I need a way to quickly, briefly, explain the moral and philosophical background ,of the behaviour I will start having; I'm EXTREMELY bitter\resentful\upset at the universe or reality, because I found out a neighbor's daughter flew to india because she's a model. so, she flew to india to do some retarded model s* photograph shoots. I can't quite cope or accept that WHY NOT ME, who flew to the magnificent india -country of celibate ascetics- for free, as she did.
So, I decided I will adopt in my real life, daily life the motto of : "i could literally die any day might as well live to the best possible level, be brave, daring and reckless—im on rock bottom, can't possible lose anything
How do I explain all this shit very quick, whence I'm questioned or put unto inspection for beheaviour irresponsibly with money, food, health, etc? among other possible disruptions of orderly life expected of societal humans.
>>689504Yes, I did. I don't have to offer any apologies ,excuses or explanations BUT lately i have done a lot of irresponsible, unhealthy, sh*t.
I DEFEND crying about it- if this wouldn't make you cry, you're a grandma-raping tabasco-masturbating, grease snorter.
im just not irresponsible and extreme ENOUGH