/lgbt/ - LGBT

repression general - "its over" edition

finally i can stop using 4chan now that this board exists

i'm realizing i'm probably genuinely genderqueer or something because i genuinely identify with femininity in a way that feels fundamental to my personality and self-identity yet i don't wanna "be a girl" but it just feels embarrassing to embrace that at 28 years old so i'm just not gonna change anything

What are good careers for Canadian transhumanists with delayed sleep phase disorder? I need to make $$$ if I’m ever going to afford FFS.
>The body was too short or empty.

for context: i'm a boymoder, i've been on diy for a while now with great results so far. voice is my biggest source of dysphoria but i'm doing what i can to work on it. i pass to strangers, my voice passes depending on how i'm feeling. i'm not out to anyone though.

whereever i go, i feel strange. i've never talked to anyone about anything trans related. i've just quietly observed how people treat me, treat eachother and how they talk behind eachothers backs. there isn't a single person i've meet that's been understanding and honest.

people are either ignorant / straight up hateful or they will lie about everything. every so-called "ally" only sexualizes and fetishizes trans people.

>the few trans people i've met only ever sexualize themselves
>women will treat me like a fag (and sexualize me)
>specifically young lib / LGB women expect me to somehow like that and will have no problem outing me in front of random strangers, talk about how my appearance has changed since they've first met me, ask me at my workplace wether or not i am trans (in front of literally everybody…)
>old people will do their best to pretend i'm normal and just not even acknowledge the fact i have giant boobs (which is honestly sometimes preferable to the young women i've mentioned before, except when they loudly scream SIR NOTSODEADNAME a trillion times and out me to everyone)
>young men honestly seem the most welcoming, they just treat me like a normal human being (i only ever want to have real social interactions with men for that very reason), but of course you'll notice their porn-induced brain damage pretty quick.

not even the people offering trans care have a single clue.
i got my blood drawn a while ago at a place a lot of diying transhumanists go to get their labs. i could literally hear the staff make fun of me in another room while i was waiting.

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Is there any way for me to be sure i support trans rights because its the correct thing to do and not just because i find transhumanisters cute.

This is really bugging me i dont want to be a creep or a hypocrite

I don’t know what happened today because for the longest time I’ve had feelings of wanting to be the opposite sex really just so I would be looked at less weirdly for the stuff I like and I would be judged for acting a certain way.

But I feel like today there has been an especially strong feeling for wishing I was a woman, I literally looked at video ddlc cosplayer and felt like cry because I could never be or look like her no matter how hard I tried

It’s useless anyway, I’m too ugly and hairy to ever to ever be a girl and too weak and pathetic to ever be a man and I’m just too fucked up looking in general to be non binary

Figured I made a thread to share our romantic experiences – or lack of thereof, – opinions, wishes and advice. That is part of the whole LGBT experience besides the sex and gender.

I reached mid 20s with barely any experience, autism made sure of that. Kissed a drunk lesbian once, I don't even think I looked that cute for a guy in his 20s, so I was honored more than anything. Broke up a friendship with a trans girl after some hasty choices, but she was crazy anyways. Now focusing on friends, making and deepening them.

Wish I had a man I understood and was understood by, someone light-hearted and whimsical to have fun with on the short time I have here on Earth. Femboy-ish ig, not masculine, but takes care of himself, with a touch of femininity to him. Impartial on sex, willing to do it, might be fun even.

One thing I like is the idea of relations as temporary, serial monogamy if you will. I'm all for loyalty while in a relation, but that doesn't necessarily mean it must be forever and ever. People change, why shouldn't their relations? Admittedly I do see the romance in a lifelong relation, sticking with someone and changing together with them. Besides looking for a new partner every x amount of years sounds exhausting.

I have a comrade who is autistic(diagnosed), recently she(was a he) told me she wants to start gender transition.
He was a bisexual nerd before never told me she suffered from gender disforia.
I think thats a weird descision for someone to make on his own before visiting a therapist and i know autist is connected to gender fluidity.
I also think it can affect her union organizing in the future.
Am i wrong?

im genq if theres any like mood differences or personality changes taking E can cause, in yalls opinion. I just wanna treat her right and prepare myself for any troubles.

MadoHomu Exedra edition
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