/lgbt/ - LGBT

Are there any studies\testimonies\internet reports on someone using BOTH HRT of female hormones + bodybuilder-type steroids to achieve a true "hermaphroditical" body?
Not androgynous or "non binary", but kind of thick-thighs like a girl ,but with muscle mass, "venus curvy" figure, but with a lot of strong hard muscle, etc

Name one thing that has harmed LGBT more than Christian historical revisionism.
meow. meow. meow. meow.

Im gonna be honest and this isnt ragebait

I use the sharty, while being a bisexual trans woman, whos also a leftist obviously.

I honestly just like soyjaks, ive been hyperfixating on them for a while now, i kinda just ignore the transphobia and laugh at the jaks.

I dont participate in raids or doxxing other trans people of course

Im not self hating or anything either dont get me wrong. I love being trans and i love being a tankie.

Comrades,
I am in dire straits currently.
You see, a few weeks ago I met a puppygirl, and I began dating her. We hit it off almost immediately, and a few days ago she began spending part of her time living with me. That's when the trouble began.
Today, I woke up, and she was dressed in a puppy ears and wearing a tail. This on its own is nothing unusual, but what she said afterwards APPALLED me.
>Anon, can I have a treat?
I GASPED. You want a treat?! Are you a… treatlerite? Are you Adolf Hitler?! I cannot believe someone I thought I loved would want to buy a treat that was bought and paid for by the imperialist pigdogs of the Divided $$nake$$ of AmeriKKKa…
I shouted back at her, "You want a fucking what?!", visibly angry.
>I just… I want a treat… puppy wants treats..
My blood turned cold. I started shaking… Puppy wants treats?!
I retorted back, "Your treats are paid for by the blood of third world proles exploited for your gain by AmeriKKKan Imperiali$$$t $$$$KKKum. YOU ARE AN ENEMY OF THE GLOBAL PROLETARIAT. Under the JDPON, you will NOT be spared in the bloodshed! FASCIST!"
The puppygirl began making nearly inhuman sounding whines, and started crying. Eventually she choked out something to the effect of
>Anon, please be normal, what are you talking about? I just want a treat. What's a JDPON?
I retorted back, "Bourgeoisie fool! Have you never heard of the Joint Dictatorship of the Proletariat of the Oppressed Nations?! Have you ever read Mao? Or are you a Khruschevite revisionist traitor?!"
She began sobbing harder, saying
>What's a K-kruschevite? Isn't Mao some Chinese leader? What does he have to do with this? What does Proletariat mean?? I n-never graduated College.. Can y-you just forget I said anything?
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I just met a girl on the street. She had quite a few piercings (even a septum piercing) and she looked a little bit boyish. She wore a flannel shirt, baggy black jeans, a studded belt and Doc Martens. She was really chill and she does animation as well. She likes anime, especially Full-Metal Alchemist. She is the daughter of one of my dad's breeder friends. But it feels unlikely that i would meet her again soon. What would I do?

Hera HRT:

the banner of their website currently reads "We are aware of issues related to packages being stuck on pre shipment are are [sic] investigating the situation now". i havent ordered from them recently so i have no idea what this is about but i thought it was important enough to mention. their new logo and labeling is super cool tho (https://standby.herahrt.com)

Symphony Labs:

symphony labs now sells transdermal estradiol spray. they have also listed other esters for sale (literally useless). according to diyhrt.coffee (i personally am a bit wary of this website) they had stock of 10mL 40mg/mL EEn in the UK for 40 minutes. it was another day ending in y, so their website was temporarily down.

Celestial/Proleta/Serapharma:

nothing happened with celestial
nothing happened with proleta
serapharma has stated that their package was lost in shipping for testing on their newest batch

diyhrt.market:
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Trying to put together a reading list for Queer Socialist Theory/ Trans Liberation.
While we agree that LGBTQ people should be free to live their lives under socialism, unfortunately this hasn't been the case for all socialist govs.
Past reactionary behaviours/ policies have also emerged in certain so-called Socialist orgs like the ACP who use the USSRs past homophobia to justify their bigotry.
As a result, I think it's important that we assemble resources to ensure that future/ existing parties, platforms and orgs don't repeat the same mistakes.

Any recs?

Quotes and examples of pro-LGBTQ policies in Socialist Govs are also welcome.

Ive been on hrt for about 3.8 years now and I cannot for the life of me feel comfortable telling others that im trans. Im surrounded by supportive people (who know im on hrt) but I still feel so fucking ashamed anytime I try to call myself a woman. I guess I know deep down that Im a trans girl, and I hate hate hate being perceived as a boy, it just feels so forbidden to call myself trans. I keep trying to convince myself im just a cis man with some weird disorder . Im just hoping that this will change once/if I start passing. I boymode 24/7. I feel like my quality of life would be so much better if I just told the people I talk with that im a trans women, but i just CANT. And yeah i know im probally pretty retarded

Transexualism is the capitalist expression of people who want to change their sex. It has only been able to exist in capitalism since it is only now we can change our sex. Before now there have only been "3rd sexes" or genders such as the Hijra. But these are patriarchal constructs and represent pre-modern economic forms. We should defend them when they are under threat from reactionary, patriarchal, or imperialist forces, but they are not what we should aspire towards. Transexualism is bourgeois in the positive way, but like capitalism itself it has become necessary almost since the day it started existing, and now we must move forward.

Transexualism cannot be resolved in capitalism (or at least it can't be in the modern day) because there will always be people who cannot access sex change resources such as bottom / top surgery, hormones and for trans women FFS, which are all necessary. Even in the hypothetical most 'accepting' world ever where everyone has their gender respected these necessary things cannot be given to everyone because there will always be colonized people since capitalism requires imperialism. Trans welfare will never be able to be shared to everyone, and today things like FFS remain achievable only to the bourgeois and the highest section of the working class, leaving most trans women to suffer.

Transgenderism is a pysop in order to prevent the movement to resolve the contradiction of sex. It takes away the truly revolutionary demand for sex change / abolition with a phony acceptance, which is really just harmful. Gender is a patriarchal idea. Toxic woke stabs me in the back worse than others do because to them the end goal is me being unable to complete my transition. It is pure bourgeois idealism that must be combatted in order to achieve true revolutionary transexualism. It is even more harmful to non-binary people because only through surgery will others actually perceive them as non-binary. They are trapped by CIA idealists in their biologically sexed bodies.

Revolutionary transexualism understands that now we have the technology to resolve the contradiction of sex, and the only issue is that it is not distributed fairly. We must dismember the bourgeois imperialists and expropriate and extract their body modifications to share with the people. Sacrifice the oppressors on the altar to progress and let us be free as we are splashed by the blood from their still-beating heart. Gender idealism must also be Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Where are my fellow lesbians/sapphics at? How's life going for y'all? I'm afraid to start dating and depressed as hell. Anxious about what a broader crackdown on LGBT folks might look like. Yes I'm from burgerstan.