It does bother me. It actually does bother me to a certain degree. Why don't they do anything?
If there are so many people on the left—in fact, the majority of the people on the left are people in the upper middle class, college-educated people who have resources, who have fucking time, money, and resources to do things—but they don't do anything. They simply don't do anything.
And it kind of bothers me because it's like, I have been homeless. I've been homeless before. And I'll probably be homeless again multiple times in the future. I will probably be homeless. This is just the way it goes based on my material conditions. And yet I am doing every single fucking thing that I can to advance the movement—whether it's writing, whether it's helping try to organize events, whether it's having one-on-one conversations with people at those events, whether it's uprooting my entire life and moving to a location that I believe will facilitate having those conversations, whether it's spending my time making museums and flyers and turning those out and putting them out, or building a brand and outreach.
Anybody can do that. I literally put my entire website code out so anyone can do what I do. There's nothing special about what I do. And in fact, someone who is college-educated—I'm not college-educated, I've never been to college—could probably do what I do a whole lot better. But no one does. And it bothers me.
It bothers me because I've literally had moments in my life where I have been down in the dirt, like, wanting to give up on living. But I've still got a tab open trying to work on shit for the movement. People will call me a grifter. People will call me mentally ill for believing in this shit. And it's like, the people who have the money and the time and the resources just do not give a fuck.
Or if they do give a fuck, they are donating to NGOs. Like, cool, bro, you gave to a fucking charity that is tied to the CIA and 95% of their donations go to the board of directors. And then the board of directors have a $20,000 a year salary. Cool. Do you feel like you did something? You sending money to charity does not negate your lack of contribution to a real revolutionary movement, and in fact this is the function of charity in a post BPP Breakfast Program America, to get the people with the resources to disengage.
But the guy who's trying to get it out the mud anyway they can—like, oh yeah, I found this pamphle
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