/lgbt/ - LGBT

yeah im just gay

trans is when you consoom this or that Media(tm). what do you mean im a sheltered terminally online moron?

>>6041
what's wrong with ev?

>>6047
See
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>>6041

>>5921
Get a doctor hour ribs are looking very bad and is probably the estrogen hurting how your body looks

>>5985
B-stance romanian deadlift with any weight that is manageable with 3 sets 10 reps per leg with 30 secs rest inbetween sets + reverse lunges (done with the same amount of sets reps and shit). Also drink tons of milk.

There. Now enjoy your gigantic bunda.

bicycling is a really fun way to build glutes while getting around town and making cool new lefty friends (currents may vary, but I'll take my local anarchist bike co-op volunteers over ideologically correct online no-praxis mfs any day)

>>6740
When I say ask other trans people I mean ones who live in your country or you know in real life that you can trust.

>Please help

what vendor, origin country, destination country, and shipping company, tracking??
do you have a weird address or live in an apartment? did you use your real name? did you ask neighbors or the front desk office?

>>6741
I live in the USA, since it’s not illegal in my country the package wouldn’t be at risk of being destroyed, right? Vendors never told me anything happened to it even after emailing them, they said it was delivered to its destination.
>>6742
Unfortunately I do not know any trans people besides myself irl
>>6744
Most recent one was from alldaychemist and I believe it’s country of origin was Dubai or India. I don’t live in an apartment or have a weird address, it had my full name in it, I even checked my neighbors mailbox the same day the first one was delivered yet the package wasn’t there (I know the neighbors hadn’t gone through it since there was a bunch of other crap still in there)

>>6745
order some homebrewed stuff, they care and the quality is usually better anyway

>>6745
did you get tracking or is that just what they said? its possible it was "delivered" to the port of entry(or even port of export sometimes) and tracking ended on their end or something. it shouldnt be destroyed no but things get lost or stolen all the time international shipping sucks ass. do you know how long its been? things can get stuck in customs for a month for no reason

did you try domestic any of the three times or is this with three different foreign vendors? i agree w doing homebrew it just ships inside country in under a week.

>>6689
>what do you think my means are vs what means do you think could be incorporated?
I've recently started experimenting with incorporating sigil magic other spells; making a sigil to symbolize something and then use it as a more powerful representation in later rituals. I guess tactile sensations and clear intent would be far more conducive to dealing with the body than any intermediary, but what if you introduced an additional aspect to guide the energy or oriented your schedule in some way? Just further insurance the energy is directed according to your will.

>>6694
After reading through some more of your site, i think i get it now. It seems your group activities are your main way of maintaining focus, which is a communal, dare i say apostolic, approach i personally don't relate to. Not to blogpost, but my parents were never overtly religious, i've only ever been to one confession, each communion i had just made me anxious and masses do in general. Have fun on your discord!

>>6693
>you can't just jump in and change the doctrine
i have my own doctrine that i am trying to develop and follow which i developed after years of reading and thinking about philosophy. the occult stuff is me trying to make that philosophy spiritually practical. like even if im somehow interpreting all of these doctrines incorrectly, i am really not inclined to mourn such an event (hell, at times ill intentionally pervert certain notions in the same way deleuze would to various philosophers) because im not trying to be a buddhist, a christian, a vedantist, a niner, etc. my practice has its own centre of gravity. also btw my birth faith is christianity and i never just rejected it because christians hate gay and trans people or whatever. on the contrary, ive read about various forms of christian theology, gnosticism, hegel, tolstoy's gospel in brief, the process church etc. christianity has also been incorporated into the project in different ways. for instance, the double cross. there is also the fact that i see hidweh as a non-antinomian inversion of christ's essence. while jesus was the logos made flesh, she is the flesh made logos. actually ive referenced christinity and judaism explicitly in more mythological/esoteric writings than any other religion. there are others who worship the same goddess that i do who, in isolation, have a very different far less abrahamic language for approaching these things ..

i will admit that i do get a little too cautious when looking into certain traditions like the golden dawn because i dont want to install too much abrahamoid influence or whatever. maybe that is something i can work on

>and not every doctrine is or has to be compatible with each other
ive never claimed such a thing. i am not a new ager saying that every faith is all pointing to the same truth. certainly i dont believe the hidweh project is just pointing to the same thing everyone else is. there are a few people i might be inclined to see as "fellow travelers" (to an extent) but that is about it. i mean needless to say if i believed stuff was all really compatible there would be no reason to look into satanism at all beyond edginess

>>6694
this true and you do make a good pointPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>6731
>wdym?
Doesn't your website already mention the moon phases?
>stuff like "visualize a light within your body" just feels unintuitive to me
Buddhist meditation is an abyss. My first spell was a satanic cleansing ritual, based on some golden dawn practices, where the author suggested a "sphere of light" as a possible alternative to traditional elemental catalysts. This meditation by itself works great for cleansing or opening the heart, but what i realized from reading a modern gnostic treatise, is that you can concentrate the light into an infinitesimally small ray. This burning of the spirit has helped me shake off some very powerful influences before and i think it reflects the stirnerite paradox, that the only way towards true altruism is selfishness, in that black burns hotter than white and that the LHP is the only path towards true, conscious compassion.

>>6731

there's just no getting through you huh?

well can't said i didn't warn you.

isn't it because for most human beings the sex you are born with determines which type of gamete you can produce? hormones and surgery can alter the physical characteristics which are usually indicative of sex but cannot (yet) enable AFABs and AMABs to produce a different gamete. i am not an expert i could be mistaken.

of course gender is separate from sex. know this. remember this.

Nonpassing transfolx don't bother me at all. Passoids scare the shit out of me. The most fundamental parts of sex like gonads and gametes are the least mutable. But everything else can be twisted to look like a product of the opposite sex. The lack of transparency is what scares people. That sex only becomes apparent on close examination. Especially anglo-empiricist crakkkaz like me have a pathological need for reality, including other people, to be self-disclosing

>>6723
🤔 Very interesting, interesting. And what scares you about the uncertainty of sex?

>>6719
no, yes, no. Thank You for asking

>>5987
this retarded maymay is fucking hilaruous bc despite not having some academicoid understanding of gender (or BECAUSE OF it) ive had cishet normies on average treat me better than cis/nb queer """""""comrades"""""

>>2353
It's just social-imperialist labor aristocracy projecting their bullshit on the lumpen. It's no different than Karl Kautsky blaming antisemitism on the lumpen. Our beautiful tradie boys couldn't possibly be bigoted and our beautiful intellectuals couldn't possibly be bigoted so who's left? It all stems from Marx feuding with Bakunin and shitting on the lumpen.

>>>/leftypol/2686734
it's happening again

>>6687
Extremely discreet falseflag

>>4572
Is that Bible Man?

>>6594
trans women tend to have lower testosterone than cis women
>If a study contradicts the facts regarding how these things affect the body, there is simply an error in the study's methodology
this is cope

transgenders don’t even play sports lmao

you guys are so reactionary

>>6594
Differences in physiology are more pronounced between individuals than between the average male and female. There's arguably a bigger gap on the extreme ends of the spectrum (like you see in top tier athletes) but that's still something to look for in the data. Medically transitioning trans women are by definition taking anti-PEDs by suppressing androgens. If anything people should be concerned about trans male athletes whose HRT is basically roids.

>>6624
This.
Sports is about paying people to chase a ball and beat up other humans for the sake of said ball

>>6610
>humanity was always shallow
True, but, there is only a matter of time before we have bourgeois slop shoved down our throats just so the oligarchy wouldn't let us see how cursed this world is, with no end to war and ecocide

>>6620
It's the opposite. The oligarchy is shoving slop in your face to show how bad things are
If anything, the elites are guilt tripping people for not radicalizing

>>6620
>>6708
I think the oligarchy is just gloating when they show us how bad things are. Gloating about how there are no alternatives to them.

>>6710
Yeah, they want you to hate socialism because it threatens the Elite

>>6628
It is weird that you wouldn't mating press him yes. It's a natural fundamental urge.

>>6628
no it's cute and wholesome. i'm gay but i'd like to cuddle and kiss cute girls

>>6668
i can understand disliking anal

>>6685
This

Here's some cute bot cuddling

You glow

Well, talk to her about DIY HRT as a general concept first. If she think it sounds scary then drop it.

>>6650
someone like that is gonna be delusionally happy anyway even if they're 6'5 and will never pass
no use showing something to someone if they just close their eyes and cover their ears

>>6650
>do you believe she will fuck up and tell someone?
>(potentially authorities
where tf do you live where diy hrt is even illegal let alone of any interest to the police?