/siberia/ - Off-topic

Yesterday in my dream a guy around my age so young (~19) was getting married (although his wife was not in scene) and he asked me to be with him filling the papers since he needed to be with someone, I accepted and through all the dream I had a weird sensation, I liked being around him, it was genuine liking and I think there was something sexual to it but it was very subtle, I just liked being the godfather/witness of a guy getting married so young (he was also wearing nice clothes obviously) and who seemed to have life figured out, maybe also related to not being able to imagine myself with most guys since most seem straight and kinda on another realm I can't access and some internalized homophobia. Then after that we played a bit in the beach by the river.

>>762356
It’s not unusual to get married at nineteen.
It’s only due to cultural infantilism that it’s seen as an anomaly

>>726539
It does the same when it’s getting bad

It’s like the brain subconsciously realizes none of it is real

One day I had a bizarre dream, a dream that I was basically the spectator in a man's eyes, and I was aware the man wasn't me and that I was in his eyes, the man in particular was in a shopping center theme park waiting to meet for the first time his biological family he got lost from at birth from reasons I don't remember, what I remember is that it was extremelly emotional and I woke uo sobbering and confused, especially because of the spectator experience

>>762374
Well, I that was a bit the reason I was feeling weirdly good next to him. But he wasn't getting married because he was a LARPing chud or a LARPing tradcath, he was just a normal guy who was getting marrying, and thats also what made him attractive

life is beautiful and there is nothing we can do about it

>>762182
>>762296
To reject the specks of divinity that are reflected in every facet of our profane world is to reject Sophia herself.

>>762345
that's fine i never liked her music that much anyway

>>758846
post your hand if you are really black

I'm kind of a left-wing nationalist. People have called me a "nazbol" but that's not actually true. I won't go into too much depth, but the world has too many problems and it's too unrealistic to expect us all to just drop our borders and get along with everybody in a pie-in the sky idealist manner.

This is partially from reading the bible, but also studying things like history and archaeology. And also, I have a had a lot of experiences with globalism. Tourism is really big business in my country, and I have lived in places where it is some of the biggest in the country, so I have been surrounded by a lot of foreigners from all over the world, and my experiences were dreadful and horrible. They really made me question my belief system and I almost became MAGA. (I'm being honest) it was around this time too when he was first elected. I was always extremely liberal since I could remember, I actively sought out and moved to liberal areas to avoid cuckservatives. But it was like everybody betrayed me or something, I just couldn't believe it, so much intolerance.
I just can't imagine looking at everything I experienced and trying to be super liberal back after a certain point with open borders, and open arms like that.

I also have been unemployed for a good portion of my life but I don't think it's necessarily my fault, because I actually think working can be a good or a positive thing. I think it's good to have pursuits that require productivity.

Those are mostly the only really chud beliefs I have.

Porn is more ethical than sex

Agriculture should be mainly county/borough kitchen gardens

>>760190
Let’s not act like eastern leftists are better either

Call of duty

I’m playing with my pecker

Romeo is a dead man. Plays a lot like NMH3 but I wouldn't say it's a direct improvement so far. It does some things better, makes the same mistakes, or does it outright worse.

>>757289
everyone fucked shaundi in the second game

>>757383
hell yeah just started but it's very good so far. I like the supply system and overall customization
also play some deep rock galactic new season to scratch the fps itch

One day we will all have to face what we have become.

I don't even think women are real

chaos incarnate

And men aren't? Way I've been seein it, everything spineless men and everything bitter women say about the other gender has been a massive projection.
Every accusation a confession, gender war bitches get the noose.

>>762318
comment section is nothing but retarded liberal cucks.

>>761549
>…when every poll pointed to a Kamala win.
Anybody that was actually looking at the polls knew that Kopmala was ahead only by margin of error or behind Trump. I was calling it back when people here was saying that she was going to win in a landslide. Unfortunately for KopmalaHQ, you can't force-meme your way to victory no matter how much toxic positivity you have.

>first reply isn't praising comrade country-builder
shit thread, didn't read, delete board

>>761416
>I was trolling all along
delicious cope

>>761572
It quite literally is? AmeriKKKa is the weakest it's been in a very long time by almost every metric. Even iSSrael is on the backfoot, Palestine has been an absolute PR quagmire. Dismantling USAID alone would have been a college communist's wet dream 20 years ago. Acting like the bugerreich is rising instead of stalling out hard is an opinion divorced from reality. People worrying about elections not being taken over by the government is not a healthy sign, even if you want to write it off as lib hysteria or whatever.

>>761605
>Communism can't prevent you getting a broken heart.
Broken hearts are almost always at least in part due to the extreme atomization and alienation of capitalism. I venture that communism can, in fact, do exactly that. Among many other more important things.

Well under socialism, people won't be judged on the basis of class, and economic well-being, or access to resources as much. Also, theoretically, everyone should get a fair and equal chance to make something of themselves, or there would be enough manners of support for people who are maybe in-between employment for whatever reason. Thus, I don't think being broken hearted would really be the same thing.

>>762252
Threads like this are funny because man if people don't like social competition now you're really not gonna like socialism, which will still have celebrities, world reknown doctors, award winning scientists, etc. vs. us plebs. Unless you're imagining so sci-fi future where we're all engineered to be beautiful and smart, which would make the competition even crazier as people try to differentiate themselves.

>>762256
yes there would still be discrepancies but it wouldn't be nearly as bad. Thus, I don't know what your ulterior motive really is.

>>762256
>competition would actually be worse in a system premised on replacing competition with cooperation
Bold claim!

>>762107
Romantic love is real but it’s not always durable.
But it’s overvalued.
Fraternal love and maternal love are often overlooked

>>762071
That’s still idealistic.
Not all idealism is altruistic

>>762065
This.
“Male loneliness” is a misnomer.
It’s a sociodiverse loneliness epidemic

Lost me on cute