Making a character like Kyubey for a game which is like a sometimes cutesy, often uncanny, disturbing enough character that only trans people can see and i want some feedback from others experience and how to make it like a lovecraftian entity that cis people can get sorta spooked by and trans people can feel at a deeper level.
when it presents itself at first it appears like a swan duckling bcus like, it's cute and it feeds on happy thoughts
it often starts appearing as an owl which starts to feed on emotions in general shaped as rodents, snakes, etc.
in it's creepiest shape it turns into a crow that eats eyes (in the literal and metaphorical sense)
i want to keep it sorta mysterious and have it appear in different contexts
for example in one episode sorta inspired in Pet Sematary and Resident Evil Code Veronica where there's a character inspired in Alexia Ashford but better written as a trans character at the end one of the main characters who is also trans has to kill them (there's a nietzchean murder cult involved i still need to workshop that episode part)
the main character is supposed to empathize but also can't let them live
so it's supposed to be a very emotional scene and at the end we just see a crow dive in presumably for the eyes.
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