk honk ogey :3
don't 4get dat if u ebar need a sperm donor den let me kno desu :D
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Until then. Don't forget you're here forever!

>>775027
Okay how about your dad or random homeless dude?

>>775027
Just install grindr (bad) or go on IRC (private and based) to find 40 and 50-year-old men who want to do it

I actually meant anyone*

*who is attractive

>>772092
You don't want us, we'll die sad and alone and you're either only talking about attractive Far-Left men or are just some man trying to fuck with other men for weird sexual reasons. Please just let us suffer in peace.

>>772092
Sorry OP but my penis is chudette pussy ONLY!

I've been told that I often look down or away not directly at people. I remember about this female cousin was asking about my love life, which is nonexistent, and she was asking me if I was flirting with anyone at work and she said something like do you just stare at the floor all the time. I don't know if she meant it like literally or just alluding to what it is I actually do because she seemed somewhat surprised that I didn't even have someone to flirt with. I remember she also asked if I was just quiet or timid. That confused me because I thought it might the same thing but she said it's not. I've never diagnosed with anything though.

>>777546
Same, I used to not look people in the eyes when talking to them, then I read somewhere I should, so for years I just kept staring people straight in the eyes with no interruption for the entire conversation, until years later I figured out I should follow the maintain eye contact for 60% of the time rule.

>>777546
oh thats why people think im creepy

Do you think it is wrong for neurotypical actors to play Autistic Characters?
As an Autistic person my self as a kid I thought it was the Autistic version of blackface but I have since loosened my condemnation depending on the support needs of the character and the tactfulness of the Character.

>>777619
I mean, without rainman, autism wouldn't be as well known as a condition today. Yeah, Dustin Hoffman plays a very specific type of savant, that doesn't really align with most autistic people, but those savants do exist in real life and I think he did a fine job.

You're a pawn of the elite, the only sensible action would be to do the inevitable, in your case.

Maybe getting a job, especially a later shift or night shift and just staying away from people as much as possible. Just accepting it and move on or try to anyways.

>21 with no future
you should kill yourself not because it's over but because you are extremely stupid

>>777609
Youre barely adult how about you focus on studying or getting a job and meet people there.

cartoon séxo

>>773551
Bald Grace

bump

Why can’t we be friends?

Today I got a haircut to look more presentable in hypothetical job interviews I wish to attend. Had long hair past shoulders, now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness. Unfortunately I am yet to shed the winter bulk, so it will be some time before I can attempt to present myself before a woman.

Tomorrow I am to spend entire day sending CVs, the only respite being cooking tasty lunch at noon. My current life cope plan is finding employment, even if it is just something part time, then sorting out health insurance, getting referral for clinical psychiatrist from general practitioner (and getting a lump I found checked), work on my portfolio (which I should have been doing for last two years, and yet here we are), find a real job I can make a career out of, move out of shithole apartment I live in (with little great luck I might even find sufficiently well paying job to do this after step 1).

>>777077
Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive? Like for example during night, but it is now too late to do anything? Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow. Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when. Start a day by getting small thing that take little time and effort done. Also make time for some pleasurable activity in the evening, so you have something to look forward to. That is very important. Look up some events you wish to attend, activities you wish to do in the future. Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.

>>777160
If it is ok to ask, how old are you? I am deeply insecure about still not having my life in order at my age, so I wonder what situation other people are in.

>>777540
>now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness.
I think in general that length of haircut is generally cute, long hair is more "beautiful" rather than cute
>find a real job I can make a career out of
What would you like it to be?

>Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive?
This is actually not the problem. I am not depressed and most days I am optimist about this being the day I finally become productive. And in the cases I do get going I can focus quite sometime
>Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when.
I have done dozens of these, and I still make them in class, since I am always very optimistic about the moment I get home
>Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.
I actually like studying, I like studying in itself and the benefits. The thing is that I also procrastinate my hobbies/pleasure activities, like downloading new games, playing them and watching movies/series. These eastern I was proud I was able to watch 5 chapters of anime (Soul Eater) a day
>Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow.
I will try this

The problem is more about starting the activity, not because I am tired and can't get up. But because I am very curious about what I am reading or because I want to see if I find something interesting (the times I come here or browser lobsters) or because I don't know how to close the browser or the computer

>third week of paid leave on, already feeling purposeless, missing work
Am I mentally raped

>>777540
I am 33

>>777581
If you genuinely liked your work and do nothing but doomscroll and procrastinate (and are spooked into thinking this is a waste of your time even tho you enjoy it) I can see it

>>777564
>>777566
These international businessmen, the same families who exploited everyone with their capital way back (and who are also pedophiles as you know), cannot ever be punished for their crimes because they are so powerful. And we allow them this power.

Really, Americans, allow them this power because they're the only ones who can stop and/or destabilize this order of things.

>>777568
mmmmm OH MRS ANONYMOUS RIGHT THERE

>>777556
By realizing that animals are even worse than humans.

https://benthams.substack.com/p/against-biodiversity

>For example, there’s an organism called the new world screwworm that that lays magots in the flesh of their victims, causing almost incomprehensible amounts of agony as the maggots eat their way out from the inside. These worms also tend to live pretty short lives of intense suffering. So when we got rid of the new world screwworm in north America—ridding the continent of a miserable animal that reproduces by torturing other animals—I think that was a great thing!

>>777577
Life seems like a scam..