No it doesn't. Only virgins.
I lost my virginity to a pretty dumb girl. It was many, many years ago. She was attractive enough with a great body but she already had a kid. That's how eligible a bachelor I was at that age, which was 20 BTW. So was she.
So I was late to the party and looking to have a relationship with anyone. I knew she wasn't a potential long-term partner for me, and I'm sure that's what she was looking for. A dad for the kid as much as someone for her. And I didn't really take to the kid or her fucking cats or her dumb mom either. After having fucked her a few times I became kind of a dick and she didn't want to see me anymore. And even though that was for the best it sucked being rejected. That hurt. But the she told me after like our fifth time that it was the best sex she ever had. And I don't doubt it. I don't think the couple guys she'd been with before me gave her the right kind of attention, orally. And I did romance her and take her to nice places too. She hadn't dated anyone even a little classy before. But back t chowing her box; I was a very quick learner and had read a bunch of Playboys and other porno mags growing up and was determined to make girls "squirt". Even though I've yet to meet one who did (and one of those magazines said they all have the potential), it turns out just the attempt is usually enough to get them off multiple times if you can read a woman's body and play it like an instrument; which it turned out I could do, like instinctually. Knowing when to touch and where and how much pressure just came naturally after all of my educational reading in the pages of 'Swank'. Much of my research began even before the internet did.
But the asocial part I guess applies to me these days. I've lived in relative seclusion since the start of Covid. Haven't had a woman in 6 years now. It's starting to make me kind of deranged probably. And I put on 30 lbs in that time. I need to take it off. But I'm lazy and smoke weed all day, also not helping the social thing. When I am with people I'm naturally social, but having been away from them so long I tend to avoid them now. So when I do speak to people I never shut up. I just can't motivate myself to initiate the social interactions. And I can't leave grandpa alone for long. That's mainly why I've been quarantined so long. But I've got money for paid helpers coming in. I'm going to get some me time. I need to find a lady to lay on top of.
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