/lgbt/ - LGBT

>>4687
nvm i just got locked out of my account

>>4690
wut

>>4638
sweetheart i'm about to 30 and i'm still a virgin

>>4691
i logged on my fabulousrot account and I was just locked out of it. I got a friend request from some weird account with no pfp and a hour after accepting it i was locked out, but idk if that has anything to do with it. Cant even do shit about it since i signed up for the account with a fake email, sorry

>>4693
oh well

>>4662
> And you can voice train on your own for free.
Links on guides pls. How long will it take?

>>4662
OP here but not the person you were replying too. The "steven universe gay" crowd may be hopeful, but that doesnt mean that hope is warranted. Id rather face the cruel reality instead of giving myself false hope and false comfort. Many of those communities are just toxic positivity echochambers, and they would absolutely hate me and not except me because I dont have the cheery hopeful attitudes they all do. Ive seen what they say about tttt girls, a lot of it is absolutely awful. I frequently come across comment sections where they say heinous things about tttt girls

Those trans women you see that are more conventionally attractive than you are an extreme rarity that is only shown off more because the internet promotes conventionally attractive women. The vast majority of us arent even remotely as pretty as the average cis woman.

Ill never be able to experience the support that your one friend had since ill never have any friends or support group. You probably see my as a lost cause just like you see your ex-girlfriend as one. I shouldnt interact with anyone ever anyways, like you say id just drag others down. you see me like an angry evil bitter monster, it hurts so much to read that stuff. Im already 18 so its likely too late for me to transition anyways. But im just nothing more than an unhinged crazy psychotic unfixable loser to you and everyone else.

Ive tried voice training IVE TRIED and i didnt understand any of the instructions, not a single one. its all too confusing, im too stupid. I already took the "blackpill" so you already hate me anyways, you think im beyond saving and that im a subhuman who shouldnt exist

>>4685
How life-denying. 18 years is not that old, just focus on the future FFS and take ethinylestradiol (but DO NOT take any progestins before your breasts will grow to 3 stage of Tanner).
At the very least, estrogen ALREADY reduces gender dysphoria, you can take estriol, cuz I heard it has huge effect on mood.

I have DID, I daydream/ruminate constantly and can’t concentrate on anything, while the daydreams are controlled by subpersonalities and they are often bad.
When it was time to apply to college (this year), I went to get a new photo for my student ID card. I was terrified by the length of my head and chin. I thought it’s over and I should have started HRT when I had mild dysphoria at 14. I constantly looked in the mirror and measured my skull, ruminate about it for about several months, and I started having suicidal thoughts. I started researching FFS and looking at photos of cis women. In the end, I calmed down with the idea that ethinylestradiol would give me a guaranteed pass in the future and the fact that Sobchak and Princess Diana exist (existed).

At least, even if i am a untervegetable, daydreams gives me some hope. But, of course, my life is shit and zero friends (I’m don’t even study right now, I’m just don’t going to college after bullying) makes it worse. Internet is too boring and cruel, I've never seen anyone celebrate a child's suicide before, only transphobes have done that.
If I had a voice pass, I would just stream and make videos on youtube as a cis woman and not deal with this shit.

> The author contrasts "subversive liberals" with authentic trans culture—for example, the /tttt/ board on 4chan.
>He believes that real linguistics and a collective spirit are born there,
based not on political slogans, but on the experience of pain, dysphoria, self-remodeling of the body, and survival.
>He sees in this "dirty" culture not cynicism, but a genuine philosophy of the flesh,
capable of generating a new mythology, language, and "ontology of trans existence."
Idk. I am not a coprophile

Probably chatgpt misgender you, sorry

>>4655

rule of thumb when using anything ChatGPT

read it and then redo the whole thing by yourself.

>>4621
Yeah? Well… Transwahmen will always be perceived as dangerous, not the petty kind of dangerous like muh bathroom rapes and stuff. Normie instinct is correct in sensing danger from high autism score gender acceleratonist transwahmen

>>3911
That person that you replied to should seriously consider working for Israel. Trans people aren't in camps yet because the hogs at the first stage of genocide, which is incitement of violence. Anybody that argues that the NatCons/fascists don't have explicit genocidal intent against anybody LGBT or that they're being "ironic" is nothing but a right-wing stooge.

>>4115
>Before the modern period, European society was much more sexually fluid
>there were harsh punishments for sex acts that violated the moral law.
>Monks would mock 'marry' their cloister brothers while remaining celibate while sodomy was a mortal sin.
>Pederasty and child sexuality were common. >Even then, the Church barely enforced punishments for sodomy until the Crusades
So were the Gayropoids much gayer in the before times, but stopped because it was what dirty brown barbarians did or not? Did Vatican punish it or not?

>>3345
The kind of communism transwahmen want will have no place for le hetmoids. Hetmoids aware of this fact will call for TTD.

>>3870
>hates normies
>communism
Doesn't the entire socialist ideology revolve around the proletariat, which is 99% normie?

>>4674
>Hetmoids
Why not heterast?

>>4614
>Autism and ADHD are also social constructs

Nah.

>>4288
i think there is a way of talking about the existential nature of being trans without falling into cis queer abstraction. to do so we need new tools and ways off thinking about being. check out this article i just finished writing: >>4621

>>4568
i talk about this. of course in lefty spaces there is this tendency to be skeptical of religion while being uncritically supporting of a deracinating humanism which can not ground authentic trans being in any capacity. what needs to be interrogated is the material bases of religion. the point of it being an opium of the people is an oversimplification that forgets the obvious fact that religion preceded our current mode of production. perhaps what is needed is also a transcendental critique of religion, and by this i do not simply mean simple criticism but the drawing of boundaries of applicability and finding its proper place in human life as oppsed to blindly discarding things wholesale

>>4615
Madness is like religion, it's a real thing the mad do but to boil it down simply to a diseased brain misunderstands much of the root of the pathology in socio-economic circumstances.
Of course, functional impairments are real but what is an impairment and what is a quirk is relative to the nature of what is a normal life. Consider glasses and eyesight.
The same sort of stuff applies to a sensitivity to loud noises and so on.

>>4637

From the day a person is born they are under constant pressure from all sides to conform to behavioral norms, the entire world puts pressure on them to fit in and be a normal cisgender, heterosexual, neurotypical person like everybody else, and the consequences for not conforming to these expectations are generally quite severe. And yet, despite all of this, there are hundreds of millions of people in the world who fail to conform to these expectations, no matter how much pressure is put on them to fit in or how much pressure they put on themselves to fit in. Why is that?

>>4288
It is a valid theory with explanatory power. I dont understand the hate.

>>761
Rest in power. Very based.

rest in power

Rest in power.
Really cool to be hearing about this.

>Daisy
>Filipina guerilla fighter
>Died fighting
Is this the sequel to Daisy's Destruction?

The "FTM lesbian" meme is the best way to get a cute gf as a straight trans man. Hate the game, not the players.

>>3944
TL;DR they do it because they fear getting demonized as men

Kweer spaces push a lot of anti-man rhetoric, notice how gay men pretty much got exiled from the community. The same thing happens to trans men, they have to either accept that they're getting exiled from kweerness or they can cope and pretend to be lesbians. Additionally, there's also a lot of general woke lib demonization of men especially in "women and theys" groups that trans men are likely to inhabit pre/early transition.
I don't mention straight men specifically here because a lot of FTM "lesbians" are actually bisexual or sometimes even gay.

>>3944
theyre men who after transitioning dont want to navigate dating spaces as a straight male (Or) men who want easy lesbian pussy by saying theyre a he/him lesbian

>>3944
because gender ideology as a whole is retarded and restrictive

tumblr ass discourse thread

China seems somewhat decent when it comes to transgender rights, but societal attitudes still seem to be pretty transphobic. Atleast according to what ive read on prolewiki, that is.

I remember there was a lot of queer users on XiauHongShu well before the TikTok exodus. Comment sections seemed pretty normal, though now that XHS requires face ID I can't check anymore.

>>4629
Were they tiktok refugees or chinese people?

>>4631
Chinese people, yeah. Hence my specificatian that it was before the TikTok exodus.

i too wish i was a twink. or hunkish. i would honestly be anyone else that isn't myself

>>4542
But i just want to be a femboy and possibly also a girl, i dont want to just be relagated to just "non-binary"
>>4493
Is it even worth taking estrogen then if it wont even prevent my twink death? My life is basically over when i hit twink death, besides my body is laready incredibly masculine enough as is. I want to cry, why was i cursed like this

op again and I’ve done some thinking. The thing you’re missing is that non binary isn’t good enough. Being a femboy isn’t right or good enough.

I’ve been promised success in embodying an archetype if only I try, work out, improve my social skills. I can be anything, and that neurosis is buried so deep within me and I don’t know if it’ll ever come out. It’s compounded by contemporary theories of gender that suggest it’s all constructed and I can just choose. I actually agree with that completely, but it doesn’t soothe the ache of being unable to fundamentally, ontologically change my entirety to match an interiority that’s just. Fabricated. It doesn’t exist. It’s all ego. But I can’t square any of it.

I think I just need to meditate and find acceptance or soemthing but it hurts so much

does before hoes

>>4542
I think it sounds like he is fat

>>4595

not so much a desire but a reflex tbh
i was gonna say "desire to be strong" but it's more of a reflex, not so much a desire since what i really wanted was to be able to defend myself.

I have gender dysphoria - i go through HRT. It’s not about your character

>>4599

can't afford that shit here yet

>hard to reconsile their desire to be violent and desire to be feminine?
There is nothing inherently contradictory about femininity and violence.
>>4595
Cis women get spooked into "nonviolence" too despite not being "socialized as men"

You can project strength without acting wantonly violent. Remaining entirely calm and confident while being challenged, like in that yes chad meme, is one of the most female-coded expressions of powers there is. If you are actually prepared to engage in violence or retaliate is ultimately only tangential to both.