/lgbt/ - LGBT

i feel like i've been denied everything the moment i was born
my father was the least favorite of his known (and unknown) brothers, that much he says.
my family always treated us like others,

growing up with FARC stories and named after a communist hero i always wanted to be a soldier.

going through my teenage years i tried so hard to fit in a mold that wasn't made for me, i got to associate femininity with bourgeois behaviour due to me getting bullied out of my own feminity

i used to stare at quinceañera dresses daydreaming of my own quinceañera party

i wanted to be a mother, to be a woman, to be a soldier, everything i've ever wanted has always been denied to me.

and then my mother who kept stopping me from joining military school kicks me out for wearing a skirt.

i see my cousins who my grandfather loved more achieving all of this and the only thing i have left for me is violence, all i have is the dream of one day taking my enemy's life
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i finally came out to a member of my family, my sister whom ive been slightly closer with than everyone else. my family are all conservative christian trump supporters including my sister but she seems like she's not as brainwashed as the rest of them. a few days before thanksgiving i told my sister i'm queer and i've had sex with guys before and i didn't really know what to expect, i figured it could go either way - she could either react with shock and horror and shun me forever, or she could be supportive and accepting about it.

at first it seemed like the second thing happened, she was surprisingly very nice and supportive and told me she loved me and was totally okay with it and she promised not to tell anyone else in the family. then comes thanksgiving and nobody in my family calls me or wants to talk to me at all, not one of them. days pass and i still haven't heard from anyone in my family, they always call me or at least text me on the holidays but now nothing. finally i get suspicious and i text my sister and just ask "hey is mom ok, she hasn't been talking to me much" and i see the "user is typing" notification for a very long time, then it disappears and comes back, then again, several rewrites before she finally responds saying my mom was just busy and gives me this list of excuses and then my mom suddenly calls my phone minutes later and she tells me the same list of excuses almost word for word, and then she starts demanding to know why i'm asking my sister about her (even though she called me). finally i ask her to just be straight with me and she says "i am being straight, i am being VERY straight." in a very snotty tone and i finally just say "fuck it" and tell her exactly what i told my sister and she seems not surprised or shocked, she just immediately starts grilling me demanding to know the names of the men that i've slept with in the past and if they were anyone she knows, while simultaneously insisting that it's completely fine and she doesn't care if i'm queer.

one of the reasons i decided to come out was because a few years ago i heard from my mother that my eldest niece, my older brother's kid, came out to her parents and, at the behest of my mother, they told her that she was just confused and it was just a phase and told themselves that too and they never mentioned it again. i felt so bad for her and i see her now being depressed and alienated and going through the same issues i went through at her age and i wPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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couldn't have been more than half a year but I started back recently and have just now upped to around my original dosage, 12mg injections every 5 days, 150mg bica every 5 days

I'll post a pic of me before, and me now, and how long until you guys think i'll be able to achieve getting back to the before pic?

Gay, starts many ways, and ends many ways.

But any gay male, ends in death on pain, and has the same moment at the middle, narrowing.

They strike a man, for a woman.

It's the famous "widow bride"; killing the husband, no matter what he does.

I avoid doctors, I was framed by a dentist that became a Rabbi.

Semen is a bodily fluid and spermatozoid is basically a body (cell). So by swallowing semen of your superior as a Russian you are swallowing bodily fluid and eat body of your superior. Which is basically the same as Holly Communion. in Orthodox Church. In communion you drink bodily fluid (blood) and eat body of Jesus Christ who is your Lord. Lord is your superior.

So when privateer sucks cock of an officer and then swallows it's the same situation as during Holy Communion.
Therefore it's not gay as Holy Communion is not gay.

Q.E.D.

I've noticed for a while now that trans people on average are much more likely to be communists or socialists. I've never really thought about it, but why could that be? I've had this image saved since early 2023 (when I started noticing this) and have seen a lot more trans communists since.
I mean, I guess it could be the hiring discrimination they face, but you don't need to change economic systems to introduce anti- discrimination legislation.

Aww the precious wholesome bourgeois trans people, who we NEED to train our voices, have been harmed terribly by an evil moid who dared to split off, threatening their business.

Us leftists must show uncritical support to our bourgeois community members! Where would we even be without them? We can only survive under the guidance of our bourgeois grifters and the video essayist vanguard! Follow the shining path of Philosophy Tube, who is the leader of transgender socialism.

Im asking this as a straight guy because I was wondering what gay people think of it. Do you think it is false? Do you find it funny? Do you find it frustrating? How do you feel?