Bros I seem to be unable to conquer hornyness. The current state of my situation is that I jackoff probably 2-3 times a day, I have managed to cut out the grosser more taboo stuff I used to be into after I initially became bored of porn, but I have also developed other worse habits. 8 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view.
Most egregiously I seem to prowl through nearly any social media of women I know and jack to them. I suspect it's because they're "realer" than porn since I know them personally. I will even confess to having taken candid photos of them in the past, this is what bothers me most. Following this I usually get nauseous when I see them in person for a few days, and in fact feel like an imposter in my own skin, naturally this is deserved. I fear the day when I no longer feel this nauseous, I suppose that would mean that my body has accepted "being a creep".
I have attempted cold turkey before a number of times, the result being that I usually become more depraved the longer I spend in between breaks. I also tried to limit myself only to jerking to written stories, but naturally this infected my tastes in fiction and suddenly I could no longer enjoy certain shows or books without also using them for sexual relief. I became obsessed with fitness too, and for a while routine time in the gym helped, but it also wasn't enough.
Ironically, the times in my life where I've been most "stable" have been when I've been chasing a woman romantically, unfortunately I'm rather inexperienced at this. I also happen to be very picky, I don't really like pursuing women that I can't see myself with for the long term. Not surprising that a 21 year-old virgin is also a creep I know, but I do genuinely believe that if I was able to apply myself and change some superficial parts of my life (financial state, living arrangement) that I could probably attract women. Have any of you bros made it out of the fun pit? What worked for you?
Feel free to post your own situation too.
She's pregnant now :\
Weak. I haven't had a single nut since June 1st.