What do you feel about this world? Maybe humanity in general. I feel like I never really liked it I think even before I was ever really "lefty" to any extent. My dad was a thirdworlder ML revolutionary before he gave that up. My uncle of the same name as me died in the field for the ML thing. Don't want to doxx myself giving too many specifics. My dad didn't raise me ML or Marxist or anything, but I guess he had a lot of his same tendencies that I probably absorbed although I was different back then.
I don't have a hatred of people, I just have a strong dislike. The only people I ever feel like I relate to are like the fucking hobos although I have never committed so far as to be one of them and I guess I was blessed to not to ever be one of them. Honestly I can't relate to the average person. It's like they're not even real people. These people wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire because they would be thinking about their liability or who knows what. Honestly the only real people are the ones with nothing to lose. Everyone that has something thinks of that first and foremost in every interaction. I hate it. I don't want to be Holden Caulfield, but really you're all phonies. I think I will make that the OP image for my rant.
9 posts and 6 image replies omitted.>>734405>What the fuck is jealousy even?<You uyghurs are jealous I done enslave you all and I live in the big house while I kill you in the field!I guess damn right I'm jealous. More so that I don't want to have what I have while ytou have what you have, not that I want what you have. But the most obvious course of action is to kill you if possible.
Jealousy, what a childish concept. A euphemism usually for injustice.
you might find buddhist philosophy interesting, op
>>734404Chaotic neutral evil
>>734405>>734408People who scoff at jealousy like this usually are prone to it.
>>734392Christianity is slave morality.
Christianity tells people that unfair accusations are a test of character