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WAHHHH I just wanna be a faggy little deerboy but I’m trapped in this dumb big boy body and it’s so annoying. i just want to be a cute little bisexual dear who beautiful women of all genders fawn (heh) over but instead I have this!!!! I thought I was trans for so long but I think I’m just nb and annoyed by my boy body but doing girl stuf and transitioning made the confusion worse. AHHH!!!!!

Im built too boyish for my outside to match my inside AHHH
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i too wish i was a twink. or hunkish. i would honestly be anyone else that isn't myself

>>4542
But i just want to be a femboy and possibly also a girl, i dont want to just be relagated to just "non-binary"
>>4493
Is it even worth taking estrogen then if it wont even prevent my twink death? My life is basically over when i hit twink death, besides my body is laready incredibly masculine enough as is. I want to cry, why was i cursed like this

op again and I’ve done some thinking. The thing you’re missing is that non binary isn’t good enough. Being a femboy isn’t right or good enough.

I’ve been promised success in embodying an archetype if only I try, work out, improve my social skills. I can be anything, and that neurosis is buried so deep within me and I don’t know if it’ll ever come out. It’s compounded by contemporary theories of gender that suggest it’s all constructed and I can just choose. I actually agree with that completely, but it doesn’t soothe the ache of being unable to fundamentally, ontologically change my entirety to match an interiority that’s just. Fabricated. It doesn’t exist. It’s all ego. But I can’t square any of it.

I think I just need to meditate and find acceptance or soemthing but it hurts so much

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does before hoes

>>4542
I think it sounds like he is fat



 

anyone else born in the gheto finds it hard to reconsile their desire to be violent and desire to be feminine?
i'm drunk so bear with me, i was born and raised by parents who got raised in pretty fucked up backgrounds, grandpa had multiple families and dad has been threatened with guns multiple times, they managed to stay off the streets because they're just fucking excellent at all they do.
dad was the best student maybe ever, and still got his score lowered by teachers who hated him but just couldn't deny him at least a near perfect grade.
mom was a bit harder, i can't think of something that didn't happen to her, she has brothers she doesn't even know, grandpa was an asshole when young, she and her brothers lived in a house they were occupying under shaky legal grounds up to this day.

and i've had a few things, they tried to keep me off the street, quite literally i wasn't allowed outside til i was like 7
and since then a lot of shit happened

up to the point where i'm bordering on lumpen and i can't fucking deal with knowing i was meant to be a criminal, i picked up the habits and i was good at surviving but i didn't want to worry my parents.

and now i'm just here still letting them down, couldn't even join the military because i'm a transhumanist

i guess this is motly a trans issue but what have you sacrificed for being yourself?

i feel so at the edge and at the same time right at the center of the hurricane
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>>4595

not so much a desire but a reflex tbh
i was gonna say "desire to be strong" but it's more of a reflex, not so much a desire since what i really wanted was to be able to defend myself.

I have gender dysphoria - i go through HRT. It’s not about your character

>>4599

can't afford that shit here yet

>hard to reconsile their desire to be violent and desire to be feminine?
There is nothing inherently contradictory about femininity and violence.
>>4595
Cis women get spooked into "nonviolence" too despite not being "socialized as men"

You can project strength without acting wantonly violent. Remaining entirely calm and confident while being challenged, like in that yes chad meme, is one of the most female-coded expressions of powers there is. If you are actually prepared to engage in violence or retaliate is ultimately only tangential to both.



 

Starting the first bi thread since nobody else has yet.

Post about your bi panic and shit here.
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>>4431
Filtered by two intersecting lines. Had I chosen a different flag or no flag at all, which I could've since my opinion has nothing to do with my "religious" beliefs, you wouldn't have read my word salad either way since you're not here to engage different opinions but to circlejerk. My views on sexuality were formed well before I chose to associate myself with Christianity and what I wrote differs little from what others have posted above. Are they mentally harmed by delusions too?

>>3820
Don’t break their heart. Just get it over with

>>4264
Your first point is poorly put but true and your second is absolutely how I experience life

How do you detect closet bisexuals? They can use their het side as a shield.

>>4491
Do something gay in front of them and monitor their reaction.



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the idea that transness is inherently bourgeois comes from a very simple assumption: an imaginary of the working class as not having desires, cultures, history, etc, only austere base needs, completely alien to any "bourgeois excesses"

despite the supposed third-worldist bent many of you claim to have, this exactly how social workers and managers have framed and attempted to reconstruct the working class, as docile, administerable subjects, and a crucial part of how the labour aristocracy was developed

this goes in tandem with the historically paternalist position in regards to sex workers, any political agency denied a priori, they can only exist as passive objects to be administered by the state until they are integrated into "proper" circuits of social reproduction
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>>4584
>Gender is a material socio-economic relation
>sex is a superstructure for assigning gender to workers.
Biological sex (male/female reproductive roles, physical labor capacity, etc.) clearly belongs to the material base because it shapes labor organization, inheritance, and class relations. Gender, by contrast, is the superstructure: the set of social and ideological expectations built on top of these material realities.
>You're reversing the base and superstructure.
(You) are reversing them
>"Bio-woman" is an ideal sitting on top of the real working woman.
A biological woman simply is, it's not an ideal to attain. What’s ideal is the notion of ‘womanhood’ as something that can be constructed or purchased

>>4591
Gender is a remnant of feudalism which is primarily about domestic labor. The bourgeoisie do use sex as a means to resolve inheritance disputes but the matter is overhyped. Sex is like race, it's superstructure. Sure, skin color is material but skin color has nothing to do with nations or imperialism.

Semi-relevant
https://www.marxists.org/subject/women/authors/davis-angela/housework.htm
Also read Harry Braverman's "Labor and Monopoly Capital."

>>4591
The "biological woman" is as real as you are a biological redditor. You are so used to bourgoise superstructure trying to muddy any decernment of gender vs sex that simply stating the facts gives you an existential crisis.

Even sex itself is a matter of coincidence, several genes coming together, none totally load bearing. Not the XX vs XY nonsense popsci and unregulated highschool textbooks hammer in, forcing colleges to have to correct and get shit for being "woke" over.

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>stemlords when they find out sex is a social construct

>>4605
I really do think that STEM education should be a package deal where regardless if someone's trhing to be an engineer, doctor, programmer, artist, etc… they should have to take biology, programming, drawing, [insert whatever engineers take idk lol], etc… so that:
1) They're not ignorant to the other stem fields
2) They can draw from the other fields to improve the one they choose to do professionally.

Basically keep the general education going even if someone's clearly going to specialize in something.



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Do the thoughts of dysphoria ever go away? I still don't know what triggers it. It's like every time I think I'm attracted to men I feel like my brain somehow flips in the other direction. Maybe I'm not bi and just a dyke? I'm in a complicated relationship with a man which doesn't make things better. I don't consider myself ftm, just a dysphoric woman.
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>>4483
Wasn't he clinically insane?

>>4484
Well what does that even mean? He just needed to be accomodated in a different way and have his religious spooks busted, and he could have been a very productive member of society developing new software. Clinical psychology is wrong.

>>4485
I feel similarly about Chris Chan albeit not with full brainwashing, just better support.

Anyway I don't care about being trans or not (as in having a trans brain or whatever) but the dysphoria kinda feels like torture. Maybe not t (at least not now) but I technically still have my binders somewhere. (I don't know if they still fit.)

I don't know how or why I'm still able to post.

>>4483
>brainwashed from his religious beliefs and conscripted into a high-ranking computer science job
Computers were invented to control plantation slaves, you are that very satanic glowie

>>4483
Antipsychiatry aside, schizophrenia is as real as the plague; chances are he would've gone crazy regardless.



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There’s so many things that seemingly make it impossible for me to start hrt.

I have an extreme phobia of needles. It’s genuinely ruining my life. I know that there’s other forms of hrt that aren’t injections, but either way I would still need to use a needle on myself to do blood tests.

And then there’s the effects hrt has on the genitals. I would love every effect of hrt if it wasn’t for the effects it has on genitalia. I know using it will prevent atrophy, but it still won’t prevent my balls from shriveling up and the dck from shrinking. I don’t have bottom dysphoria and my genitals are one of the few parts of my body that I don’t actively hate.

And lastly, I’m afraid I’ll miss out on the experiwnce of being a gay guy. I’ve never been in a relationship as a man, but mlm relationships seem to be much more loving and deeper than straight relationships are. I’m scared I’ll never experience true love with a straight man if I transitioned to being a woman. (Especially since many men who want to date trans women are just chasers)

All of this shit just piles up to make me feel too much fear and anxiety to start hrt. I don’t know what to do
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>>4149
when I was 18 I was also like you anon, I had spent a good 4 years slowly accepting it while also taking less and less care of myself as I grew older. at some point, partially due to someone around me starting, partially because I wanted to die so bad I got it to a fuck it stage.
one day I ordered E gel from a DIY seller since then I started face laser, I got more into my local trans community, I found better hrt gel sources within my country, started having a social life with those people and eventually switched to injections. since then I've moved away from that hellish place, I got a job, started a new social life as a woman, changed my documents, bought a house and things are by no means perfect but I am much happier than I was when I was drinking my guts away because I hated my life so much. doing it, even if out of spite was the right choice, even if I made mistakes alone the way, even if I started uncovering other problems that needed addressing, even if some experiences still hurt.
if you can't do it out of fear, do it out of spite.

>>4394
Thank you, but tbh I’m not even sure I’ve even fully come to a realization since I frequently second guess my trans ness and sometimes just wish to be a femboy.

I have acrually ordered hrt recently sometime after I made this thread. But I feel like I’m probably gonna pussy out when it actually arrives. Even when it arrives and if do go through with it, then it’s only a matter of time before I need to get blood tests or injections and I’ll never be able to do those. I can’t just spite my way through a needle

Without blood tests and without being able to eventually switch to injections, I’m probably gonna end up a conetitted hon with blood clots. It’s over for me

>>4284
I've been DIY for 5 years without a single blood test, heard a litany of things from various people about how that's bad or whatever but I've not had any problems and I'm very happy with my transition. I've definitely never heard of any DIYer doing their own blood test. Depending on your location you can likely get blood tests done at an actual clinic for a fee, though that doesn't get rid of your fear of needles. Personally I'd recommend you just stop being a pussy over some thin strips of metal because you're really hamstringing yourself by avoiding it completely. If you inject properly and actually clean the injection site and use proper dosages you aren't going to turn out a "hon", and quite frankly even if you do pussy out and wind up going the route of pills you'll be just fine. The only reason I do injections is because pills are far, far, far more expensive to do and maintain correct doses (actually, I believe it's practically impossible to maintain in the same way injections work, but I haven't seen anything in the literature indicating that this has a serious effect, otherwise we wouldn't be literally prescribing shitty little 2mg estrofem pills to women going through menopause.)

Anyways, quit being a pussy.

>>4455
Why are you such a dick? I don’t just have a fear of needles, it’s a full blown phobia that I cannot control. I can’t just fucking get over it. I’ve tried everything my therapist told me to try to get over it and nothing worked.

Of course you had no problems with your transition because you did injections, which are more precise than pills. I can’t do that so I’m fucked. It was stupid of me to ever think I could have been a woman in the first place and I plan to throw out my hrt when it arrives and then end my life once I move out of my parents house

>>4461
Like I already said pills are just fine. YMMV but if you're sitting here spiraling like shit already hit the fan over a leftypol post then yeah, you're going absolutely nowhere. I'm a dick because you need to gyst instead of sitting on leftypol bedrotting and bemoaning your situation on your iPhone. If you wanted a hugbox with a bunch of people saying "noooo oomfie its gonna be okay" then maybe you should join a Discord server and not make a post here expecting everyone to be all goodie little two-shoes nice to you. You not taking or taking your estrogen is a decision, and it's entirely up to you. Just take pills if you're that damn scared of needles, like I already said, it's not that big of a deal and levels when taking pills properly aren't that far off from injections. I know plenty of trans girls that've taken pills for years and they turned out absolutely fine. Taking estrogen at all is better than no estrogen and probably better than killing yourself too.



 

My mom told me that I could go to a conversion therapist or she'd leave me and my dad (who also isn't supportive). I accepted because I don't want to get on the bad side of my entire family. Anyways, do any of you have any tips for getting through conversion therapy?
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Even more pro gamer move: accuse them of molesting you.

>>4403
>1) run away
Not really viable in my current situation, sadly.
>Say that your parents were lying about you being queer
I'm probably gonna do something like this and go "Oh, I was just confused and my parents pushed me with their questioning"
>>4405
>I want a bounce mouse
It looks cute

Are you living in AmeriKKKa? You should try going to the authorities and sue the conversion therapy people or your parents, or join a socialist org and run away into the hills.

tell your dad to get his woman under control
out-conservative them.

>>4402
Go to it. Don´t take it that seriously. I believe modern day conversion therapy is basically just "talk therapy."

Don´t "run from your home," wait until you go to college and PLEASE study something that is "useful" in order for you to achieve independence.

Do this unless you think that going to a "anarchist commune" is actually "good". You are going to be a lumpen your whole life if you decide to take that path.



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Has anyone else noticed when some people call for the abolition of gender (which is a position I sympathise with even though it is ultra-leftist to expect society to do away with it right now) just seem to be asking for all femininity to be erased? Like when people, and I'm assuming its mostly men trans or cis, say that we need to stop having gender, they also say long hair and pretty clothes need to be banned, and everyone should just be strong and masculine. It feels not many people are expecting gender abolition to cause everyone to become feminine. Idk its interesting hearing about this. I'm reminded of the anime Simoune where the baddies are all transmasc industrialists (I did support them when I watched it because they were historically progressive industrialists). That's basically a vision of gender abolition actually being women abolition. When you talk to lots of people you will hear this. Just ask King Lear what he thinks.
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>>3672
>government
?

>>3673
yeah the government. communism is when the government does stuff.

>>3671
Very good, you may have my used toothbrush and two potatoes on sundays

>>1968
I'll try to be charitable to op by sharing my perspective on the subject matter.
I call myself agender and I consider myself a gender abolitionist, I am tired of explaining reducing my gender identity to cis people to a mere she/her woman.
I hated masculinity enough to transition out of it but I simultaneously do not identify with a lot of aspects of femininity. for instance I present as a blob of gender, I lean fem but I work a stereotypically masculine physical job, I won't let go of my masculine or feminine interests and I am not afraid of my masculine upbringing.
I am a gender abolitionist because I think the expectations put upon women by our male dominated capitalist society are debilitating to our society, just as I believe the idealistic dude bro toxic masculinity are debilitating to our society.
I see people as a reflection of their personality more so than I put people in a box over the other.
I believe there is nothing wrong with identifying with femininity, some people may call you a petty bourgeois revisionist for upholding the gendered expectations of the capitalist but I believe in this fucked life you should be able to enjoy what makes you happy, I wish I was able to fully live out my gender identity in the ways you are but unfortunately I have to resort only being perceived correctly by my queer peers who are willing to listen.

>>1968
Literally what the fuck are you talking about, who says this? Even the people in this thread taking this position are actually taking tangentially adjacent positions that aren't actually anything that come close to that.



 

Greetings, I am a scientist, a chemist to be more precise. It has been through years of hard work, countless experiments, and sleepless nights that I have stumbled upon something… extraordinary.
It all started with my work on hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I was tasked with developing more efficient, less invasive treatments for people transitioning. As a chemist, I was fascinated by the complex interactions of hormones in the human body. I saw the nuances and how each chemical change could impact both the mind and body. But even as I created better formulas, I found myself growing increasingly frustrated. There had to be something beyond the traditional treatments, something deeper, something that could change the very foundation of what it meant to be.
It was during an experiment aimed at optimizing synthetic estrogen levels that I discovered something I hadn’t expected - a compound, one that reacted far more potently than any hormone I’d ever studied. At first, I thought it was just an anomaly, an accident of molecular interference. But when I ran the tests again, the results were unmistakable: this substance didn’t just alter the body, it seemed to reach deeper into the psyche, into the very essence of identity itself.
I called it Jenkem, named after my ex Jenkane, it was a mind-numbingly awesome drug that has very heavy effects all due to the synthesizing process which involves fermenting feces and urine. Yes, fermenting, for you see Jenkem is the gas produced that can be collected and inhaled, it is not the urine and feces themselves. It can be so potent it would not only turn you into a man or a woman but also into a jolly african-american. What struck me most was how Jenkem interacted with the brain. It wasn’t just physical - it was psychological, emotional, even intellectual. The people I tested it on reported an overwhelming sense of clarity, a sudden and intense understanding of who they were and what they wanted to become. It wasn’t just a shift in appearance or gender identity - it was a total recalibration of the self. I noticed it first in the volunteers - small things at first. A twitch in their eyes, a strange hum in their voices, an odd shift in the way they spoke. They began to describe experiences that didn’t make sense, impossible things. One volunteer claimed to have “seen the true form” of her body, a form “beyond flesh.” Another started drawing strange symbols, spiraling patterns that had no place in the worlPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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