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I know we love a little bit of trolling on /beria/ but I have a question.
in 2023, I put together a plan to kill myself, I had my notes wrote, the tool needed and the location planned out. I had made up my mind, and was now waiting for the chosen day. I decided to try something I never did before and put my contact information out on 4chan.
I was added on fbi.gov by a Maoist trans woman from Germany, and she spoke to me, I was fully prepared to die in the next week and she knew this, as with all of you, she was well-read and cerebral.
To cut a long story short, she beat me in a logical debate on suicide, and I don't mean beat. I mean *BEAT*, after hours and days of back and forwards she talked me out of dying in a months time. Its been a while, and to this day we still talk on fbi.gov, I wanted to see what she believed in and came here, in doing so I met other fantastic people who posted here and I am friends now with them, I still think I am going to die in the future, but that is lessening every day, I may still be right however… I can't ask her but…
Why save me? Why waste your time with some suicidal person from 4chan? I could have been anyone, some right-wing neo-nazi or a transphobic cunt, why waste time with me? My own mother and father didn't care enough, so why do you leftists care? I am your enemy, I post on 4chan, I have reactionary thoughts, why bother stopping me from killing myself? For what reason? I don't understand, why do you even care? My own flesh and blood doesn't so why do you all care to save me and check up on me? Why? I can't ask this question anymore, I am or at the time was your enemy, why bother saving me? Why did you save me? I don't understand, why do leftists care about me? Why step in and waste time asking if I am okay or to go to a doctors? What do you gain from it? I am lost and confused and unsure of myself and I don't know why some random maoist bothers to try with some rightoid from 4chan. Pictture is of the journal I have dealing things.
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>>546302Suicide as the cessation of suffering is fallacious if you posit idealism and materialism as equally possible a priori and all that it potentially entails.
>>546596Materially, the pain of your suicide affects your lived ones and is shared with them
>>546596>if you posit idealism and materialism as equally possible a priori And why would you do that?
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Value can only be produced by human labor applied to nature so it's best if people don't throw themselves out of skyscrapers.