/siberia/ - Off-topic

Today I got a haircut to look more presentable in hypothetical job interviews I wish to attend. Had long hair past shoulders, now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness. Unfortunately I am yet to shed the winter bulk, so it will be some time before I can attempt to present myself before a woman.

Tomorrow I am to spend entire day sending CVs, the only respite being cooking tasty lunch at noon. My current life cope plan is finding employment, even if it is just something part time, then sorting out health insurance, getting referral for clinical psychiatrist from general practitioner (and getting a lump I found checked), work on my portfolio (which I should have been doing for last two years, and yet here we are), find a real job I can make a career out of, move out of shithole apartment I live in (with little great luck I might even find sufficiently well paying job to do this after step 1).

>>777077
Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive? Like for example during night, but it is now too late to do anything? Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow. Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when. Start a day by getting small thing that take little time and effort done. Also make time for some pleasurable activity in the evening, so you have something to look forward to. That is very important. Look up some events you wish to attend, activities you wish to do in the future. Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.

>>777160
If it is ok to ask, how old are you? I am deeply insecure about still not having my life in order at my age, so I wonder what situation other people are in.

>>777540
>now they are neck length. Makes me look surprisingly cute, especially considering I am way past the age of cuteness.
I think in general that length of haircut is generally cute, long hair is more "beautiful" rather than cute
>find a real job I can make a career out of
What would you like it to be?

>Are there parts of day when you have energy and motivation to be productive?
This is actually not the problem. I am not depressed and most days I am optimist about this being the day I finally become productive. And in the cases I do get going I can focus quite sometime
>Write down a timetable for the next day, what to do and when.
I have done dozens of these, and I still make them in class, since I am always very optimistic about the moment I get home
>Motivation is mostly about delayed gratification, find your gratification.
I actually like studying, I like studying in itself and the benefits. The thing is that I also procrastinate my hobbies/pleasure activities, like downloading new games, playing them and watching movies/series. These eastern I was proud I was able to watch 5 chapters of anime (Soul Eater) a day
>Then try to do whatever prep you can fit in to make tasks easier for tomorrow.
I will try this

The problem is more about starting the activity, not because I am tired and can't get up. But because I am very curious about what I am reading or because I want to see if I find something interesting (the times I come here or browser lobsters) or because I don't know how to close the browser or the computer

>third week of paid leave on, already feeling purposeless, missing work
Am I mentally raped

>>777540
I am 33

>>777581
If you genuinely liked your work and do nothing but doomscroll and procrastinate (and are spooked into thinking this is a waste of your time even tho you enjoy it) I can see it

>>777564
>>777566
These international businessmen, the same families who exploited everyone with their capital way back (and who are also pedophiles as you know), cannot ever be punished for their crimes because they are so powerful. And we allow them this power.

Really, Americans, allow them this power because they're the only ones who can stop and/or destabilize this order of things.

>>777568
mmmmm OH MRS ANONYMOUS RIGHT THERE

>>777556
By realizing that animals are even worse than humans.

https://benthams.substack.com/p/against-biodiversity

>For example, there’s an organism called the new world screwworm that that lays magots in the flesh of their victims, causing almost incomprehensible amounts of agony as the maggots eat their way out from the inside. These worms also tend to live pretty short lives of intense suffering. So when we got rid of the new world screwworm in north America—ridding the continent of a miserable animal that reproduces by torturing other animals—I think that was a great thing!

>>777577
Life seems like a scam..

>>777524
yeah but like reversal of real one

>>777525
Women can rape men.

If a woman forces herself on a man who doesn't want to have sex with her, she is raping him. Also, a woman having sex with a man who is unconscious and thus unable to consent is also a form of rape.

>>777525
>>777527
im thinkin he should have just said domming

>>770093
well share that shit then

>>777524
the entire point of that term is to be searchable on the internet easily
and sure e-hentai for exemple already discriminate by gender,so yes there the term isn't needed
but on other sites that aren't booru,it's ONE tag only (like try searching for muscular women on sites that don't have that tag and just have "muscle",or femboydom content without josou seme)

Small tiddies deserve love too.

graceposter was right about everything

burger king unit being shipped off to military base
credit to: >>>/leftypol/2789796

reposting this burgerpunk CLASSIC

Christianity prevents progress

The DARK AGES hypothesis vindicated irreversibly.

Russia was always going to become a superpower fear of it was one of the big reasons ww1 happened.
Ml's like to act like turning the ussr into an superpower was an miracle that would never have happened without communism

It was state capitalism, the syndicalists and fascists took inspiration from it, but you know, fascism is capitalism in decay so it's works to revuvinate the economy of a nation but eventually over stays it's welcome.

I dreamt I was a student in china and I went on a magic schoolbus type mission to a city at night where I had to predict crimes before they happened, ended up predicting where a car thief was going to take the car. I waited for him in the jungle and then he was apprehended and then my teacher showed up and drove me to the train station where I took the train back to the portable classroom and I woke up.

I didn't have any dreams tonight.

went hiking

oh shit I remember thinking it will be fun to post here but I completely forgot

i had a dream where i started a new job. but they talked behind my back saying i was cringe like that haz guy on the internet. how tf did they hear about the ACP ?

>>777318
jelly as fuck

>>777322
This demonic yakubian witch is *not* cute, she probably participated in lynching picnics in her youth

>>777278
>le art is just whatever dude it's just like, ih words and pictures and shit maaaang
All speech is political, including art and philosophy, therefore it is possible for art to have correct or incorrect politics
Read lenin

>>777514
Then say that. That escapism is an ultimately incorrect conclusion and that aspriation is better. Saying "[medium] should have one message and not the other" buries it under so many layers of abstraction it's nonsensical.

And people on this board say that the nuclear bombs were unjustified.

The Romanov family was executed during the early morning hours of July 17, 1918.
Are you sure its today?

bump

Party tiem!