i feel like my life and the modern world in genral is akin to a sort of mentle rape, i feel thrusted into places i dont want to be everyday and i feel constatly aliened and disorented.
life at times fels like ont of those videos of people invaiding sceintolgy buildings, only eveyone is wearing face masks so i can only tell their exspressions through their eyes, and everyone there is trying to get me.
i feel like i have nothing to do with my life, both as a person and as a leftist. i live in a fairly nice and middle class part of scotland and my parents are mostly fineantully stable so theres nothing i can really do to get organisesd since everywhere in my town there is a small hitlerite buiness. i hate going to school as well shit sucks, im only really doing all of this to make my parents happy since going to college is what they expect from me.
i feel like my future has been robbed from me, i quite frankly i havent been able to really enjoy life, is there anything i can do? can we just stop losing all the time for once? im teird lenin…
6 posts and 3 image replies omitted.I would also fix your life being sober in whatever is slighting you before you do any drugs if you decide to do that
>>779489Seems like its only feelings you need to fix and not a real problem.
>>779690thats depression really
>>779684who said i'm talking about pharmaceutical drugs? i'm talking about stuff you find in the black market, or stuff you grow yourself. It's much cheaper and more potent
It does feel like this sometimes