I need a way to quickly, briefly, explain the moral and philosophical background ,of the behaviour I will start having; I'm EXTREMELY bitter\resentful\upset at the universe or reality, because I found out a neighbor's daughter flew to india because she's a model. so, she flew to india to do some retarded model s* photograph shoots. I can't quite cope or accept that WHY NOT ME, who flew to the magnificent india -country of celibate ascetics- for free, as she did.
So, I decided I will adopt in my real life, daily life the motto of : "i could literally die any day might as well live to the best possible level, be brave, daring and reckless—im on rock bottom, can't possible lose anything
How do I explain all this shit very quick, whence I'm questioned or put unto inspection for beheaviour irresponsibly with money, food, health, etc? among other possible disruptions of orderly life expected of societal humans.
8 posts and 1 image reply omitted.>>689788>>689776>>689621this whole thing has made me consider living in the cheapest possible shack in m whole country + not having water, light, any "utility", not buying food (scavenging the tall grass? roadkill?)nor ANY use of money.
if (((beautiful faces))) can give you money, but never poverty, it means poverty is holy, and money satanic. if money (which comes about by beauty) was good, the universe would HAVE GIVEN ME the face of a model, even a woman's form that is a model(im a man)
I'd rather, starve to death in the mud than praise a ((((model's looks)))