>>624I was at a rave, somewhere in Europe. Did half a gram of amphetamines, and probably half a gram of molly, it was 2 pills of ecstasy so who knows.
I was already loosing control of myself, but from what I remember from the short bursts of memory I had, I was offered a line of ketamine. But it wasn't a line, it was a spiral. If you know ketamine, you would probably know how how stupid that sounds. But again, I was already loosing control. We were all friends in a car together, they all wanted to get in on that spiral, but that's about the only thing I know for sure.
I don't know how much of that spiral I vacuumed into my nose, because my memory is just bits and pieces at this point. What I do remember, after the first part of the crooked line I took, is just scenes from like it was a movie. I was watching an entire movie in my head. A movie where we had a world revolution.
The only thing I remember from it, is that it was incredible, and very artsy. Friends said I was saying things like "We're humanity, nothing can stop us !", tripping out in the fucking car.
What I also remember, is that a lot of the time, I just came back in time and snorted that giant ketamine spiral. Not just that I was just snorting that k and going back and forth and had in-between moments of clarity where i was having that movie play in my mind, no, I was very clearly seeing myself earlier, and I was controlling myself earlier. Way before the thoughts I had, happened.
I would snort near the end of the spiral, and suddenly, I was in control of myself, at the beginning of the spiral.
It all ended up when I try to open the door of the car, get out, and just roll on the outside of the car wondering what happened, probably an hour or so later. Tried to piece what happened with the bits of memory I had, which perplexed me because as fucked up as I was, I remembered going back and forth in time a lot, and that incredible movie I saw I my head, which I remembered none of, except the vague idea that it involved a world revolution. I didn't remember it, but I knew, I just knew for a fact it was incredible.
It was incredibly irresponsible and I urge anyone reading this to take proper risk reduction at heart. I could've died that night, but instead I lost an entire hour of my night, at a rave, nearly dying and having a very cool movie play out in my head. Don't mix any
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