/lgbt/ - LGBT

For quite a few reasons I've been really paranoid about my (long term) bf secretly taking HRT. I'd like to get one of those finger prick or saliva hormone test kits that you have to mail in to have read. Does anyone know how accurate these are? Also, does anyone know of any cheap providers for them? The big name ones are very expensive for full panels. If rather than a full panel I just did either T or E2, would that still work for what I'm trying to figure out, and which of the two would be better to get?

inb4 just ask him, I have asked indirectly, I'm not confrontational enough to accuse him without evidence, but when I've brought up the things that make me worry he is very dismissive.

While being a stupid bi moid, I've always been drawn to a very androgynous look because of a certain aversion to masculinity and many things associated with it - I'm very proud of my long hair, and I know that if I ever get a receding hairline, It'll be either Turkey or the rope due to body dysmorphia. One of the best experiences of my life was being accidentally misgendered and hit on by a drunk alt lesbian. The whole general male pickup culture, its toxicity, and the way it objectifies the other person really disgusted me - not to mention that most of the foids, and people in general, seemed like goycattle not worth paying attention to and devoid of any interests.

About a year ago, I met a older than me twink at a philosophy group at uni. He also had an andro appearance, we shared a similarly complex view of gender, he was also bi and a bottom (it wasn't hard to figure out) - he studied something related to HR, and I started to appreciate his genuine, even a little naive, woke stance, especially compared to the cynicism that had built up in me. As time went on, I started to like him more and more and wanted to spend as much time with him as possible; I even waited in places where I knew he would be passing by, hoping to bump into him *by chance*. At some point, I realized that I was romantically attracted to him.

This is a post in style of "i am a sad lonely faggot, here's some embarrassing information about me, please dont bully me with it", but honestly, I've never had any experience with picking up or flirting. So I feel pathetic because I can't even convey to him that I like him. I've known him for a year - we even ride the same train home from our philosophy group - but I don't know how to subtly let him know how much I want to fuck him and give him a blowjob. I know my problem is just me being a pathetic loser, but how the fuck do I pick up a theymab woke twink?

Are there any studies\testimonies\internet reports on someone using BOTH HRT of female hormones + bodybuilder-type steroids to achieve a true "hermaphroditical" body?
Not androgynous or "non binary", but kind of thick-thighs like a girl ,but with muscle mass, "venus curvy" figure, but with a lot of strong hard muscle, etc

Comrades,
I am in dire straits currently.
You see, a few weeks ago I met a puppygirl, and I began dating her. We hit it off almost immediately, and a few days ago she began spending part of her time living with me. That's when the trouble began.
Today, I woke up, and she was dressed in a puppy ears and wearing a tail. This on its own is nothing unusual, but what she said afterwards APPALLED me.
>Anon, can I have a treat?
I GASPED. You want a treat?! Are you a… treatlerite? Are you Adolf Hitler?! I cannot believe someone I thought I loved would want to buy a treat that was bought and paid for by the imperialist pigdogs of the Divided $$nake$$ of AmeriKKKa…
I shouted back at her, "You want a fucking what?!", visibly angry.
>I just… I want a treat… puppy wants treats..
My blood turned cold. I started shaking… Puppy wants treats?!
I retorted back, "Your treats are paid for by the blood of third world proles exploited for your gain by AmeriKKKan Imperiali$$$t $$$$KKKum. YOU ARE AN ENEMY OF THE GLOBAL PROLETARIAT. Under the JDPON, you will NOT be spared in the bloodshed! FASCIST!"
The puppygirl began making nearly inhuman sounding whines, and started crying. Eventually she choked out something to the effect of
>Anon, please be normal, what are you talking about? I just want a treat. What's a JDPON?
I retorted back, "Bourgeoisie fool! Have you never heard of the Joint Dictatorship of the Proletariat of the Oppressed Nations?! Have you ever read Mao? Or are you a Khruschevite revisionist traitor?!"
She began sobbing harder, saying
>What's a K-kruschevite? Isn't Mao some Chinese leader? What does he have to do with this? What does Proletariat mean?? I n-never graduated College.. Can y-you just forget I said anything?
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I just met a girl on the street. She had quite a few piercings (even a septum piercing) and she looked a little bit boyish. She wore a flannel shirt, baggy black jeans, a studded belt and Doc Martens. She was really chill and she does animation as well. She likes anime, especially Full-Metal Alchemist. She is the daughter of one of my dad's breeder friends. But it feels unlikely that i would meet her again soon. What would I do?

Im gonna be honest and this isnt ragebait

I use the sharty, while being a bisexual trans woman, whos also a leftist obviously.

I honestly just like soyjaks, ive been hyperfixating on them for a while now, i kinda just ignore the transphobia and laugh at the jaks.

I dont participate in raids or doxxing other trans people of course

Im not self hating or anything either dont get me wrong. I love being trans and i love being a tankie.

Ive been on hrt for about 3.8 years now and I cannot for the life of me feel comfortable telling others that im trans. Im surrounded by supportive people (who know im on hrt) but I still feel so fucking ashamed anytime I try to call myself a woman. I guess I know deep down that Im a trans girl, and I hate hate hate being perceived as a boy, it just feels so forbidden to call myself trans. I keep trying to convince myself im just a cis man with some weird disorder . Im just hoping that this will change once/if I start passing. I boymode 24/7. I feel like my quality of life would be so much better if I just told the people I talk with that im a trans women, but i just CANT. And yeah i know im probally pretty retarded

Where are my fellow lesbians/sapphics at? How's life going for y'all? I'm afraid to start dating and depressed as hell. Anxious about what a broader crackdown on LGBT folks might look like. Yes I'm from burgerstan.

I have decided that I want to be a girl, I wish I was a girl, I’ve always wanted to be a girl, I am a girl deep down. I’m sick and fucking tired of feeling uncomfortable and ashamed of myself, I’m sick of the humiliation I constantly feel as man.
I’m sick of telling myself that I’m ment to be a boy, I’m not, that’s a cruel lie. I’m never comfortable as a man, I was never fit to be a man.

The sad part is I don’t want to get hrt I’ll essentially sacrifice all the relationships I have for something that may or may not make me happy. It all so disgusting, all the surgeries and shit I can’t be bothered with gross shit like that, transgenderism is a Jewish Hitlerite lie at the end of the day.

I’m sick I’m beyond sick I want to be cured right fucking now

What is the material explanation for the convergence between those within the transfemme identity group and those who are into racial fetishism, wherein that racial fetishism is predicated on reactionary, right wing rhetoric, ie the BNWO? Further, how does this intersection of identity groups reduce the capacity for working class solidarity, and whom is creating the bulk of the content that fuels this fetish, certainly something of this nature cannot be organic, given it's right wing nature. Ergo, who is profiting from the propaganda, and what other reasons do they have for creating it?