Everything I do, I'm just painfully fucking average at. No matter how hard I try, no matter what I do, I'm always fucking mid. It's fucking hell.12 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view.
For example, I like to program in my spare time. And yet, I'm still okay at it. It's only made worse by the fact that I look over, and see a 16 year old fucking prodigy who crowdfunded their fucking thigh high socks from their fbi.gov server that has a few hundred fucking people orbiting them. Why the fuck can't i have that? Like fuck, thanks for telling me you written a goddamn whole ass driver in two fucking days, you fucking VTuber piece of shit. So happy for you, I hope you fucking die in a goddamn car crash. It's only made worse by the fact that, being proud of my work occasionally, I show my family members - only to have Mr. Sigma Male demand that I somehow whip up an excellent enterprise-tier piece of software to sell and make hundreds of thousands of dollars. Goddamn, thank you very much. How about you come back to me when you actually do this shit yourself?
I made a YouTube channel when I was fucking 9, and the most views I ever gotten was around 16k with a fucking shitty "meme" that was just Killer Bean Forever with a fucking song to the backdrop of it. My "best", apparently most beloved work, was a shitty grift off of other people's work. And to know that your very existence as anything is owned to others, and nothing that you do is truly meaningful, is fucking hell. I feel constantly empty and I'm praying that some day I get hit by lightning or otherwise killed in an instant so I can finally be freed of this shit.
The majority of us are painfully mid/average/meh.
What is lowWit? Being literally retarded?
anyone with less than 120 autism score
But that is above average for all countries
I know how you feel anon. The real problem is exceptionalism.
Eveeything is always about "changing the world".