>>768096i spent the past year on and off with my first and only girlfriend and we've officially decided to never turn it on again
i wanted us to run away and travel the world together, she wanted to die with me. should sum up our relationship as a whole.
came to the conclusion this wasn't going to work for either of us and quietly drifted apart
i know this is some schoolboy shit but truly, how do you get over your first? its not that im still thinking about "her". its that i cant imagine doing this all over again with a new girl. our conversations, everything we shared, etc. not only would it pale in comparison, but id be making the comparison to begin with. feels like im about to spend the rest of my life chasing this feeling.