I'm going to Manifest (trough 6 months of semen retention) to get some medical issue which gives me 2 years left to live, it is announced as such, BUT Im not left crippled or needing horrible surgeries and treatment.
There's literally no reason for me to live a l000ng life; taxation, rent, jobs, will get worse–Im not material to ever be a celebrity, a model, a model's boyfriend, a military hero, nada…just a stinking normie.
I ABHOR routines, I see how horribly working-class 40+ yo people suffer, and grind…retirees suffer hellishly here. and any crackhead can kill me before I GET to retire (having worked + saved for it, and left to have been none the wiser)
Setting aside whether you believe in manifestation SR or not; anyone else struggle with "Utilitarian Suicide" ideation?
17 posts and 1 image reply omitted.just goon play videogames and have fun with your buddies
>>799123I want gibs and\or a permanent job I don't get fired from.
>>799121Ok I'm a hypocrite but I'm not
>>799115. Either way I don't plan on pro creating or bothering women for love and sex.
>>799133The second option is understandable
>>799143Tbh it’s a bad idea these days.