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I have been having suicidal thoughts for a while now, with it being intense during the summer where I basically isolated myself from others. For a while I thought that I no longer had such thoughts but sadly they have been reappering.

I feel demotivated nowadays from doing anything I should do or want to do, I want to be with others, to connect with other people, but I'm simultaneously disgusted by them either for being ignorant or for being unreasonably angry, and despite having many plans and stuff I want to do in the future, I want to end it all.

I don't want to give more detail but all of this and more has made me want to die. I feel sad and angry, and I don't know how to deal with these feelings. Any advice?

What keeps me going is the possibility that cryonics works and I get to live in a utopian far future. Suicide would prevent this if my brain is physically destroyed.

I have a small but very close friend group. I know it's hard as fuck, but making friends is the best way to do it, I was only ever suicidal during my most isolated times.

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I feel like years of drowning out panic and life going to shit with pirated minecraft MCMMO servers put my brain into First Person mode one day after repeating the same mind numbing task one too many times and now I just focus on goals rather than feel sad about shit beyond my immediate capacity to deal with, and that let me get a decent grip on the wheel of my life into doing okay enough to not panic all day anymore.

Like I used to be suicidally depressed at a young age, but somewhere allong the way that turned into "oh okay, brain's outta juice, gotta dethrottle and reschedule some stuff." and I have strategies to recover faster I've accumulated over the years.

Also, I don't know if there's a term for this but I feel like I burned out some of my more self-deleterious emotions like anger and sadness, like I can still feel them but just sorta watered down and not for very long. Don't know why I didn't become a sociopath given that, guess there's more to it than that.



 

Why do you think Nazism is on the rise?
Why do you think zoomers are becoming Nazis now? Because every zoomer is now either a Groyper or a Hasanabihead.
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>>727990
Get off of social media. Interact with people outside. I mean it. Do it.

>>727990
The media and leftoid academics/activists have seemingly been trying to negatively polarize white people into being Nazis for quite a few years by now. Hope they're happy with the results. Also props to the propagandist who was able to popularize flat earth. He must've won a bet with his fellow deep state influencers.

>>727990

why is the cia asking this question? i’m gen z and bullied nazis before. i even saw self proclaimed “leftists” attract unironic actual into their posts than actual leftists themselves

>>727991
Might have something to do with the genocide and our governments subservience to them

cuz material conditions are getting worse wym. in other words the treats are running out.



 

It seems Trump's not the only embarrassing dictator around.



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With a few exceptions all forms of nationalism are bad, but what makes American nationalism bad is that America is not a nation, it’s a state but there is no nation because America has no culture because as a vast settler colonialist entity it is too diverse to have a culture, in fact multiculturalism is our culture. This is why American nationalism is inherently white supremacist, because the only American nation that they think exists is “White people speaking English eating burger and wearing pants and shirt.” Thats when it bothers me when hogs say shit like “iMmIgRaNtS nEeD tO ASSimIlaTe iF tHeY wAnNa bE iN tHiS CUNTry!!!”

>>729680
Nationalism is a cult of personality.
There is an American nation. Americanism as well as any nationalism is simply the impression of that cult of personality on the masses.
The quality of a british patty, a german cheese and meat, and african-american barbecue method adapted from a Native-American cooking method doesn't matter: all that matters is the American cult of personality grabbed these items and said it was American.
Same for the qualities of whiteness and so on.
(I'm not going to argue whether race itself is real or not, but IMHO racial question doesn't amount to much until those aspects are consolidated and affected by a cult of personality–only then do white people make much of whiteness, not that they weren't somewhat qualified by it before and might even quarrel over it like race nationalists would say).

>>729681
That’s pretty much true

America very obviously has a culture and it is the dominant culture on Earth. The "America has no culture!" Meme is so dumb. Just say it's bad but it obviously exists.

Like if you say America has no culture because it's only 250 years old, are you going to say the USSR had no culture because it didn't even make it to 100? Or was USSR culture just Russian culture? No you can invent a new



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They are like tiny adults!
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>>729147
Hobsbawm, Age of Revolution

>>729196
Does this mean more incels existed back then?

It was the philosophy of the time, based on the homonculus concept, I believe. People back then really thought sperm contained tiny preformed men.

>>729145
isnt because of christianity? i remember reading somewhere that the reason babies look so fucking ugly in medieval paintings is because jesus was born looking like an adult because he is perfect and never changed or whatever, so thats why paintings depicting him (and "normal" babies as well) look like a alchoholic divorced father

either that or im tripping

>>729576
yes this is correct,since most portraits were of biblical figures or nobles close to the church,they wanted the babies to be depicted like Jesus was.
Also before the renaissance portraits weren't about mirroring someone,but about being a representation of them,just like symbols can be associated with certain figures



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What's the material explanation behind this phenomena?
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>>729600
This hyperbole is reactionary. only the bourgeoisie is scared of noises ! !
>>729591
You are describing corporate pop music thats not gorenoise

>>728577
Theres actual head-exploding music but it's not hyperpop or breakcore lmao
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Danger_music

I can't really explain why someone would use loud or intense music to relax but I do it too, only with black metal instead.
I guess the loudness really does help filter all the external over stimulation autist mfs like me and OP get.

>>728577
I just took a massive shit. Does this mean I have autism or ADHD?

It's hypnotic. That's all there is to it.

>>729653
if you recorded yourself doing it to listen to it later,yes



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I love the implication that MrBeast bought land that Trump sold violating tribal sovereignty.
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What's the Doge purchase? Why east Tennessee?

>>729625
Yeah it is

>tribal sovereignty
amerilards truly believe private property is "good" when its nonwhite

>>729649
Ziggerjeets really think that they are white so they get angry on the smallest things on behalf of white people

>>729649
>amerilards truly believe private property is "good" when its nonwhite
What a dumb take. I can’t tell if you are American or not but if you are not you should not be taking such a bold stance on the racial issues of our country without looking into it properly. The reservation system is not private property, they are sub-national sovereign regions for the indigenous tribes after their land was stolen. Of course many of the leaders of the indigenous nations don’t care about their own people and just use the reservations as a way to get around gambling laws and would throw tribal members under the bus and let corporations use their land for lithium mines but still, it’s all they got so tribal sovereignty is a good thing.



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New levels of retardation have been reached that were never thought possible
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>>729262
I mean


>>729262
worse,the company got fined 12 million because of that,for false advertising
>>729286
honestly surprising that it only got used 12 times,for meme-tier money (everything below 500$) when it was on tv

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Imagine being the boyfriend of an egirl and getting to have sex all the time while she cosplays cute characters.

I don't buy it, they did not like the results so they "lost" the key.



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I hate mainstream rw degenerates and I hope they die soon(Rule 15)

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>>728898
total fascist death cannot come sooner

You lost bucko

Totally Fine Day = Total Fascist Death



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I did not use inspect element to demonstrate wishful thinking.

>>728162
mamdani if he was based

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>>728956
>Based on what
BASED ON YOUR MOM!

>>728969
the delusional american fetus award goes to….



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