When i realized we will never go to space like in the science fiction tales i love, even the less cool "realistic" ones, it crushed me deeply. I fell into depression and nihilism. I will never escape the masses, or the billions of people i hate, as it is impossible to genocide them durably.
Despite being born very privileged and having objectively a good life, i often ponder suicide as results. We cant go back to the ancient heroic greek realm because we can never go back, we cant ever reach the stars because the thermodynamic & timescale is impossibly titanic.
Western cultural output have gone sour on top of it, so i dont even have new escapism anymore, everything is ugly and bland now.
Religions have become some wifeguy gynoworship normalfaggotry or quirk chungus esoteric slop for unlikeable chuds subhuman inflooencers trying to game their mediocre smv. So have politics.
I understand peoples who self destruct and i would do so had i not been pussyfied by hygienism and reputation.
3 posts omitted.>>798419If it ever happen ot will be some pod on the moon or mars with no window. And these planets suck anyway. We are not getting out of the solar system regardless.
why do you care so much
Usually losers like you are into nietzsche, how embarrassing for you to be into a cheap imotation of an already gay philosophy
>>798459I don't care for Ayn Rand just like the book cover