Glowie thread, don't share your dreams. They can be used against you, to control you through your shadow and steal your life essence. Don't give menticidal mind-raper nazi feds the keys to your mind engine, they will take you for a joy ride and leave you in the dust to suffer as a dreamless vampire drifting through hell, unable to create anything from the fragments of your dreams. At least use abstractions and creative ways of hinting at them, like an ancient poet describing something in occult language.
Now, I always had dreams, they were very vivid and nightmarish and usually involved my parents dying, being killed in car accidents, being murdered and leaving me by the roadside. They started getting more nightmarish as a child. Leopards and large beasts at the door of the house, ominous figures refusing to leave. Animal-like creatures that moved like humans and shake their heads around and shuffle their limbs in uncanny ways while moving towards me as I play on the swing. I saw many things even when I was awake, like people running past my door silently, feeling something staring down at me as I lay in bed, and hearing faint radio/television speech in the suffocating silence, in between the loud pendulum swing of the old-time wall clock. The only noise other than that was the wind shuddering the house, or coyotes assembling themselves somewhere in the woods nearby. Sometimes I would fall asleep without realizing until something went terribly wrong, like the pages in a book would say something completely nonsensical or personal. There were ground-gnomes living in the forest across the way. This was before we had television. I used to dream that I was looking for my parents, because I loved them. Then my dreams showed me their true & horrifying nature. I should have listened to my dreams and been quiet around them, because after that they decided to torture me forever. Once they started watching television they become evil people, even worse later when we got the internet. I still feel the pain of mind-rape and psychological torture, through constant hounding questions and gaslighting intervention of underpaid nurses and doctors in run-down hospitals; "do you want to kill people? why do you want to hurt others? why do you want to hurt yourself? this form says you are prone to violence! this checklist says you are a danger to others".
Never share your dreams. It is a beautiful thing to dream, but sharing them is one sure way to kill them. Writ
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