/lgbt/ - LGBT

>>6819

i'm just concerned about every white trans person music being either shoegaze or breakcore

I like villano antillano cus she does rap tho that makese sense considering it's one of the most popular genres in Mexico

I don't have any music I associate with dysphoria, and instead I associate my dysphoria with Ovid's Metamorphoses.

>>6824
>breakcore
you mean like chopped beats breakcore or atmospheric DnB "breakcore"?

>>6830

like chopped beats breakcore or atmospheric DnB

I actually used to be really into this kinda breakcore when i was really into MLP? so like 16 yo me

kinda more aggresive than most of the breakcore i see nowadays.

my ex who later came out to me as a giga repressor liked this band

>>6788
The bourgeois family is partly monogamous, partly polygamous. It's not gay as long as you're the top and you never marry trans women but only see them as secret affairs and prostitutes. Yes, the rules are silly.

>>6788
If you were gay wouldn’t you be wanting to have sex with people that actually, you know look like men? If you got to know a gay man and went over to meet his partner for a house warming surely you would not expect him to be with a trans woman? So you must be straight, or some amount bi

>>6882
https://lefty.pictures/post/view/24518?search=futanari
Isn't this what you are attracted to?
Why is girldick appealing to you but not futa?
>>6883
>It's not gay as long as you're the top
Holy cope

>>6885
Gay is about being exploited, not simply about men who have sex with men. Conservatives who secretly rape boys or gay prostitutes aren't gay or hypocrites. Gay is a social construct that facilitates sexual exploitation in the same way the function of the social construct of "woman" facilitates sexual exploitation. Rape isn't gay. In a certain sense, it's gay for men to have egalitarian sexual relations with women.

>>6885
What I meant was that searching the term "Futasexual" led to a bunch of porn. Also I am only attracted to girldick under special circumstances, it can't be too big like in the image you linked, it can't be a micropenis, and it has to be hairless. >>>/siberia/679733 is a great example. But if I was attracted to all forms of girldick would that make me a chaser?

>asexual
He is a pedophile

>>6804
Well then maybe I got it wrong and he is Bisexual-Aromatic

>>6804
whats the difference

>>6807
>whats the difference

rude owo

>>6795
I wish that was true.
Men over forty still be chasing pussy if they can.
If they cannot get pussy they settle for getting their fudge packed.

Why else are gay hook up sites mainly out of shape boomer males?

>>6879
Have you thought about stopping browsing /tttt/ and 4tran-adjacent spaces? Sign up on blahaj.zone or something, or don't they are liberals, probably…

>>6880

i wasn't even into tttt until after like a year or 2 of finding about transmedicalism and how it overlapped with Blanchardism so often

for hwatever reason, Natalie Wynn's Autogynephilia video essay got me out of the hole for a bit and that's why now i call her "Auntie Nat" even if she's mostly a lib

i tried joining a more "critical" trans discords but i tried explaining how blanchardism and transmedicalism overlap the same way Evola and Nazis overlap with each other and i got banned for supposedly "comparing transmedicalism to nazism"

AGP is just gender euphoria when felt by trans women. Gender euphoria being something even cis people feel, from cis dudes glad they have a beard and muscles and cis girls glad to have a fat ass and thin waist.
Its only seen as a weird or bad things and even given its own clinical sounding name in trans women. Blanchard was a quack, tttt is a psyop and basically youre fucking stupid.

>>6889
if you ignore psyop victims you're just as bad as the psyop master?

He who kills the cow is just as guilty as he who holds its leg.

>>6889
I'm not glad I have a beard, I hate this shit.

>>6834
I mean that's most mammals.

>>6762
Fujo fans are usually straight women and straight women like pretty boys rather than hyper masculine buffed men

>>6850
Most men are not steroided jocks though.
Bara is just as much a farce as pretty boys are.

It's sad that gay men are culturally assigned to glorify steroided jocks

>>6850
>Hyper masculine

Ummm, being oversized muscles isn't "hyper masculine"

>>6837
It's more the body shape tbh

>>6821
but what if

>>6820
Scissoring and frotting are topologically the same activity really.

I wish I had male friends i could do this with. I also wish I looked like astolfo T_T

>>6818
I am reading this and I say everyman should read this to

yeah im just gay

trans is when you consoom this or that Media(tm). what do you mean im a sheltered terminally online moron?

>>6041
what's wrong with ev?

>>6047
See
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>>6041

>>5921
Get a doctor hour ribs are looking very bad and is probably the estrogen hurting how your body looks

>>5985
B-stance romanian deadlift with any weight that is manageable with 3 sets 10 reps per leg with 30 secs rest inbetween sets + reverse lunges (done with the same amount of sets reps and shit). Also drink tons of milk.

There. Now enjoy your gigantic bunda.

bicycling is a really fun way to build glutes while getting around town and making cool new lefty friends (currents may vary, but I'll take my local anarchist bike co-op volunteers over ideologically correct online no-praxis mfs any day)

>>6740
When I say ask other trans people I mean ones who live in your country or you know in real life that you can trust.

>Please help

what vendor, origin country, destination country, and shipping company, tracking??
do you have a weird address or live in an apartment? did you use your real name? did you ask neighbors or the front desk office?

>>6741
I live in the USA, since it’s not illegal in my country the package wouldn’t be at risk of being destroyed, right? Vendors never told me anything happened to it even after emailing them, they said it was delivered to its destination.
>>6742
Unfortunately I do not know any trans people besides myself irl
>>6744
Most recent one was from alldaychemist and I believe it’s country of origin was Dubai or India. I don’t live in an apartment or have a weird address, it had my full name in it, I even checked my neighbors mailbox the same day the first one was delivered yet the package wasn’t there (I know the neighbors hadn’t gone through it since there was a bunch of other crap still in there)

>>6745
order some homebrewed stuff, they care and the quality is usually better anyway

>>6745
did you get tracking or is that just what they said? its possible it was "delivered" to the port of entry(or even port of export sometimes) and tracking ended on their end or something. it shouldnt be destroyed no but things get lost or stolen all the time international shipping sucks ass. do you know how long its been? things can get stuck in customs for a month for no reason

did you try domestic any of the three times or is this with three different foreign vendors? i agree w doing homebrew it just ships inside country in under a week.

>>6689
>what do you think my means are vs what means do you think could be incorporated?
I've recently started experimenting with incorporating sigil magic other spells; making a sigil to symbolize something and then use it as a more powerful representation in later rituals. I guess tactile sensations and clear intent would be far more conducive to dealing with the body than any intermediary, but what if you introduced an additional aspect to guide the energy or oriented your schedule in some way? Just further insurance the energy is directed according to your will.

>>6694
After reading through some more of your site, i think i get it now. It seems your group activities are your main way of maintaining focus, which is a communal, dare i say apostolic, approach i personally don't relate to. Not to blogpost, but my parents were never overtly religious, i've only ever been to one confession, each communion i had just made me anxious and masses do in general. Have fun on your discord!

>>6693
>you can't just jump in and change the doctrine
i have my own doctrine that i am trying to develop and follow which i developed after years of reading and thinking about philosophy. the occult stuff is me trying to make that philosophy spiritually practical. like even if im somehow interpreting all of these doctrines incorrectly, i am really not inclined to mourn such an event (hell, at times ill intentionally pervert certain notions in the same way deleuze would to various philosophers) because im not trying to be a buddhist, a christian, a vedantist, a niner, etc. my practice has its own centre of gravity. also btw my birth faith is christianity and i never just rejected it because christians hate gay and trans people or whatever. on the contrary, ive read about various forms of christian theology, gnosticism, hegel, tolstoy's gospel in brief, the process church etc. christianity has also been incorporated into the project in different ways. for instance, the double cross. there is also the fact that i see hidweh as a non-antinomian inversion of christ's essence. while jesus was the logos made flesh, she is the flesh made logos. actually ive referenced christinity and judaism explicitly in more mythological/esoteric writings than any other religion. there are others who worship the same goddess that i do who, in isolation, have a very different far less abrahamic language for approaching these things ..

i will admit that i do get a little too cautious when looking into certain traditions like the golden dawn because i dont want to install too much abrahamoid influence or whatever. maybe that is something i can work on

>and not every doctrine is or has to be compatible with each other
ive never claimed such a thing. i am not a new ager saying that every faith is all pointing to the same truth. certainly i dont believe the hidweh project is just pointing to the same thing everyone else is. there are a few people i might be inclined to see as "fellow travelers" (to an extent) but that is about it. i mean needless to say if i believed stuff was all really compatible there would be no reason to look into satanism at all beyond edginess

>>6694
this true and you do make a good pointPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>6731
>wdym?
Doesn't your website already mention the moon phases?
>stuff like "visualize a light within your body" just feels unintuitive to me
Buddhist meditation is an abyss. My first spell was a satanic cleansing ritual, based on some golden dawn practices, where the author suggested a "sphere of light" as a possible alternative to traditional elemental catalysts. This meditation by itself works great for cleansing or opening the heart, but what i realized from reading a modern gnostic treatise, is that you can concentrate the light into an infinitesimally small ray. This burning of the spirit has helped me shake off some very powerful influences before and i think it reflects the stirnerite paradox, that the only way towards true altruism is selfishness, in that black burns hotter than white and that the LHP is the only path towards true, conscious compassion.

>>6731

there's just no getting through you huh?

well can't said i didn't warn you.